Dead son or Trans-daughter! That is not just emotional blackmail, it is a lie from the pit of hell! I was the "suicidal transkid" that is always tossed into the debates & arguments when someone is trying to push the TransQueer agenda.
What they don't want you to know is that I went on to be a suicidal trans-adult because gender affirming care, affirmation, acceptance, wrong-sex hormones, puberty blockers, procedures, & surgeries do NOT remove the suicidal ideation, the depression, misery, brokenness, comorbidities, confusion, or the trauma of being victimized; these things only make suicidal ideation worse!
Heed these words, I attempted suicide a few times, thought about it a lot, and I also used the suicidal ideation, or threat of, to my own advantage to "get my way" or to be pitied. Emotional blackmail is something taught by this victim-mentality within the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult and all of its diabolical propaganda that it force feeds its victims. There is a very powerful feeling within victimhood that you possess when you have a mental condition like DYSphoria; the abnormal condition of mental confusion.
We express our "victimhood" by lashing out and by manipulation.
One of the many lies that the lgbtqia+ Rainbow Cult uses is; "if you do not accept, affirm, promote, encourage, push and celebrate the unrealistic fantasy that your child, friend or loved one is trapped in, then you will be partly, or wholly, responsible if that person commits, or attempts to commit, suicide." Nonsense!
Lies! Guilted Lies! That is not true and it is a sensitive and very fragile technique that wreaks havoc on families & relationships more than any other method or lie used by this cult! From my own life experiences and knowledge, as well as the thousands of males & females that I have known, spoken to or befriended, being depressed and suicidal does not "go away" or diminish with acceptance, transition or affirmation. It may get paused during the euphoria of the newfound affirmation, but it does remain, and eventually returns... with a vengeance.
I have experienced this a few times; each time thinking and believing I've finally found the joy I was seeking, only for the reality of my own biological sex and the impossibility to hide in a false identity surfaced to knock me back down, letting me know I hadn't found anything but failure!
This "experience" of euphoria seems promising to the loved ones as they may not agree but do not want to lose the individual to suicide or any other means that have been tossed out there to guilt or shame them into accepting these deceptions. It isn't long before the mentally unstable individual recognizes that they are still the same broken, confused, depressed, hurting, suicidal and delirious person that they were before everyone started giving them the acceptance and encouragement for their disorder/condition (dysphoria is a disorder, making it a condition) so do not love them to death, literally, with your silence or compliance.
And actually, the trans-identified individual, upon realization of this, will then spiral into the depths of darkness & angst, wanting even more to end their existence and to saturate themselves in the cesspools of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult and it's deadly agenda.
While it is very real that many trans-identified persons are or become more suicidal, this thought process is absolutely used to the advantage of the individual suffering from the condition for the main purpose of getting attention, being affirmed and desperately trying to further their walk as the person they sincerely believe themselves to be. Don't be confused by this, they are misusing/abusing very real mental confusion, depression & thoughts of harming themselves to their advantage. It is manipulation. It is also what they've been programmed to sincerely believe.
To utilize these victims/pawns, the cult uses these methods to manipulate its victims to do it's bidding and continue pushing it's agenda. Many of the victims of this cult are being told that they "will be suicidal if/when their family/friends/church do not embrace them" (their mental disorder).
Many trapped in the delusions of transgenderism are truly sincere in their thoughts & feelings (beliefs). They sincerely believe themselves to be whatever they think or feel they are; or whatever they have been taught or told they are, which is happening more & more.
I once was that suicidal transkid (and the suicidal trans-adult) and I have attempted to take my own life several times. However, those attempts were just that, attempts! I wanted attention and for people to feel sorry for me so they would have no other choice but to accept, affirm, condone, promote and celebrate who and what I believed myself to be!
In many cases (but not all) the threat of suicide is just that, a threat. The threat is emotional blackmail. It is meant to guilt you or to shame you into letting your guard down, compromising and giving in to the delusions of that mentally ill individual. Did I actually want to die? I do not know. I do know that at that time my life meant nothing to me, nor did I feel a reason to live, so I did not care if I succeeded or not. But it did feel like the only way to make a point. It was my extreme move.
Even 40 years ago this ideology was impressed upon the victims of the lgbtqia+ rainbow cult!
If you compromise AT ALL, you will be surrendering all of the power and authority you have to ever speak Truth or Life into that individual. Stand firm! No compromises! No matter how much it hurts or strains the relationship with the individual. If you compromise, at all, then you will be furthering the individual's destruction of self, body, and soul.
I was reading an article on the young man that took his life in Waterville, Maine back in February 2024... a LOT of misconceptions and even more fallacies...
1st article ~ HERE
The 1st article is pretty cut and dry about the facts of a young man taking his life on a school bus in Waterville, ME. But then the same "reporter" finds out that the young man was trans-identified and decides to do a whole new piece on him.
