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Do You Promote Child Trafficking or Victimization?

6/11/2025

If you promote homosexuality, you do! If you promote "pride" month, you do! If you promote transgenderism, you do! If you promote the rainbow flag, you do! If you promote males in female spaces, you do!

I fear that none of you truly know what the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult is, or what it represents. This cult targets children with perversion and deviant intentions. This cult preys on the weak, the weary, the vulnerable, and the mentally challenged. Do you know that when homosexuality is presented to young children that it is pornographic to them and that it confuses their young developing minds?

Are you paying attention to the sexually explicit culture we are living in? Are you aware that children are being taken to events that are highly sexualized, adult-themed, and lewd in nature? Do you realize that the individuals promoting these events are pedophiles? Well, now you know!

There is no such thing as a "child friendly" drag queen show! There is no such thing as a "family friendly" pride event! While many of you are caught up in thoughts & feelings and others are emotionally invested in this perversion, you must recognize how children are being targeted, preyed on, and devoured by this cult?!!?!! If not, you may be a pedophile or a pedo-apologist yourself! Just keepin it real.

The pride flag represents child victimization! Pride in deviant behavior! That is what the rainbow flag represents to the representatives of this cult of suicide, destruction, and sexual perversions. This cult does not care about its victims, nor does it care about anyone standing up against it because it has extra/special rights and legal protections. That is where we must begin folks!

We must get these extra/special rights and legal protections removed! We must outlaw/ban this perverted cult immediately if we will save any more children from its lascivious grip! Once this cult is banned/outlawed then all of its victims must be placed into therapy/deprogramming where they can discover their true identity in The CHRIST. They need Deliverance!

Get the lgbTQia Rainbow Cult legislators OUT OF OFFICE!! By any means necessary! Remove your children from their reach! Get them out of the government schools!!! Immediately!

Put an end to these diabolical agendas to desensitize & sexualize society. No more! Stand Up! Speak Out! Push Back! End Them! Do it now, do it quickly! Do not allow this cult to get its talons into any more of your children because they will not stop their assault on children until they are made to stop!

Groomed To Groom

5/30/2025

Groomed 2 Groom: These are educators, counselors, scout leaders, administrators, coaches, trainers... any position that has access to children in any capacity. This also includes activists that are embedding themselves into the public and private organizations accessing children and mentally vulnerable individuals.

These men & women are the ones standing up and defending drag queen events, gender ideology, the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult, pornographic or obscene materials, sexually explicit books, gender affirming care, transitioning and all things designed to target, desensitize, sexualize & victimize children.

This cult uses it's victims as pawns to further it's agenda. The largest darkest most vile & deviant mass of political wickedness has arrived. It's come for your children, your grandchildren, your neighbors, coworkers, friends & families; what are you going to do? Stand Up! Speak Out! Push Back! Vigilantly and Firmly!

I am a man with no children, yet I put my life & safety in jeopardy on a daily basis to stand up for children. As I expose the darkest secrets of this cult... as I air all of my own filthy dirty laundry of being victimized and of victimizing others... as I risk it all to warn anyone who will listen... THEY ARE COMING FOR YOUR CHILDREN!!!

The last time I went out to do street ministry I was physically harassed by a group of trans-activists/allies. A lot of hard pushing occurred but they didn't expect me to PUSH BACK EVEN HARDER! I am fine, nothing bruised, except my ego. I did not belong out on the streets alone, and I know that. Lesson learned. But this is what happens when you go against that cult of diversity, equity, and inclusivity.

I know the majority of these individuals are mentally ill people who have many comorbidities and disorders going untreated while everyone in their lives are promoting, encouraging & even celebrating their mental disorders and by doing so, they're only making their mental illness and emotionally based ignorance come unhinged! This cult has accomplished it's goal of weaponizing its victims mentally & emotionally.

I know gender dysphoria very well. I spent over 30 years as a member and advocate for/of the lgbTQia TransQueer Gender Rainbow Cult and over 20 of those as a transgender "woman." I was the targeted, sexualized, victimized, criminalized, conditioned groomed-to-groom victim of this cult. I was the child that believed he was "born in the wrong body," which is one of the most dangerous lies of this cult.

The lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult represents perversion, deception, chaos & DESTRUCTION! Anyone caught up in that cesspool of glitter & unicorns please run for your spiritual life as far away from that cult as you possibly can.

This is NOT a political or social battle, this is a Spiritual War!

Everyone else, GET INFORMED AND GET INVOLVED!

Most Importantly... GET PREPARED! The only solution is that this cult be outlawed! Banned! And then the victims are placed into therapy to have their mental disorderS addressed appropriately.

Enough said.

Pedophile or Pedo-Apologist? That Is The Question!

5/21/2025

If you defend, protect, or promote the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult then you can only be either a pedophile or a pedo-apologist. There is no medium ground here. So, what's your fancy?

Are you in the battle to keep little boys from going through puberty? Keeping them soft, effeminate, and passive? Maybe you are trying to perv on the little girls that get their breasts chopped off, slapped onto testosterone and then become bearded boys!

Could it be that you are just in this battle to push and promote explicit materials to children so they can be desensitized to sexual things? Is that it? Because you know they will then be sexualized and much easier to victimize, right?! You know what I mean, don't you?!!??

