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    Dear Chaos

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    Dear Chaos,
    ​                   Oh, you didn't know that I knew your real name, did you? You disguised yourself as a "community" (lgbTQia+), an "identity" (transgenderism & homosexuality), as "love & family" (cult), we can't forget to add anxiety, depression & self-pity! I figured out who you are! Just in the nick of time!

    After all those years we spent together, such intimacy! You became every aspect of my life, but isn't that what cults do?! I trusted you. I gave you over 30 years of my hard core dedication. Even after all you've done to me I'm still haunted by your call.

    Haunted, but not intrigued, definitely not impressed & by no means fascinated. You stole from me. You cheated me. You used me. You hurt me. You robbed me. You abused me. You molested me. You misled me. You infected me. You lashed out at me. You stabbed me! You tricked me. You raped me. You shot me. You profited off of me. You perverted me. You locked me up. You set me up. You left me for dead! And I have two words for you; Thank you!

    If I had not allowed you to rule over me, to corrupt me & infect my life the way you did, I may not have met my One, True Love when I did.

    Thank you for showing me exactly what I don't need in my life, so that it was so easy to recognize what I do need, and what I deserve. Not to mention what I am worth! I finally met Someone Who truly & purely Loves me!

    Loves me like I've never known possible. I've been given another chance at Life, and Life more abundantly. I am finally Free from the pain, vices, confusion, darkness, depression, perversions, strongholds, addictions, hurt, lies and of course, from you!

    You, the deceiver, the liar, the cheater, the thief, the infectious poisonous agenda of the diabolical political radical lgbTQia TransQueer Gender Rainbow Cult, known as Chaos.

    Of course we both know that chaos is just one of the many faces you wear! You ARE the darkness of this world always looking for someone to devour & bamboozle. I know you are proudly & boldly stalking about, fooling many others with inclusivity & affirmation, glitz & glamour of your colorful rainbow, your deceptions, your tactics, your techniques, and your lies of acceptance, inclusivity, tolerance & love, but one by one each of your victims and pawns will realize just how sad, pathetic, sickening, distrustful & dangerous you really are.

    They too will meet their One True Love and be Free from your shackles! They too will recognize the cult you have lured them into! Your days are numbered.

    ​​In HIS Grip, David AKA Alphabet Man of I Belong Amen Ministries
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    Dear Big Pharma, Medical/Mental Health Workers, Educators & The World

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    ​Dear Big Pharma, Medical & Mental Health Workers, Educators & All Who Care For Children, Children are not experimentations. People are not projects or lab rats. Creation is not up for grabs, changeable, mutable, alterable or in need of assistance. I was a suicidal transkid. I was confused, suffered from GD/GID (Gender DYSphoria/Gender Identity DISorder) from a very young age.

    If only the "why" would've been explored then maybe I could've not crossed the rainbow bridge into fantasyland and fell into the trap of this mass of political wickedness being promoted, encouraged & celebrated across all nations. This IS a trap ya know? And the only thing you would have to do to step away from this cult is admit your wrong. Just humble yourself and let the pride go; then admit that you've been fooled, bamboozled, tricked, lied to and deceived just as all of us have. There is no shame in being wrong, well, unless you remain wrong even after hearing, reading & seeing the truth all around you.

    My name is David, I am a detransitioner. We are not uncommon, nor are we that "small population" that the cult keeps saying we are. Detransitioners do not report back to the clinics, doctors or therapists that we feel are responsible for leading us astray, pushing us into the darkness and for the irreversible damage to us medically, physically, emotionally and mentally. 

    Like I said, I was the confused & suicidal "transkid" often mentioned in these debates & discussions, but I was also confused & suicidal as a trans-adult. In case nobody has told you yet, affirmation, acceptance and transition does not change any of the underlying comorbidities or issues that lead a person into the delusion of this abnormal condition of mental confusion.
     
    I began taking wrong sex hormones at 14 and was on them for over 20 years. I had Osteoporosis (commonly known as an elderly woman's disease of bone loss), diabetes and I was sterile (not able to produce children) all before the age of 30. PLEASE consider my own life knowledge & experience in making any future decisions with anyone, child or adult, that makes the claim of being trans-identified.