2nd article ~ HERE
This blog post focuses on the lies of suicidal & emotional blackmail, and more specifically on the 2nd article as well as some of the comments... the ones that weren't removed and the ones that feed into this tragic agenda of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow cult)
This is what was stated in the 2nd article about the young man's "coming out" at work...
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An employee there recalled the day Anthony “came out” as trans and asked to be called “River.” Co-workers were supportive and made [him] a new name tag, after which River started to come out of [his] shell and seemed happier, she said. When store employees learned of River’s death, they were sad and heartbroken, said the worker, adding that everyone cared about River. “River was a troubled person, but a gentle one at heart,” the worker said.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This young man "came out" as trans and the encouragement and support from his co-workers made him SEEM happier. So what could they have done different??? What can anyone who truly cares about an individual that is trapped in this delusion do?!!?!??
~ Do NOT partake of this delusion. Acceptance and playing make-believe with these individuals does NOT take away their misery, grief, suicidal ideation, brokenness, hurt, or pain.
~ GET THEM HELP! Seek out those who have overcome this confusion, and mental-illness, then gather information & resources if you truly want to help these individuals. Acceptance does NOT take away depression.
~ Stop blaming others; "it was the republicans attack on trans people" OR "it was the parents fault for not embracing their child's trans-identity" ~ but trans-identity is CONFUSION, and confusion is a CONDITION, not an orientation!
All of the people involved in this young man's life took part in him taking his life. All of them! All of the individuals that embraced his delusions, partook of his confusion, believed the lie that trans is an identity when it is, in fact & by definition, a mental illness. Especially those who ignored the fact that schizophrenia, in MANY cases, is an underlying issue, or comorbidity, of trans-identified persons!
This young man did not take his life because of a politician trying to save children from the lgbTQia TransQueer Cult agenda!
This young man didn't take his life because the world was cruel to him and did not embrace him, or his delusions.
This young man did not take his life because his friends or associates didn't embrace or accept him more.
This young man didn't take his life because he was diagnosed with schizophrenia.
This young man didn't take his life because he found a sliver of solitude in identifying as trans.
This young man took his life because he discovered that the TransQueer agenda was a lie, that he could NEVER dissociate from his issues, brokenness, hurt, pain or mental anguish! He discovered that even when he thought & felt all he needed was affirmation, it wasn't long before he discovered that affirmation didn't take away his angst, depression or pain.
This young man discovered that even through his "coming out," that his short-lived euphoria of "SEEMING HAPPY" was very temporary and that it wasn't long before he discovered that he was STILL the same broken, hurting, suicidal individual he was before he "came out."
Sadly, and unfortunately, I know this very well. My 1st attempt to take my life was at age 13, before I started wrong-sex hormones. When I did begin wrong-sex hormones, at age 14, they only made my suicidal ideation worse. I went from being a suicidal trans-kid to being a suicidal trans-adult.
Was there a period when I "seemed" happy? Most definitely. Was there moments of euphoria as I was accepted, embraced and accepted by my friends, family members and associates? Absolutely!! Sadly, those people had no idea they were loving me to death, literally!
And not one of them knew how I felt once those emotions dissipated and then came the reality that I was STILL miserable, broken, hurt, in pain, and suicidal. Then it became a "prideful" mission to keep pushing forward in hopes of discovering the peace, joy and happiness I was truly seeking. Something that is not attainable on that path of destruction. Something that the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Agenda tells you is only found if you keep pushing forward on your path of transitioning. Lies!
I had no clue that the peace, joy or happiness I was seeking was not even available to me on that path. I had no clue that with every single step I took deeper into transitioning that I would experience a sliver of happy or a morsel of peace, until it wore off and I needed to push further, and dive deeper, into that darkness in hopes of finding another morsel!
Please!!!! Do NOT accept, embrace, affirm, or ignore this very serious and deadly condition known as "gender DYSphoria" or "gender identity disorder" or being "trans-identified," because if you do, then their blood is on your hands just as much as it is on the hands of those that are a part of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow movement for pushing, encouraging and promoting this DEADLY AGENDA!!!!!
If there is one thing I am certain of, it is that all of these individuals that are trapped and enveloped by this deadly agenda as well as the mental illness, could be free from all of the emotional turmoil, mental anguish and physical torment IF ONLY we could stop promoting, encouraging, pushing, celebrating, and making this deadly agenda available to them! IF ONLY we could make it looked down upon, or even illegal, to push this agenda or to butcher, medicalize, manipulate, sterilize, sexualize, or transition anyone, especially a child!
If you are wondering how this has gotten so out-of-control with all of these extra/special rights and protections being granted to mentally ill individuals then please read my blog post titled, Former Trans-Prostitute Exposes TransQueer Agenda which gives my account and even some clarity on the issue from being a former transgender prostitute.