Possibly wearing women's undergarments doesn't do it for you any longer, and you're ready to take it further? Maybe, go a little deeper and darker? Possibly you're looking for hands on experience by now? Well, if you keep standing up for, promoting, pushing, encouraging and celebrating the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult Agenda then you are on your way to getting your ultimate fetishes, lusts, and desires fulfilled. You will be able to help your movement achieve its next goal.

But you already know that. Why hide your perversions now? Why not just come out as the porn-pig, horn-dog, Chester-the-molester that you are? Oh, you wanna keep your fetishes a secret to keep your indecent, lewd and lascivious thoughts hidden from your family, friends and colleagues.

While some of you have slammed open them closet doors and declared your trans-identity to the world! How brave of you! Such a bold stance you've taken in order to keep your own perversions and paraphilias hidden. If anyone realized you weren't 'gender dysphoric' then your secret would be out. They'd all know you were simply an autogynephile (AGP) that is consistently sexually aroused by wearing women's clothing or even, at times, just imagining yourself as a woman.

But you're not the type looking to get 'Gender Affirming Surgery' are you? Nope, not you! You wanna keep your junk, because you are obsessed with masturbation and the ideology of invading the ladies bathrooms and spaces dedicated to little girls and women. Yeah, you have to keep your secret hidden well, don't you?!!?

Haven't forgotten about the good ole conservative 'gay' guys; I know that y'all are hellbent on stopping the TransQueer cult from targeting the children. But why? Are you jealous?? Does it upset you that they are getting to recruit and sexualize the little ones before you have a chance to get your talons into them? Did you take notice to the restrictions you were facing because of your unnatural sexual lusts? Is that why you chose to jump on the "conservative" bang-wagon? I bet your finding there are just as many perverts there than on the left... huh?

Homosexuals against grooming children? You cannot make this stuff up! When will society & culture recognize that ANY sexual preference outside of a NATURAL FUNCTION, presented to children, is pornographic just by its perverted nature, and it will confuse & sexualize their developing minds. Stopping this cult means protecting children! Simple.

There is no separation of the LGB from the TQia+, that is just a scheme to gain followers, sympathizers, and allies. What do ya know, it worked! So many of you are bamboozled by the glitter and glitz of the rainbow cult. You are standing next to them, locking arms with them, and teaming up with them because it makes you feel powerful to use their voices to do the hard work and protect children.

But their voices are only raising limited awareness because satan cannot cast out satan, and perversion cannot protect children from perversion!

You're an ally of the lgbTQia+? Then you are an enemy of GOD! You cannot drink the cup of The LORD and the cup of demons. You cannot partake of the table of The LORD and the table of demons.

Don't get mad at me, I am just a messenger here. Just take a step outside of your bloated bubble of chaos & confusion for a moment, and see the horrendous acts of perversion surrounding you, saturating you, and enveloping you! You're engulfed in the flames of a deadly & deviant cult!

You do know that this is how we've gotten to this point, right? Because men & women have dove deeper into their fleshly desires and perversions only to find themselves in one of two places... a pedophile or a pedo-apologist. You're allowed to disagree, but it doesn't change the fact that you are either a pedophile or a pedo-apologist. Need some clarity?

You see, a wise woman once told me, "David, when someone is saturated in perversion (like porn, homosexuality, pedophilia, adultery, etc) then that person is less likely to stand up against other perversions, even when they come for their children!" That wise woman was Dr. Judith Reisman, and I learned so much from her. And she was right!

If you have allowed yourself to be sucked into porn or sexual deviance of any sort, then you are not going to stand up, speak out, and push back against any perversion, even when they target, desensitize, sexualize and victimize children.

If you have allowed yourself to get caught up into the emotional investment of sexual identities, false claims of gender fallacies, or even your own little world of pretend and make-believe, then you are less likely to stop that Mighty Gender Unicorn from pummeling children with its deviant and diabolical agenda.

If you are wrapped up in thoughts & feelings of imaginary doctrines, unjust curriculums, and twisted policies then you have become one of 'them' and you're no longer able to make sound or cognitive decisions.

And GOD forbid you actually believe the lies of "Sexual Revolution" or "Gender Ideology"! Shame on you! Shame on all of you!

Our world, our nation, our government, our states, our town, and our families have been submerged in mental depravity, social contagions, perversions beyond your wildest ideas, and greed. The lusts of our flesh have overcome our own morality and values. I've never been ashamed of being a human being in my 50+ years of life, until the day I recognized exactly what we have become.

FATHER GOD, Please Have Mercy On Us, for we know exactly what we do!

Is There A Such Thing As A Trans-Kid, Or Not?!!?

5/16/2025

Let me start by stating that NOBODY is ever born in the wrong body! Allowing children to transition IS child abuse! Puberty is not a disease or a condition that needs to be blocked! And realistically, there is no such thing as "transgender," but that is not so for those who are trans-identified. Realistically there is no such thing as a lot of sins, strongholds, misconceptions or vices... but we use the labels to refer to the individuals.

Wanna piss off the spirit that controls someone or do we want to actually reach the individual that is being oppressed or possessed?

"There's No Such Thing As Trans!"
"There's No Such Thing As A Transkid!"

Try telling that to those who sincerely believe themselves to be "Gender Confused" or "Trans."