    I beg of you to pay close attention to the youth that are being enveloped by the false narrative from this cult. I know, I've said "cult" a few times and have yet to explain what I mean. Well, as someone that was an advocate & member of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow movement for well over 30 years, and as one who identified as a transwoman for over 20 years, I would think that my own life knowledge & experience in this movement give me plenty of foundation and expertise in saying that I know, from experience (not just my own alone, but thousands of others as well) that this movement is, in fact, a cult. I also know that it represents anything perverted, confusing, deceptive, backwards, upside down, fallible, defective and that list is endless.

    Medically speaking, there actually is no consensus among all medical or mental health providers on how to treat gender identity disorders in youth. Without differential diagnoses or treatment of their mental co-morbidities, vulnerable children are being ushered mindlessly by their doctors & therapists towards puberty blockers, synthetic hormones, procedures and surgeries that will cause irreversible damage. The evidence proves that these methods sterilize youth and destroy their sexual function, not to mention their mental health and their physical bodies.

    Progressive European countries that pioneered these trans-affirming medical treatments recently conducted a Systematic Evidence Review and discovered that these treatments & procedures that are being used/done are ineffective and, in fact, harmful because they lead to severe medical & mental health issues.

    Please see our medical information page here ~ MEDICAL INFORMATION PAGE

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    The Child Sacrifice or Sacrifice For The Child.

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    This is NOT a social battle or even a political one, it is a Spiritual War! This is pure wickedness enveloping children & adults alike. Legions! Yes legions of demons are oppressing these individuals while the world sits idly by promoting, encouraging & celebrating the depravity!

    If you care about your children, friends, family members, coworkers, and society/people in general, then you MUST stand against this lgbTQia TransQueer Gender Rainbow Cult that is marching all over any morals, values or constitutional rights established.

    It Must Be Stopped.

    I fear that this is nothing compared to what is to come as we know this cult is just laying the foundation for the next "movement" to rise up; the pedophile movement. We have already normalized promiscuity, porn, sexual immorality, bestiality, sado-masochism and that list goes on.

    The next item on the agenda is to separate the children from their parents "rule & reign". Releasing them into the care of a system that is hellbent on destroying them mind, body & soul. THIS IS REAL FOLKS!! This is why it is imperative that your children be removed from the public government school system YESTERDAY!!!

    You canNOT put them on that little yellow bus to hell, to be trained by the gods of this world, and then be surprised when they come home confused, dejected, sexualized or riddled with oppression, depression, anxiety etc. It MUST Stop now!

    I hear parents and concerned citizens all of the time, asking "is this ever going to let up?" or "what should I do?" or making statements like, "well, it can't get any worse" or "there's nothing I can do". NO! It's not going to "let up". The ONLY thing you can do is GET INFORMED & GET INVOLVED! It WILL get worse! Do not allow this cult to make you feel weak, worthless or like you are powerless. That is it's goal.

    Honestly, there are only a few options at this point. When it comes to the public government school, the ONLY option is removing the children. That is the ONLY option! Teachers and other cult members have already stated on social media that they do not care what the school admin says, they definitely don't care what the parents or community think, feel or want because they will do what they want with "THEIR KIDS"!! 

    Your children have become theirs. So what are you going to do about it? Are you going to yell, scream, make noise and complain? Sue them? Argue with them? Make demands? Go to school board meetings? Library meetings? Townhall meetings? Senate or Legislative hearings? 

    The problem with all of the above is that we are doing this with a genuine hope for change. THERE WILL BE NO CHANGE except that it will get worse. We should keep doing the above, but just to bring awareness to what is going on and helping others see the dangers. But that is all. 

    Educating, protecting and keeping your child safe from any type of oppression is not easy, especially in this world. The system is set up to keep people busy at work, have many expenses, live check to check, be dependent on government aid, medical care or food stamps. It is set up this way to help the process of getting it's talons into your children. 

    It is a sacrifice to homeschool your child. But either you MAKE sacrifices or your child IS the sacrifice. It is either one or the other. There is NO MEDIUM! 

    350 Educators of K-12 Schools were arrested on child sex crimes in 2022. Statistics say that 80% of rapes go UNREPORTED! If 350 were arrested, how many were not caught or reported? Does that mean that these teachers & school staff defending the right to target, desensitize & sexualize children could be the UNREPORTED? That is the question! 