What they don't want you to know is that I went on to be a suicidal trans-adult because gender affirming care, affirmation, acceptance, wrong-sex hormones, puberty blockers, procedures, & surgeries do NOT remove the suicidal ideation, the depression, misery, brokenness, comorbidities, confusion, or the trauma of being victimized; these things only make suicidal ideation worse!
Heed these words, I attempted suicide a few times, thought about it a lot, and I also used the suicidal ideation, or threat of, to my own advantage to "get my way" or to be pitied. Emotional blackmail is something taught by this victim-mentality within the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult and all of its diabolical propaganda that it force feeds its victims. There is a very powerful feeling within victimhood that you possess when you have a mental condition like DYSphoria; the abnormal condition of mental confusion.
We express our "victimhood" by lashing out and by manipulation.
One of the many lies that the lgbtqia+ Rainbow Cult uses is; "if you do not accept, affirm, promote, encourage, push and celebrate the unrealistic fantasy that your child, friend or loved one is trapped in, then you will be partly, or wholly, responsible if that person commits, or attempts to commit, suicide." Nonsense!
Lies! Guilted Lies! That is not true and it is a sensitive and very fragile technique that wreaks havoc on families & relationships more than any other method or lie used by this cult! From my own life experiences and knowledge, as well as the thousands of males & females that I have known, spoken to or befriended, being depressed and suicidal does not "go away" or diminish with acceptance, transition or affirmation. It may get paused during the euphoria of the newfound affirmation, but it does remain, and eventually returns... with a vengeance.
I have experienced this a few times; each time thinking and believing I've finally found the joy I was seeking, only for the reality of my own biological sex and the impossibility to hide in a false identity surfaced to knock me back down, letting me know I hadn't found anything but failure!
This "experience" of euphoria seems promising to the loved ones as they may not agree but do not want to lose the individual to suicide or any other means that have been tossed out there to guilt or shame them into accepting these deceptions. It isn't long before the mentally unstable individual recognizes that they are still the same broken, confused, depressed, hurting, suicidal and delirious person that they were before everyone started giving them the acceptance and encouragement for their disorder/condition (dysphoria is a disorder, making it a condition) so do not love them to death, literally, with your silence or compliance.
And actually, the trans-identified individual, upon realization of this, will then spiral into the depths of darkness & angst, wanting even more to end their existence and to saturate themselves in the cesspools of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult and it's deadly agenda.
While it is very real that many trans-identified persons are or become more suicidal, this thought process is absolutely used to the advantage of the individual suffering from the condition for the main purpose of getting attention, being affirmed and desperately trying to further their walk as the person they sincerely believe themselves to be. Don't be confused by this, they are misusing/abusing very real mental confusion, depression & thoughts of harming themselves to their advantage. It is manipulation. It is also what they've been programmed to sincerely believe.
To utilize these victims/pawns, the cult uses these methods to manipulate its victims to do it's bidding and continue pushing it's agenda. Many of the victims of this cult are being told that they "will be suicidal if/when their family/friends/church do not embrace them" (their mental disorder).
Many trapped in the delusions of transgenderism are truly sincere in their thoughts & feelings (beliefs). They sincerely believe themselves to be whatever they think or feel they are; or whatever they have been taught or told they are, which is happening more & more.
I once was that suicidal transkid (and the suicidal trans-adult) and I have attempted to take my own life several times. However, those attempts were just that, attempts! I wanted attention and for people to feel sorry for me so they would have no other choice but to accept, affirm, condone, promote and celebrate who and what I believed myself to be!
In many cases (but not all) the threat of suicide is just that, a threat. The threat is emotional blackmail. It is meant to guilt you or to shame you into letting your guard down, compromising and giving in to the delusions of that mentally ill individual. Did I actually want to die? I do not know. I do know that at that time my life meant nothing to me, nor did I feel a reason to live, so I did not care if I succeeded or not. But it did feel like the only way to make a point. It was my extreme move.
Even 40 years ago this ideology was impressed upon the victims of the lgbtqia+ rainbow cult!
If you compromise AT ALL, you will be surrendering all of the power and authority you have to ever speak Truth or Life into that individual. Stand firm! No compromises! No matter how much it hurts or strains the relationship with the individual. If you compromise, at all, then you will be furthering the individual's destruction of self, body, and soul.
I was reading an article on the young man that took his life in Waterville, Maine back in February 2024... a LOT of misconceptions and even more fallacies...
1st article ~ HERE
The 1st article is pretty cut and dry about the facts of a young man taking his life on a school bus in Waterville, ME. But then the same "reporter" finds out that the young man was trans-identified and decides to do a whole new piece on him.