I know it is pretty easy for someone who has never suffered from gender-dysphoria to say that there's no such thing as "trans," but the fact remains that once those words come from your mouth you lose the attention or focus of the individual, which hinders you from speaking Truth directly into someone that actually suffers from gender dysphoria. Because DYSphoria is very real.

If your goal is to just be heard, and not to actually help those that are stuck in this delusional mental illness, then carry on. But if you are actually trying to reach the individuals that are being bamboozled and deceived, or if you desire to wake up the masses that have fell into the slumber of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult's agenda, then please heed these words.

One thing I learned quickly, as an EX-Gay, is that when you say "homosexuality is a sin" or "you're gonna burn in hell if your gay," or if you quote Scripture to the lost (which they are not able to discern as it is foolishness to them) then you lose their focus or attention and you basically relinquish your ability to speak directly into that person because they've already tuned you out. You are no longer effective. Homosexuality is not the only addiction/sin I was guilty of, but it was the only one focused on by anyone that tried to minister to me.

Same thing goes for those who are trans-identified/gender dysphoric; if you tell them there's no such thing as trans, then you have already been tuned out, they hear nothing else you have to say. The only thing left to do after that is argue, fuss, debate, and fight! That is not how you actually help anyone! That is not how we reach into the flames and yank them out.

I am not saying you cannot use bold/blunt words, you absolutely can stand firm on Truth without causing someone to tune you out and not hear a word you say. I had a conversation with someone who told me, "you use harsh words when you speak", and "you call the community a cult and perverts", which is correct. I do. He then told me that it was my choice of words that made him pay attention to me and listen to what I had to say, whether he agreed with me or not.

Telling them something they already know is not the same as telling them that they do not exist or trying to feed them spiritually (with Scripture) instead of naturally, because they are natural and cannot receive the things of The Spirit! And I do not use "harsh" words with everyone, all the time. It is The Holy Spirit that leads and guides my steps when ministering, as HE knows who needs more and who needs less. We have to allow The Holy Spirit to lead us and guide us when we minister to those enveloped by this cult.

While many will argue that the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow movement is not a cult, they see it clearly once it is exposed as such. And trust me, they all know that their movement is perverted and deviant. Most don't admit it at first, but they do know it. And after explaining to them what to actually take notice of or pay attention to, it is almost undeniably agreed upon that it is a cult and/or it is perverted!

Once again I find myself being the outcast here...

I cannot tell a transkid there is no such thing as a transkid because I was a transkid and as delusional as I was, I was consumed by the mental and physical (as well as the spiritual-let's not forget the spiritual warfare) aspects of being a transkid! As a Christian, I also recognize the spiritual strongholds and how easily people are demonized by this cult of death and suicide.

I cannot tell a trans-identified person that there is no such thing as trans because I was a transgender "woman" in my thoughts, feelings and beliefs! I was sincere in the belief that I was a woman trapped in a man's body. Sincerely wrong, but sincere nonetheless.

At times I feel the need to explain to them that realistically human beings do not have "gender" because humans have a sex. Male or female. I tell them how language has gender, especially foreign languages. I can also tell them where the term "gender" was coined and how the pedophiles; Dr John Money, Volkmar Sigusch, Magnus Hirschfeld, Alfred Kinsey and the rest of the pederasts purposely coined the terms "sexual revolution," "gender" and "cissexual" to confuse society & culture. Mission Accomplished!

But what I cannot do is tell them that they do not exist because I want to actually minister to them!

The goal that I have been given, my mission, is not just to expose the darkness of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult, but also to offer Hope & Help to those who have been enveloped by this wicked cult of chaos, suicide, confusion and destruction.

So... you can minister however you like or feel led to, but please do not try to tell others how to "break it down" or minister because there are different methods of ministering. I speak from 30+ years of life knowledge and experience as a member/advocate of/for the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult, and another 15 years of interacting with those saturated in the rainbow cesspool of lies and deception! That is where I minister from.

I am the living, breathing, walking testimony of the deception AND the redemption!

Providing Information To Local & State Officials

5/9/2025

To Whom It May Concern, and To Whom May Care,

I'm only here to provide information. You may be getting bits and pieces from other sources, but please allow me to give you information that you can utilize... or not. That depends on you and YOUR AGENDA!

The lgbTQia TransQueer Agenda is real. It is not going anywhere just because of some Executive Order or because schools start voting down pro-trans agenda policies. You will STILL have trans-activists; librarians, city/government officials, teachers, counselors and staff helping children obtain "gender affirming care" to transition, IN SECRET if need be! This movement has its talons embedded into the local, state, and federal government as well as the school system, society, and culture more than any other movement in our history! And they mean business.

How do I know? I was one of the targeted, desensitized, victimized, sexualized, and criminalized child victims of this movement beginning 45+ years ago! I was the "suicidal transkid" that is always being tossed into the debates & arguments to further the TransQueer Agenda. But what they don't want you to know is that I became a suicidal trans-adult because affirmation, transition, acceptance, wrong-sex hormones, diversity, equity, and inclusivity do not remove depression, angst, trauma, pain, brokenness, or suicidal ideation. In fact, the latter issues are only worsened by the former.

