The LORD has provided me a very powerful testimony of deliverance and healing. I've endured a very dark life consisting of molestation, sex-trafficking, prostitution, gender confusion, rape, homosexuality and other sexual addictions & perversion, as well as alcohol, drugs, gambling, etc...
But GOD... HE healed me while I was on my deathbed with full blown AIDS, no immune system, several infections in my brain & blood, progressive Osteoporosis, diabetes, various mental issues, etc...
I was sexually abused from a very young age. I became a sex addict before I even hit puberty. I also suffered from gender DYSphoria (confusion) as a result of the abuse. I was the suicidal transkid that is always brought up in the debates & discussions meant to promote the TransQueer agenda. I overdosed at age 13 in an attempt to end my misery. I was a runaway prostitute that contracted HIV/AIDS at age 14. In & out of jail, psych wards, and prison; I ended up on my deathbed by age 37. The doctors gave me less than 3 months to live, and I was sent home to die. That was in 2009. But GOD!!
Let me also say this... the suicidal ideation of those who claim they are trans-identified is emotional blackmail! I was that suicidal transkid, but what they do not tell you is that you go from being a suicidal transkid to being a suicidal transadult because affirmation, puberty blockers, wrong-sex hormones, inclusivity, transition, acceptance, diversity, equity do NOT take away depression, confusion, angst, trauma, or suicidal ideation!
With my body weakening in the hospital bed that was placed in my home, and as hospice came in and took care of me, I recognized that I was afraid to die. I instantly knew that I was afraid to die because I did not want to go to hell, and I knew hell was not only what I deserved for all of the horrible things I'd done, but that it was exactly where I was heading. I cried out to GOD in desperation. I received clarity, and understand that GOD was not sending me to hell, but merely honoring my choice to go there.
After opening a Bible, being convicted, and seeking The FATHER, I spent weeks repenting and praying to become a Child of HIS! I woke up one morning, in excruciating pain, but with an incredible Peace. It is what I call my "Moment of Grace." I felt Peace like I'd never experienced. I knew that I was free! Free of gender confusion! Free of the sexual, emotional and even the physical addictions, strongholds, and perversions, as well as the weight of sin that held me captive! GOD Almighty gave me clarity.
I still believed I was going to die, but I was no longer afraid of death. I was actually at Peace with dying, and so I began praying that through my death others would come to know the Truth as well.
Within weeks my bones were stronger and I was standing up straight, something I hadn't done in almost 2 years. I was getting around without the walker I'd become accustomed to using. The doctors told me that my diabetes was "mysteriously not present", that the HIV/AIDS virus was "no longer detectable in my system", and that my immune system had returned "full force." Chronic Major Depression, bipolar, anxiety, PTSD and many other "diagnoses" were "mysteriously gone." But GOD!!!
My call is to tell of the Freedom from addictions, strongholds and even habits; how, in this process, I was allowed to see, with clarity, that I was created male and could never change that; that it was my circumstances & trauma that perverted a very natural desire for male validation into what we know as same-sex attraction. Telling of GOD'S amazing work in, with, and through my life is the first goal.
The second goal is to expose the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Agenda. Why? Because there is one! And it must be exposed by those who have come out of that cult. Plain & Simple!! Many detransitioners and ex-gays are not telling the whole story of what goes on within this movement. My burden is to expose the agenda as much, and as often, as I can.
I've stumbled and fell away while dealing with past issues, strongholds and even failed relationships within The Church. I even tried to live as a "gay Christian" for a short time, but GOD, in time HE allowed me to discover that it was not possible to claim that false identity (or any false identity) and walk in a right relationship with HIM.
Hallelujah!! I've been rescued from the cesspools of gender dysphoria and all of the lust-filled activity of homosexuality & other perversions & addictions! The FATHER has Blessed me with some valuable lessons on ministering to those trapped in the deceptions of same-sex attraction and gender dysphoria.
All of the glory goes to GOD Alone! All of HIM!! None of me. The amazing & miraculous work HE has done in, with and through this ole life still keeps me humble, grateful and honored.
I know what I've said in the past about same-sex attraction, I was wrong. Same-sex attraction is not a part of our design. It is actually an addiction, and like any other addiction it appeals to our fallen & broken nature; our flesh. Please know that you can not identify as anything other than what GOD Created you to be and walk in a right relationship with HIM.
Yes, I have a very dark past. I've been convicted of many crimes, some of which follow me and try to taunt me, but they hold no power over me! I am Free! I have been washed clean, and made a new creature, to simply bring this powerful testimony to others to give them Hope.
I could go on to tell of my legal & criminal past that is always being used against me, in attempts to silence me, discredit me or cause distress, but I am not going to give the enemy any more credit/time than he deserves. AMen!!
Trying to bring up my past to use it against me is like going to rob one of my old apartments or motel rooms; I don't live there any more, and that is not my stuff! ♥
You can learn more about me, as well as my past, because nothing has ever been hidden or kept secret, by reading my book or checking out my blog posts where I speak of the hurdles the enemy has used in attempts to stop me or end me. But GOD!!!