    Am I therefore become your enemy, because I tell you the truth? Galatians 4:16

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    A Former Transgender Opposes Transgender Rights ~ Amicus Brief From March 24, 2021 ~ Gloucester County School Board VS Gavin Grimm

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    **This was written 3/24/2021** This week I am joining an amicus brief that is being filed in the U.S. Supreme Court to urge that Court to overturn a decision of the Fourth Circuit about so-called “transgender rights.”  The case is Gloucester County School Board v. Gavin Grimm.  The Fourth Circuit decision being challenged requires public schools to allow persons claiming transgender status to use the bathrooms, locker rooms, and showers of the opposite sex. 
     
    As a person who lived for decades as a transgender person, I feel compelled to set out my views.  The Plaintiff in this case started this litigation when she was in high school, and has grown up in the shadow of the litigation she began.  I know something about this type of situation, and this type of person.
     
    First, my heart breaks for this young lady!  I have reviewed the decision in that case and can relate.  But my comments are more general, not particularly applicable to her, but certainly to  others who are in her place.
     
    All too often people in this situation have been traumatized by something or someone so much so that it feels best to do whatever she can to not be herself.  She is seeking attention. The attention received by being able to use the nurse’s bathroom (single use bathroom) was not ‘attention getting’ enough and so she now demands (literally) that she be able to use the boys’ bathroom.
     
    If she is successful in this, then students will know that they can make demands, regardless of the security or well-being of themselves and others, and that if they yell loud enough and write articles for the ACLU, then they too can have their demands met and be the center of attention.
     
    No matter how many times that a girl says she is a boy, that does not change her DNA or the over 6,500 chromosome markers that make her distinctly female!  It is not genitals here..... there are over 6,500 markers that make this young lady female!  She can mutilate her genitalia but she can never change her DNA, chromosome markers or the fact that she was created to be, is & always will be a female.
     
    There are tens of thousands (maybe hundreds of thousands) of “Gavins” in this world that have felt like they no longer wanted to be who, and what, they were.... they denied their identity and identified as the opposite sex.... they transitioned and are now seeking a way to DE-transition and return their bodies to some sense of normalcy after the horrendous invasion of puberty blockers (experimental drugs) and cross sex hormone treatment.
     
    Placing a female in the midst of teenage boys that are driven by their own hormonal rages and lusts could very possibly put this young lady in harm’s way.  And to wait and see if something happens would place this court and the school liable should there be any type of attack or trauma.
     
    Men do not belong in women’s bathrooms or girls’ locker rooms due to the very nature of danger those women & girls would be placed in should this “right” be abused.  Why would we place a young girl who is suffering from gender dysphoria (confusion) in danger by placing her in a boys’ bathroom?  Why would we promote, encourage or celebrate her mental delusion/disorder?
     
    Those with this problem need intense therapy — not to be placed into a situation that will only create more confusion, pain and possibly death by suicide (or worse).  She is a female and must be recognized as such or the court, the ACLU, her parents, etc... will all be doing her a huge disservice.  Not to mention they should all be held accountable for her future sufferings, because she will suffer in the future as long as her disorder is not treated.
     
    This young woman has a condition that needs treatment, not one that needs to be encouraged which will further damage her.  Gender dysphoria is a condition, a mental health disorder.
     
    This doesn’t even account for the boys who are insecure, confused, and seeking attention as well... what about their rights to privacy and a place where they won’t feel judged or ridiculed by female students being present?  The bathrooms & locker rooms have always been that refuge for those boys.
     
    I believed (sincerely) myself to be a female for well over 20 years.  I lived as a “trans-woman”.  I truly and purely believed to my core that I was a woman trapped in a man’s body, until reality visited me, and I recognized that my identity crisis was due to traumatic events in my childhood.
     
    It was easiest for me to escape reality of who, and what, I was by pretending to be someone or something else.  As a man that has detransitioned and been made whole again, I can truly say that I am so happy that my family, school, healthcare professionals, and those around me did not accept or promote my confusion.
     
    Who knows if I would have survived the horrible effects of puberty blockers (experimental drugs), cross sex hormones, procedures, etc., had I been misled by all of those who were meant to protect me, like this young lady is being misled and used as a pawn for a political and legal argument.
     
    The entire argument is really not about the bathroom; this young lady is crying out for attention and for someone to come to her rescue and help her, while the ACLU is using her suffering to promote and push a political and legal argument this young lady is being mentally, emotionally and politically abused in the name of “inclusivity”.
     
    I don’t know all the facts of this case, but my heart breaks for this young woman, and others like her, who are a victim in so many ways. Let’s pray the Supreme Court does not pile on, thinking it is being compassionate, only to victimize her further.
     
    David of i Belong Amen Ministries.  
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    Discovering Our True Identity...