I was a member/advocate of/for the TransQueer Rainbow Movement for 30+ years. I was on wrong-sex hormones at age 14. I was targeted, sexualized, sex-trafficked, criminalized and perverted by this cult of death, suicide and pederasty. Being a victim of it, I can most certainly call it a cult! I was a dysphoric youth trying to hide in a false identity. The comorbidities and underlying issues that youth are faced with now, are the actual basis for DYSphoria, "the abnormal condition of mental confusion", for which most of the youth are suffering now.

Please Heed These Words... However Possible, and Whatever It May Be For You As An Individual, You Must Do Your Part To Stop This Assault On Children, Society, Culture, Biology, Women and Humankind! We will NOT be getting another chance if we squander away the reprieve we have been blessed with. This is the time to defeat this agenda and rescue the victims! This movement will not stop because of an EO or because some policies are voted down.

In actuality, the entirety of this movement should be outlawed, and banned. Then, for the individuals that have been bamboozled (victimized) by deception and perversion, they must be given the mental health care they so desperately need. By definition DYSphoria IS a mental condition/disorder.

I was trans-identified for 20+ years! I did not just live a lie, I BECAME THE LIE! I was perverted, trafficked and severely abused by the "trusted adults" in my life... teacher, a counselor, neighbors, a parent of a friend, relatives, and others. I became an agent for my handlers, and I assisted in the recruiting of other youth. I did so as a youth and as a young adult.

I know this movement from the inside out. I know how it operates and why it does what it does. I am telling you all that this movement WILL destroy anyone in its path, especially children!

Why are some politicians and law-makers so intrigued by this movement? How are educators, or anyone that claims to care about the safety and care of children, pushing this agenda? I can tell you how this movement has gained legal, social and cultural protections. Please allow me to shine some light on that for you; more details in this blog post ~ https://www.ibelongamen.com/blog/former-trans-prostitute-exposes-transqueer-agenda

As a former Trans-Prostitute most of my clients were men in power. Many of my clients were AGP, transvestites, fetishists, into Sado-Masochism & Bondage/Discipline. These men were judges, lawyers, CEOs, influential local authorities (law officers, a fire chief, police chief, a superintendent, pastors, deacons, teachers, etc), politicians, law-makers, bill writers, even a few actors from Hellywood.

Anyone that stands up to defend, protect, encourage, promote or celebrate the TransQueer Agenda, this assault on children, furthering these mental illnesses, or the sexualization of children is a threat to all of the weak, vulnerable people they come into contact with.

Any judge that rules in favor of this agenda is suffering with a paraphilia and has an agenda of his/her own. Any politician or school board member, teacher, counselor, therapist, etc... that votes in favor of this agenda has been infiltrated in some way and perverted themselves.

There are no other reasons for anyone to promote, push, encourage, or celebrate this diabolical agenda unless they are truly bamboozled by the emotional blackmail of this cult or maybe they are pederasts or pedo-apologists themselves, even those who are tainted by "thoughts & feelings" have been corrupted into this war against children. Even those being emotionally blackmailed with threats of suicide, must be open to the Truth. https://www.ibelongamen.com/blog/dead-son-or-trans-daughter

While “gender-dysphoria” or “gender identity disorder” is a mental disorder in & of itself, there are other mental disorders that fall under the same trans umbrella because the individuals suffering from these mental and sexual disorders can identify as “trans”, “gender-dysphoric”, “transgender” or "queer" etc... etc... etc...

AGP or autogynephilia – Males that are sexually aroused by; the thought of themselves as women (but do not actually want to become women) and/or wearing women's clothing (especially undergarments).

Transvestites – Males/Females that are sexually aroused by wearing opposite-sex clothing.

Fetishists – a form of sexual behavior in which gratification is linked to an abnormal degree to a particular object, activity, part of the body, etc

What is a "paraphilia?"

Paraphilia - condition characterized by abnormal sexual desires, typically involving extreme and/or dangerous activities. *Some examples of paraphilias: pedophilia, rape, AGP, bestiality, transvestism, and this list can go on and on.*

Those who suffer with these conditions, or paraphilias, are also those who fall under that bright, colorful & shiny “TransQueer Rainbow Umbrella” and these individuals can, and do, label themselves as "trans." These are the individuals that are fighting for the right to be allowed in women's sports, bathrooms, spas, locker rooms, showers, clubs and even jail/prison cells!

The pro-trans judges, politicians (local, state & federal), school board members, educators, lawmakers, CEO’s of billion dollar companies, actors, influential wealthy people and let's not forget the medical professionals, all suffer one or more of those paraphilias mentioned above, or they have been emotionally blackmailed with the lies and propaganda of this movement. Most of these men are not standing against the immorality of transitioning, mutilating, sterilizing or butchering of children because they are saturated in perversion themselves; lewd and lascivious deviance and other sexual perversions.

The immoral find it extremely hard, if not impossible, to stand up against immorality no matter how much they may disagree with it! As porn has enveloped the world; those individuals too suffer from perversion. When someone dwells in immorality they will not stand against immorality out of fear their own perversions will be revealed or brought to the surface.

Whether these men and women defending the lgbTQia TransQueer Agenda suffer from a paraphilia named above or are consumed by another mental disorder like pedophilia, porn-addiction, narcissisms, sex-trafficking & abuse, and the list goes on; these men and women are laughing behind closed doors as they promote, defend, push, fund, affirm, encourage and celebrate these attacks on children; this includes voting to keep explicit materials in classrooms/libraries, pushing bills and passing laws that further the lgbTQia TransQueer agenda, or even affirming a child's mental disorder by chemically castrating them with potent drugs (puberty blockers).

