Meet David AKA Alphabet Man
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David has a powerful testimony of deliverance from a very dark life; including prostitution, gender confusion, molestation, drugs, alcohol, gambling, and so on, as well as being healed from his deathbed with full blown AIDS, no immune system, infections in his brain and blood, severe Osteoporosis, diabetes, and the list goes on and on.
What a Mighty GOD we serve!
David was sexually abused from around the age of 6.
He contracted HIV/AIDS at age 14. And by age 37 was on his deathbed. That was in 2009. But GOD!!
With his body weakening, in a hospital bed that was placed in his bedroom at home, David knew he was headed for hell. He knew that hell was what he deserved, not just for the life apart from GOD that he lived, but also for all of the horrible things he had done to others. He cried out to GOD in desperation. Afraid to die and not wanting to go to hell. David hit rock bottom and he turned to JESUS The CHRIST, Who heard his cry.
Jeremiah 29:11-15 says, “For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart. And I will be found of you, saith the Lord: and I will turn away your captivity, and I will gather you…”
JESUS The CHRIST not only rescued David from the captivity of his addictions, but HE freed him from physical & spiritual death.
David is healthy & strong today. Hallelujah!! This is a miracle!
David was so far gone that the doctors sent him home to die, giving him less than 3 months to live. David prayed for weeks, repenting & confessing it all - in detail, as he prepared for death.
Then one day David woke up with an incredible Peace, what he calls his "Moment of Grace". A Peace like he had never experienced. He was free of the gender confusion, the addictions and the weight of sin that held him captive! David still believed he was going to die, but he was no longer afraid of death. He knew that he was not going to hell. He was at Peace, because he knew, without a doubt, he was Forgiven. David prayed that through his death others would come to know Truth.
But GOD!! GOD surprised David. His bones got stronger. David no longer used a walker to get around. He was standing up straight, something he hadn't done in almost 2 years. Then the doctors told him his diabetes was gone. After that, David stopped his medications. The HIV/AIDS virus was no longer detectable in his system. His immune system had returned.
Depression, bipolar, anxiety, PTSD and many other "diagnoses" were gone. David knew that those were not "diseases" at all, but
just symptoms of being in, and of, the world.
He was no longer 'of this world'.
GOD Almighty healed him! And that really is a miracle!
Now David spends his time giving GOD the Glory for his new life.
You don't want to miss hearing David tell of GOD'S Amazing Grace and the Freedom from any & all sin, addiction, strongholds and even habits, as well as how, in this process, he was allowed to see, with clarity,
what his old nature was -vs- what his design is.
Since his "Moment of Grace" and being rescued from the cesspools of this world and all of the lust-filled activity, David tried for many years to deny his same-sex attraction existed, he even came up with
some believable theories of how it didn't really exist.
But it does.
And as David accepts this innate part of his design, he is learning how to give GOD Glory for all of the amazing & miraculous work HE has done in, with and through his life. David now sees clearly that one can be same-sex attracted (gay), and still remain in a right relationship with The FATHER!
GOD showed David the difference between "denying self" (lusts of the flesh) and denying his own innate & individual design. David now knows and accepts that he is same-sex attracted (gay). David sees this very clearly, and as a part of his design, not of his fallen nature.
2 Corinthians 5:17 ~ "Therefore, if anyone is in The CHRIST, he is a new creature; the old things passed away; behold, new things have come."
David says, "I have surrendered. I am in The CHRIST. Old things have passed away. All of my confusion, my deceit, my desires (lusts of the flesh), my strongholds, my addictions, as well as thoughts and emotions related to the old man have truly passed away. Some characteristics, likes/dislikes, preferences, etc... from my past remain. But why? Because they are a part of my design, my make-up, not of my old nature.
I know what I've said in the past about same-sex attraction, I was wrong.
Same-sex attraction happens to be a part of some of our design, and not our "old sinful nature". This part of our design is no different
than those who are opposite-sex attracted. It's simple.
There's a huge difference in "denying self" and denying our design.
You can be same-sex attracted and be a Christian. You can be in a same-sex relationship and be a Christian. You can be opposite-sex attracted and be a Christian as well. Understand this, we become Christian by choice but we are attracted to whom we are attracted by design."
Allow me to be transparent... as I recognize the Power in Transparency... I have always been very open about my past criminal record,
and have never tried to hide anything.
My case went as follows...