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    I read a story about Joseph Stalin where I learned some very interesting facts. Stalin's real name was Iosif Dzhugashvili. He was born & raised in the Russian province of Georgia. His father was a drunkard, a failure who would play on his son's sympathies, and he was also very abusive. His mother was strict, very religious, and did domestic work. He was an only child and a good student. He had almost no role models from which to develop a positive identity.
     
    At his mother's urging, he entered a Theological Seminary to study for the Russian Orthodox priesthood, but, like most of his fellow-students, had no use for the dull, restrictive life there. Instead, he read a novel, The Patricide, by Alexander Kazbegi, and was deeply impressed by a character named Koba.

    Koba became his god, giving his life a new meaning. He wanted to be a second Koba, a fighter and hero to whom others would look up to, he even called himself "Koba", wouldn't allow others to call him anything else, and kept that name well into his thirties.
     
    This was an important step in the journey of Iosif Dzhugashvili's becoming one of history's most murderous tyrants. His failure to find a positive identity and the adoption of a fictional, revolutionary one led to a life of total and utter destruction that destroyed many others' lives.
     
    How can we develop a positive identity that will Bless us and make us a Blessing rather than curse us and lead us to lives that destroy? What better person could you identify with than our LORD and our SAVIOR, JESUS The CHRIST? Let us strive to follow HIM, to imitate HIM and to be in The FATHER'S Will.
     
    You will gradually find the identity that was intended for you and become the person you've always longed to be. This is the road to your true identity! Will you walk it?
     
    FATHER GOD, Thank YOU that I do not have to look to novels, movies, textbooks, perceptions, imagination, curriculums or TV programs to find my identity. My problems in my childhood may have robbed me of the identity YOU intended for me, but I do not have to be deprived forever. I will look to YOU and to those who Love YOU in Truth and learn from them. Please help me, Guide me & Strengthen me! Thank YOU for all that YOU are. I Lift YOUR Name On High. I Pray to YOU, in The Precious Name of YOUR Son, YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Amen.
     
    Reading 1 Corinthians 10:31-11:2…
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    The Blame Game...

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    What is everyone's favorite game? The Blame Game!

    While it's exceedingly popular, it's also very dangerous. It keeps us from facing reality and from making things right.

    How does it work?
     
    When things go wrong, we feel guilt, shame, frustration & fear and as we get this rude awakening, we realize that we really are powerless. These unpleasant emotions give rise to a strong fight or flight response. But how can we fight? Feeling hopeless is terrible, so we make ourselves believe it was someone else's fault. We then focus our anger on them.
     
    We can blame our parents ~ they didn't meet our needs or raise us right.

    We can blame our friends ~ they aren't there enough for us.

    We can blame our recovery process ~ it's not working.

    We can blame satan ~ "the devil made me do it".

    And then, when we've run out of others to blame, we turn on GOD. Why did HE allow this to happen to me?
     
    As long as we're angry, we feel powerful. So, as long as we come up with all sorts of reasons that we're not at fault and that someone else is because they should have fulfilled their purpose better, we feel more competent than they. Seeing their guilt clearly lets us be superior in our own eyes. Feelings of power & superiority are very pleasant feelings.
     
    The pleasure, however, is deceptive. It is built on a lie--the same lie that satan (the father of lies) used when he rebelled. He just kept on blaming GOD, and he tempts us to do so as well. If he can get us to abandon GOD instead of returning to HIM in repentance, we may drown out our painful emotions for a moment, but eventually we will be consumed with anger, bitterness & discontent, unable to face life as it is. We will carry an ever-increasing burden of unresolved emotions, further damage our strained relationships with others, strengthen our compulsions until they totally enslave us and lose all sense of GOD & HIS Love for us. That's part of the price we pay to play the blame game.
     
    Don't take anyone else's inventory, their faults are theirs; concentrate on your own because you have enough of them. Find your own defects, then confess & make amends for them. Then walk the road to the Glorious Liberty of Freedom with the children of GOD, your brethren. Start today!
     
    Dear Father in Heaven, forgive me for blaming others, especially YOU, for my failures. Help me to be honest--to search only within--that I may see reality clearly and find YOUR Forgiveness & Strength to change my life that I may become more & more like the person YOU Created me to be. I Pray to YOU in The Mighty & Precious Name of YOUR Son, YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Amen.
     
    Reading Psalm 37:9-29 this morning….