These things all give extra/special rights to mentally disabled individuals. ALL trans-identified people have underlying issues, mental disorders, comorbidities, and/or trauma based disorders and need Help, NOT hormones! Clarity, NOT affirmation! Real Care, NOT to be pushed and/or prodded deeper into their delusions.

When do we start to actually protect children?

When do we start to even protect the mentally ill from having their mental illness go untreated, get promoted, be encouraged, pushed and affirmed?

Aren't there laws that protect children and the mentally disabled from being exploited? Aren't there laws that protect children from being targeted and preyed upon? Why aren't we protecting them?!!?! Why are we chopping off body parts for head issues?

As a former transgender "woman" and a former trans-prostitute of MANY years; I have seen, dealt with, and befriended many of these men with sexually deviant paraphilias that I have mentioned above. You would be shocked at just how many married, clean-cut, successful men, even some sitting in chambers voting on laws & bills or sitting in a board meeting voting on the Transgender and Gender Expansive Policy, are wearing women’s undergarments underneath their business suits, judges robes, uniforms, etc… or are perverted beyond anything they'd want revealed.

These men have been my clients and I know how warped and demented they are, and can be! I have personally experienced the perversions, the outrage and the very dangerous physical attacks of some of my clients to where I thought my life would end. I have had judges, lawyers, powerful businessmen, politicians, therapists, educators/superintendents, a few Hellywood actors, etc... come into a motel room and take off their manly clothing only to reveal women's undergarments. Some of these men were wearing their own wives' undergarments.

Many of them are voting on, defending, approving of lgbTQia curriculum and materials, some are creating bills and passing laws to protect this ungodly and perverted agenda. Some of these men have even "come out" as trans and put on a good act for society, remaining the tortured perverted men they are. Some of them sit in chambers and vote to have parents rights limited, children to be able to be butchered by "gender affirming care" and an array of pro-TransQueer activity. Trust me when I say that these men are perverted and emotionally unstable! Their judgement should be questioned on every single topic!

How many principals, superintendents, counselors or educators are in the public/government school system wearing women’s undergarments at work?? They are being sexually aroused as they rest their hand on a child’s shoulder or as they pat a child on the head. What comes next? You do not want to know!

How many of them suffer from paraphilias that are going untreated as these sexually obsessive desires grow out of control? How many children sit in their classrooms being lusted after? Is this a chance anyone is willing to take? Especially during a time when pornographic/obscene materials are being presented to children, in the name of 'art,' around every corner in culture, society and in their classrooms! The uprise of educators and so-called "safe adults" being convicted of child sex crimes answers that!

How many judges are hearing cases of children victimized and allow their ruling to be influenced by the stirring in their loins, as they sit on the bench wearing women’s stockings under their robes?

How many women will be locked in a cell tonight with a male (that identifies as a woman and is labeled as trans) that has committed heinous sex crimes against women and/or children? How many of those women will be raped, impregnated or worse? ONE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH!!!

How many politicians or law-makers will cast their vote to further the lgbTQia+ Trans Queer Rainbow Agenda while being enveloped in their own sexually immoral fetishes, lusts, fantasies or desires? How many of those men are wearing women's undergarments? I have had some AGP, or Autogynephiles, tell me that before they committed their deviant crime, they were sexually aroused just by wearing toenail polish or panties.

Honestly, how many people do you think would stand up against immorality or the sexualization of children while they suffer from mental disorders or paraphilia themselves? Some of them wish they could "come out" as well, but since they don’t (because of their own moral compass) they will promote, encourage, vote for, affirm, defend and celebrate the chaos and turmoil parading around as “diversity, equity and inclusivity.”

Please heed these words. I don't claim to have all of the answers but THIS I know, and I know it very well. My proof? My past! As a registered sex-offender I can attest to the recruiting, sex-trafficking, deviant targeting of youth this rainbow movement is all about. THIS is where I can provide information, and I try my best.

As an EX-trans/EX-gay and as a victim that spent 30+ years enveloped in that movement/perversion; as a man that identified as a transwoman for over 20 years; as one that has learned more about this cult than most; and as one that is ready, willing & able to expose this dark mass of political wickedness; PLEASE take this information and utilize it.

Some Video Links You MAY Find Useful:
State House Testimony w/ Q&A ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xK-YYUHGHD0

The lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult/Religion: A Prosperous Industry ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dIuYs6BuPnQ

The Agenda Part 1 ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yBygoRknKgA

The Agenda Part 2 ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bvoacHROrFo

Heed These Words ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1MF9zhR2r50

Testimony: EXgay EXtrans EXaddict ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DatPBgc-hN8

Who Am I? Who Is IBA Ministries? ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2tfFIm2zws

In HIS Precious, Firm, and Loving Grip, David

Maine Legally Protects & Harbors Predators, Traffickers, and Murderers!

4/30/2025

LD227 ~ “Transgender Kidnapping & Trafficking Bill”

In early 2023 the Maine democrats attempted to push LD1735 trying to make Maine a "sanctuary state" for "Gender Affirming Care." The Bill was tabled after a huge amount of push back.