2nd article ~ HERE
This blog post focuses on the lies of suicidal & emotional blackmail, and more specifically on the 2nd article as well as some of the comments... the ones that weren't removed and the ones that feed into this tragic agenda of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow cult)
This is what was stated in the 2nd article about the young man's "coming out" at work...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
An employee there recalled the day Anthony “came out” as trans and asked to be called “River.” Co-workers were supportive and made [him] a new name tag, after which River started to come out of [his] shell and seemed happier, she said. When store employees learned of River’s death, they were sad and heartbroken, said the worker, adding that everyone cared about River. “River was a troubled person, but a gentle one at heart,” the worker said.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This young man "came out" as trans and the encouragement and support from his co-workers made him SEEM happier. So what could they have done different??? What can anyone who truly cares about an individual that is trapped in this delusion do?!!?!??
~ Do NOT partake of this delusion. Acceptance and playing make-believe with these individuals does NOT take away their misery, grief, suicidal ideation, brokenness, hurt, or pain.
~ GET THEM HELP! Seek out those who have overcome this confusion, and mental-illness, then gather information & resources if you truly want to help these individuals. Acceptance does NOT take away depression.
~ Stop blaming others; "it was the republicans attack on trans people" OR "it was the parents fault for not embracing their child's trans-identity" ~ but trans-identity is CONFUSION, and confusion is a CONDITION, not an orientation!
All of the people involved in this young man's life took part in him taking his life. All of them! All of the individuals that embraced his delusions, partook of his confusion, believed the lie that trans is an identity when it is, in fact & by definition, a mental illness. Especially those who ignored the fact that schizophrenia, in MANY cases, is an underlying issue, or comorbidity, of trans-identified persons!
This young man did not take his life because of a politician trying to save children from the lgbTQia TransQueer Cult agenda!
This young man didn't take his life because the world was cruel to him and did not embrace him, or his delusions.
This young man did not take his life because his friends or associates didn't embrace or accept him more.
This young man didn't take his life because he was diagnosed with schizophrenia.
This young man didn't take his life because he found a sliver of solitude in identifying as trans.
This young man took his life because he discovered that the TransQueer agenda was a lie, that he could NEVER dissociate from his issues, brokenness, hurt, pain or mental anguish! He discovered that even when he thought & felt all he needed was affirmation, it wasn't long before he discovered that affirmation didn't take away his angst, depression or pain.
This young man discovered that even through his "coming out," that his short-lived euphoria of "SEEMING HAPPY" was very temporary and that it wasn't long before he discovered that he was STILL the same broken, hurting, suicidal individual he was before he "came out."
Sadly, and unfortunately, I know this very well. My 1st attempt to take my life was at age 13, before I started wrong-sex hormones. When I did begin wrong-sex hormones, at age 14, they only made my suicidal ideation worse. I went from being a suicidal trans-kid to being a suicidal trans-adult.
Was there a period when I "seemed" happy? Most definitely. Was there moments of euphoria as I was accepted, embraced and accepted by my friends, family members and associates? Absolutely!! Sadly, those people had no idea they were loving me to death, literally!
And not one of them knew how I felt once those emotions dissipated and then came the reality that I was STILL miserable, broken, hurt, in pain, and suicidal. Then it became a "prideful" mission to keep pushing forward in hopes of discovering the peace, joy and happiness I was truly seeking. Something that is not attainable on that path of destruction. Something that the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Agenda tells you is only found if you keep pushing forward on your path of transitioning. Lies!
I had no clue that the peace, joy or happiness I was seeking was not even available to me on that path. I had no clue that with every single step I took deeper into transitioning that I would experience a sliver of happy or a morsel of peace, until it wore off and I needed to push further, and dive deeper, into that darkness in hopes of finding another morsel!
Please!!!! Do NOT accept, embrace, affirm, or ignore this very serious and deadly condition known as "gender DYSphoria" or "gender identity disorder" or being "trans-identified," because if you do, then their blood is on your hands just as much as it is on the hands of those that are a part of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow movement for pushing, encouraging and promoting this DEADLY AGENDA!!!!!
If there is one thing I am certain of, it is that all of these individuals that are trapped and enveloped by this deadly agenda as well as the mental illness, could be free from all of the emotional turmoil, mental anguish and physical torment IF ONLY we could stop promoting, encouraging, pushing, celebrating, and making this deadly agenda available to them! IF ONLY we could make it looked down upon, or even illegal, to push this agenda or to butcher, medicalize, manipulate, sterilize, sexualize, or transition anyone, especially a child!
If you are wondering how this has gotten so out-of-control with all of these extra/special rights and protections being granted to mentally ill individuals then please read my blog post titled, Former Trans-Prostitute Exposes TransQueer Agenda which gives my account and even some clarity on the issue from being a former transgender prostitute.