But GOD... HE healed me while I was on my deathbed with full blown AIDS, no immune system, several infections in my brain & blood, progressive Osteoporosis, diabetes, various mental issues, etc...
I was sexually abused from a very young age. I became a sex addict before I even hit puberty. I also suffered from gender DYSphoria (confusion) as a result of the abuse. I was the suicidal transkid that is always brought up in the debates & discussions meant to promote the TransQueer agenda. I overdosed at age 13 in an attempt to end my misery. I was a runaway prostitute that contracted HIV/AIDS at age 14. In & out of jail, psych wards, and prison; I ended up on my deathbed by age 37. The doctors gave me less than 3 months to live, and I was sent home to die. That was in 2009. But GOD!!
Let me also say this... the suicidal ideation of those who claim they are trans-identified is emotional blackmail! I was that suicidal transkid, but what they do not tell you is that you go from being a suicidal transkid to being a suicidal transadult because affirmation, puberty blockers, wrong-sex hormones, inclusivity, transition, acceptance, diversity, equity do NOT take away depression, confusion, angst, trauma, or suicidal ideation!
With my body weakening in the hospital bed that was placed in my home, and as hospice came in and took care of me, I recognized that I was afraid to die. I instantly knew that I was afraid to die because I did not want to go to hell, and I knew hell was not only what I deserved for all of the horrible things I'd done, but that it was exactly where I was heading. I cried out to GOD in desperation. I received clarity, and understand that GOD was not sending me to hell, but merely honoring my choice to go there.
After opening a Bible, being convicted, and seeking The FATHER, I spent weeks repenting and praying to become a Child of HIS! I woke up one morning, in excruciating pain, but with an incredible Peace. It is what I call my "Moment of Grace." I felt Peace like I'd never experienced. I knew that I was free! Free of gender confusion! Free of the sexual, emotional and even the physical addictions, strongholds, and perversions, as well as the weight of sin that held me captive! GOD Almighty gave me clarity.
I still believed I was going to die, but I was no longer afraid of death. I was actually at Peace with dying, and so I began praying that through my death others would come to know the Truth as well.
Within weeks my bones were stronger and I was standing up straight, something I hadn't done in almost 2 years. I was getting around without the walker I'd become accustomed to using. The doctors told me that my diabetes was "mysteriously not present", that the HIV/AIDS virus was "no longer detectable in my system", and that my immune system had returned "full force." Chronic Major Depression, bipolar, anxiety, PTSD and many other "diagnoses" were "mysteriously gone." But GOD!!!
My call is to tell of the Freedom from addictions, strongholds and even habits; how, in this process, I was allowed to see, with clarity, that I was created male and could never change that; that it was my circumstances & trauma that perverted a very natural desire for male validation into what we know as same-sex attraction. Telling of GOD'S amazing work in, with, and through my life is the first goal.
The second goal is to expose the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Agenda. Why? Because there is one! And it must be exposed by those who have come out of that cult. Plain & Simple!! Many detransitioners and ex-gays are not telling the whole story of what goes on within this movement. My burden is to expose the agenda as much, and as often, as I can.
I've stumbled and fell away while dealing with past issues, strongholds and even failed relationships within The Church. I even tried to live as a "gay Christian" for a short time, but GOD, in time HE allowed me to discover that it was not possible to claim that false identity (or any false identity) and walk in a right relationship with HIM.
Hallelujah!! I've been rescued from the cesspools of gender dysphoria and all of the lust-filled activity of homosexuality & other perversions & addictions! The FATHER has Blessed me with some valuable lessons on ministering to those trapped in the deceptions of same-sex attraction and gender dysphoria.
All of the glory goes to GOD Alone! All of HIM!! None of me. The amazing & miraculous work HE has done in, with and through this ole life still keeps me humble, grateful and honored.
I know what I've said in the past about same-sex attraction, I was wrong. Same-sex attraction is not a part of our design. It is actually an addiction, and like any other addiction it appeals to our fallen & broken nature; our flesh. Please know that you can not identify as anything other than what GOD Created you to be and walk in a right relationship with HIM.
Yes, I have a very dark past. I've been convicted of many crimes, some of which follow me and try to taunt me, but they hold no power over me! I am Free! I have been washed clean, and made a new creature, to simply bring this powerful testimony to others to give them Hope.
I could go on to tell of my legal & criminal past that is always being used against me, in attempts to silence me, discredit me or cause distress, but I am not going to give the enemy any more credit/time than he deserves. AMen!!
Trying to bring up my past to use it against me is like going to rob one of my old apartments or motel rooms; I don't live there any more, and that is not my stuff! ♥
You can learn more about me, as well as my past, because nothing has ever been hidden or kept secret, by reading my book or checking out my blog posts where I speak of the hurdles the enemy has used in attempts to stop me or end me. But GOD!!!