Then, all of sudden, there's a new Bill being pushed and placed into law; LD227 states that it is, "An Act Regarding Legally Protected Health Care Activity in the State."

Let's be perfectly clear here; Sterilizing children is NOT health care! Mutilating children is NOT health care! Chopping off healthy breasts is NOT health care! Murdering babies is NOT health care! Conducting the most barbaric experiment in our history, and targeting the weak, vulnerable, impressionable, and mentally challenged to do so is NOT health care!

While LD227 covers individuals of all ages, it makes Maine a Sanctuary State for MINORS specifically. LD 227 covers abortion and *GAC* - Gender Affirming Care (puberty blockers, wrong-sex hormones, mutilation, the entirety of the transition process, etc) plus it protects the providers of these crimes from any recourse. It happens to also allow providers from other states that are either in danger of losing, or have lost, their license to practice to come set up shop in Maine, while protecting those providers from any legal recourse.

ANY child can come to the state of Maine for an abortion or GAC without parental consent or knowledge! ANY child can runaway from home and come to Maine for an abortion or GAC. When the child crosses the border of Maine, they become a “ward of the state!” Tax-Payer Funded!

ANY relative of ANY child can LEGALLY kidnap a child that desires an abortion or GAC, bring that child to Maine, and that adult will face NO legal recourse and be able to stay in Maine with the child. Courts/Law Enforcement can NOT interfere, or assist the parent of the child to come and collect their child.

ANY ADULT, not just a relative, can bring ANY CHILD into Maine for GAC or an abortion and the same "rules" apply! Yes, ANY predator, ANY deviant, ANY pedophile, ANY ADULT can bring ANY CHILD into the state of Maine and reside without fear of legal recourse! As long as the child is here for an abortion or GAC; to be mutilated, sterilized, butchered, or transitioned by the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult!

Maine is wide open to kidnappers, sexual predators, child traffickers, deviants, pedophiles and anyone who preys on the weak, vulnerable, mentally challenged, or socially awkward. These predators have more rights than a parent does in the state of Maine.

Being a “ward of the state” means that the child will be placed into the “foster care” system which also happens to be a huge part of the child sex-trafficking organization. The foster care system, Child Protective Services, Safe Homes, Glitter Families, Rainbow Sanctuaries, OUTMaine, and all of the organizations and state departments that are involved in placing of these children are ALL heavily involved in child sex-trafficking!

School Counselors have increased their numbers within the public/gov’t schools, as have social workers, mental health workers, and teachers and advocates that promote, push, engage, endorse and celebrate this horrendous agenda to rape the minds, bodies and souls of children while brutalizing their bodies with experimental drugs and surgeries!

This also happens to be why the "school budgets" have seen such a rise in funding needed for "mental health" and outreach programs. No counselor, social worker or educational staff have to alert parents if their children want to change their identity, name, “gender”, receive GAC, or get an abortion. This also covers the mental health organizations IN SCHOOLS that are already providing youth with mental health scripts, wrong-sex hormones, puberty blockers and much more... all without parental knowledge or permission!

This has been passed utilizing false research, fake statistics, and a lot of DISinformation that was provided by an organization known as WPATH, World Professional Association for Transgender Health. From the very beginning, this organization has been pushed, promoted, funded and encouraged by perverted people with mental disorders, fetishes, perversions, and spiritual oppression, trying desperately to alter GOD'S Creation as intended and designed... trying desperately to sacrifice as many children as possible to the lgbtqia TransQueer Rainbow Cult!

WPATH...

Conducts medical experiments on the most vulnerable people in our society; children, mentally challenged individuals, autistic, etc
Violates ethical & legal requirements for legal parental consent, and operates under the guise that the child's rights are above the parent's rights.
Has acknowledged that (HRT) Wrong-Sex Hormones have debilitating side effects and can even be fatal.
Has acknowledged that Puberty Blockers are experimental and that they do have adverse consequences; sterilization, stopping brain development, stopping bone and body growth/development, causes severe bone loss and can lead to various other health issues.
Has acknowledged that children, and other vulnerable victims of its agenda, are not able to comprehend the actual physical, mental and emotional effects of gender affirming care; which means they are not able to give cognitive consent either.
Has already acknowledged that mentally challenged individuals are being targeted and transitioned without any consideration of these individuals mental health challenges, comorbidities, underlying issues, traumas, etc...
Practices Willful & Malicious Malpractice!!

Here is a great article on the history of WPATH - CLICK HERE

Maine is partaking of some serious criminal acts here.

Example: If a man in Michigan decides to kidnap a young girl that has been convinced she is a boy, then that man can take this girl to Maine and be protected from ANY Michigan court or law-enforcement order to return the child, or even for his arrest or order to detain him. Maine courts and law enforcement cannot intervene.

LD227 calls ANY & ALL out of state orders/judgements that go against Gender Affirming Care or Abortions “hostile litigation,” and NO MAINE COURT WILL UPHOLD ANY RULING AGAINST ABORTION OR GENDER AFFIRMING CARE FROM ANY STATE!

LD227 does not allow any subpoena or warrant to be issued for ANY ADULT that brings ANY CHILD across Maine state border for GAC or abortion within the state, nor does it allow any subpoena or warrant to be honored from out of state.