Went to Florida to "start over". While there, I befriended a woman who abandoned her 12 year old son at my apartment. When I called Child Protective Services and reported her, word quickly got back to her that I called CPS. The grapevine in the lgbTQia+ world is malicious. She came and got the boy that night. The next day I was greeted by two detectives who asked me lots of disturbing questions. They accused me of attempting to molest the 12 year old boy who was left in my home, this boy whom I’d fed and treated as if he were my own family. The boy had obviously been coached as to what to say because they truly thought I was guilty. They didn’t arrest me at that point, but they did tell me not to leave town. So, of course I left town.
I went back home to Philly. I now had a warrant for my arrest on “lewd and lascivious acts in the presence of a child" because the law says if you run then you must be guilty! That's not always so. Philadelphia welcomed me home with an additional arrest warrant for prostitution.
I was twenty-two years old, I was a confused, lost, broken trans-identified (gender confused) male living as a "woman" and I was HIV+. I was a victim of molestation (several times) and a victim of that type of deviant behavior. I was caught and sent to jail. There I became a “commodity,” and I knew it. I played the part well, and in jail I could have anyone or anything I wanted by doing the same thing I was accustomed to doing, having sex and acting as feminine as I possibly could.
Florida warrant; I was eventually extradited to a county jail in Orlando, Florida, where I was not only a commodity, but the new “girl” in town. I was prime for all the men who sought sexual relations and even for the ones who had not fallen into that dark world yet—at least not till they met me. I really believed that some of these men truly cared for me. I truly thought they had my best interest at heart. But in the end I was used & abused there as well. Eventually I was released on probation.
The court case went like this: Upon my arrest, my family retained an attorney for me, who came into court, saw me, and told me to take the plea offer the state was offering. She said if I took my case to trial, I would lose without a doubt, because I looked like a woman but was a man. This attorney told me that from my appearance and proclaimed sexual orientation alone, there was no jury or judge who would look at me as being innocent. In society’s eyes I was a man who had breasts and was a “sexual freak of nature,” a “pervert.” And for those who do not know what a plea offer is, it is an admission of guilt without having to say the word guilty. So I took the plea offer and accepted ten years probation for a crime I did not commit, “a lewd and lascivious act in the presence of a child.”
I have since then come to the conclusion that, even though I was not guilty of the particular crime I was charged, I was indeed guilty of the crime itself in that I was always chasing after teenage boys and luring them into my own dark web of sexual gratification and deception.
I was a monster. I made the choice to become a monster, and I know it was a choice, because I would eventually choose not to do any of those things. I also watched how common it was for children to be “recruited” (another word for molested) into that dark movement of deception.
I was far from alone in this. I say this not to shift blame but to make people aware of what is going on. The majority of the dark lgbTQia+ world engages in the sexualization of youth, just look at what's happening today with all of the perversions being allowed into classrooms and libraries. This is one reason so many young people today are on the streets, doing drugs, drinking, being abused, used, and entrapped in porn, sex-trafficking and prostitution, stripping, etc.
I attracted & seduced teenage boys by the way I looked and dressed. And I would entice them with sex and material things. This was the behavior that I experienced, saw and learned from the depths of the lgbTQia+ movement. It stares us all in the face right now as we see the drag shows in schools or for children; the "queer" events being labeled as "family friendly" when they're not suitable for most adults; the prideful sexual marches of perversion that people are bringing their children to bear witness to! What is wrong with us!!
The majority of this movement has been luring/seducing teens into that dark world for decades, using them up sexually, profiting off of them, passing them around and then discarding them like common garbage. The end result leaves many as alcoholics & drug addicts, on some type of psych medications, prostituting themselves because they have no self-love or self-worth, and sometimes getting into the porn industry and sex-trafficking rings. They've been groomed to groom.
Yes, I was guilty of perpetrating this very thing. And no, I am not afraid to tell the truth because this is why GOD allowed me to go through it all and survive. For such a time as this!
The difference from then and now is that this lgbTQia+ movement is IN THE SCHOOLS, IN THE CURRICULUM, IN THE LIBRARIES, IN THE BOOKS, IN THE MATERIALS, IN THE MUSIC, IN THE MOVIES, IN THE WEBSITES and anywhere that youth gather or go to.
This is why I do what I do, to expose the darkness trying to envelope youth because NOBODY should endure not one iota of what I was forced to endure!