Even if the ADULT that trafficked the child to Maine was convicted, or had a warrant issued for their arrest, Maine would NOT allow the authorities to arrest, detain, or hold that adult. Nor would they be allowed to turn them over to out of state authorities for extradition.

Maine has become a state that harbors criminals, predators, kidnappers, child traffickers, and anyone that violates criminal laws in other states that prohibit vulnerable individuals from getting abortions or GAC.

Anyone that illegally takes a child from their state and brings them to Maine is protected. Anyone! Maine's Abortion/GAC Sanctuary State Bill is one of the worst of all sanctuary state Bills because it forcefully ties the hands of law enforcement and the courts from intervening to protect any child, or vulnerable person, from being sex-trafficked, abused, mutilated, sterilized, transitioned, or sacrificed on the altar of Baal!

Anyone that took part in this Bill existing, being passed, and being made into law will all be held accountable... the blood of all of the victims of this horrendous experiment is on their hands!

Here is an article Epoch Times did on the prior Bill (LD1735) that was tabled before LD227 popped out of nowhere and was pushed through so quickly. ~ CLICK HERE

Here is just one of the MANY testimonies that was given on the website to oppose LD227 ~ CLICK HERE

Planet lgbTQia Has A Pedo-Problem

4/28/2025

“Trans Youth Guide to Coming Out” ~ a booklet that was said to be "an essential guide to ‘coming out’ for trans children." Filled with lies and deceptions like "trans people are those whose ‘gender identity' (who they are internally or their “innate” gender) is different to their physical body or the gender they were assigned at birth."

The booklet states that the term "transgender" describes a "whole range of people and takes many forms from cross-dressers to transsexuals to people who reject male and female genders altogether." More deceptions being force-fed into the children.

At this point, the only thing left for these children to do is regurgitate what has been force-fed into them. They have no thoughts, ideas or logical reasoning of their own. They've been overstuffed and overwhelmed with DISinformation!

Here's a not-so-shocking surprise about the author of this booklet that is jam-packed with advice on surgery, hormones, and transitioning; Andrew Easton was convicted last year (2024) of distributing heinous images of child/infant rape! The charity he worked for??? LGBT Youth Scotland.

In 2009 the CEO, Stephen Ireland, of LGBT Youth Scotland was arrested for running Scotland’s biggest child abuse ring directly from the offices of the charity itself. Yet still today, LGBT Youth Scotland is alive and thriving. Their website boasts that they are "making Scotland the best place for LGBTQ+ young people to FLOURISH AND THRIVE!" Frightening!!!

Another of the transgender charity/organizations on Planet lgbTQia, Mermaids, had quite the ordeal in 2022 when one of its trustees resigned after being outed as a member and speaker for another organization that promotes pedophilia, B4U-ACT. Jacob Breslow published a book called "Ambivalent Childhoods." If the title of his book alone wasn't concerning, maybe his comparison in a speech was when he said that “ejaculating on a child or with a child” was really no different to “cumming on a shoe."

Mermaids had a rough enough time after being exposed for giving pre-teens and teens access to "gender affirming medical care" as well as apparatuses like chest binders, tuckers, etc... but when you look at the whole picture it is easy to see how these organizations are just covers for intense and very well organized child trafficking rings.

B4U-ACT's website claims, "Access to mental health services should not be denied due to one's attraction to minors or one's beliefs about those attractions." Located in Maryland, USA, this organization has many ties with other lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow groups and organizations. Many of those organizations are geared toward youth.

Defenders of the Planet lgbTQia insist that you can find men in any walk of life, gay or straight, who fantasize, as Stephen Ireland and his partner David Sutton, and Jacob Breslow, did, about lurking in changing rooms or outside school playgrounds to prey on children. Defenders of Planet lgbTQia insist that it is not just the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult that targets youth, yet they can never seem to simply deny their involvement.

Other defenders of Planet lgbTQia will most definitely bring up the Catholic Church's involvement in pedophilia. Yes, while those priests were able to pray with, and then prey on unsuspecting youth, there seems to be one very useful comparison between the Catholic Church and Planet lgbTQia, not just because most of its child abusers were homosexuals but because its officials/leaders refused to acknowledge the overwhelming evidence of child sexual abuse.

Not to mention, the abuse that was covered up by the Catholic Church contradicted its teachings. The Catholic Church never openly advocated policies that placed children in danger of being sexual abused. Planet lgbTQia does, it promotes abusive and harming policies like puberty blockers, wrong-sex hormones, transitioning, chest binders, tuckers, mental delusions and anguish and the list goes on and on!

Puberty blockers and wrong-sex hormones are drugs that keep children’s bodies from maturing. These drugs (poisons) keep young boys from maturing, remaining smooth, effeminate, "tender" and youthful; every pedophiles desire! Then there are the facts of these same drugs sterilizing children, stopping brain, bone, and body development. All of this is praised by saucer-eyed liberals/leftists, and even some of the right as well.

It is not by happenstance that Planet lgbTQia affirms depravity; just look at the Stephen Ireland case. He passionately defended the “gender affirming healthcare for children,” which sterilizes them and keeps them young, smooth, & tender. During his court case it was revealed through hundreds of messages that he and his partner David Sutton fantasized about pumping little boys full of estrogen, and then castrating them.

Are we surprised that on Planet lgbTQia they push, encourage and promote policies that would allow schools to socially transition children without telling their parents? Deliberately dividing children from their parents is one of the top factors for any child molester, pedophile, or rapist! While these policies aren't the same as snatching children from a playground, they sure would be found in the "Groomers Instruction Manual" if there were such a manual.

I have even heard the argument that even if some policies do effectively enable access to children to the "wrong types" of adults, it’s going too far to assume that it could be more than just a handful of predators. I guess that depends on how resilient Planet lgbTQia is in policing themselves and those who fund/support them. It has been proven in many cases that on Planet lgbTQia the police have been defunded when it comes to child safety!

You would think that after all of the cases/arrests/convictions that have been made, and are being exposed daily, that any organization that truly cares about safeguarding children would be hellbent on not only announcing all of the new policies to do so, but also to rise up to becoming one of the most valuable resources for protecting children. Instead of using tactics like deflection (The Church does it too!), or denial (THAT is not happening!), or downplaying it (if it IS happening then it is JUST a handful of bad apples!), or even the blame game (it is not our fault, they're not REALLY one of us!). Sickening!

There are literally thousands upon thousands of cases where members and advocates of Planet lgbTQia have been arrested and convicted of molesting or raping children, as well as the overwhelming amount of Planet lgbTQia organizations that are caught up in one dilemma after another of child endangerment in some way, shape or form. I would have to write a book instead of a blog post if I wanted to mention even a small fraction of those cases.

350+ educators arrested in 2023 on child-sex crimes. 900+ individuals in various churches arrested in 2024 on child sex-crimes. 1,000+ members or advocates/allies of Planet lgbTQia arrested in 2022 on child-sex crimes. Remember, more than 60-80% of sex-crimes go unreported.

This does not include the HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS of children being sexually, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually abused by Gender Affirming Care! Planet lgbTQia Must be Stopped!

It is time to end child abuse, in any form.

Dead Son or Trans-Daughter...

4/21/2025

Dead son or Trans-daughter! That is not just emotional blackmail, it is a lie from the pit of hell! I was the "suicidal transkid" that is always tossed into the debates & arguments when someone is trying to push the TransQueer agenda.

What they don't want you to know is that I went on to be a suicidal trans-adult because gender affirming care, affirmation, acceptance, wrong-sex hormones, puberty blockers, procedures, & surgeries do NOT remove the suicidal ideation, the depression, misery, brokenness, comorbidities, confusion, or the trauma of being victimized; these things only make suicidal ideation worse!

Heed these words, I attempted suicide a few times, thought about it a lot, and I also used the suicidal ideation, or threat of, to my own advantage to "get my way" or to be pitied. Emotional blackmail is something taught by this victim-mentality within the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult and all of its diabolical propaganda that it force feeds its victims. There is a very powerful feeling within victimhood that you possess when you have a mental condition like DYSphoria; the abnormal condition of mental confusion.

We express our "victimhood" by lashing out and by manipulation.

One of the many lies that the lgbtqia+ Rainbow Cult uses is; "if you do not accept, affirm, promote, encourage, push and celebrate the unrealistic fantasy that your child, friend or loved one is trapped in, then you will be partly, or wholly, responsible if that person commits, or attempts to commit, suicide." Nonsense!

Lies! Guilted Lies! That is not true and it is a sensitive and very fragile technique that wreaks havoc on families & relationships more than any other method or lie used by this cult! From my own life experiences and knowledge, as well as the thousands of males & females that I have known, spoken to or befriended, being depressed and suicidal does not "go away" or diminish with acceptance, transition or affirmation. It may get paused during the euphoria of the newfound affirmation, but it does remain, and eventually returns... with a vengeance.

I have experienced this a few times; each time thinking and believing I've finally found the joy I was seeking, only for the reality of my own biological sex and the impossibility to hide in a false identity surfaced to knock me back down, letting me know I hadn't found anything but failure!

This "experience" of euphoria seems promising to the loved ones as they may not agree but do not want to lose the individual to suicide or any other means that have been tossed out there to guilt or shame them into accepting these deceptions. It isn't long before the mentally unstable individual recognizes that they are still the same broken, confused, depressed, hurting, suicidal and delirious person that they were before everyone started giving them the acceptance and encouragement for their disorder/condition (dysphoria is a disorder, making it a condition) so do not love them to death, literally, with your silence or compliance.

And actually, the trans-identified individual, upon realization of this, will then spiral into the depths of darkness & angst, wanting even more to end their existence and to saturate themselves in the cesspools of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult and it's deadly agenda.

While it is very real that many trans-identified persons are or become more suicidal, this thought process is absolutely used to the advantage of the individual suffering from the condition for the main purpose of getting attention, being affirmed and desperately trying to further their walk as the person they sincerely believe themselves to be. Don't be confused by this, they are misusing/abusing very real mental confusion, depression & thoughts of harming themselves to their advantage. It is manipulation. It is also what they've been programmed to sincerely believe.

To utilize these victims/pawns, the cult uses these methods to manipulate its victims to do it's bidding and continue pushing it's agenda. Many of the victims of this cult are being told that they "will be suicidal if/when their family/friends/church do not embrace them" (their mental disorder).

Many trapped in the delusions of transgenderism are truly sincere in their thoughts & feelings (beliefs). They sincerely believe themselves to be whatever they think or feel they are; or whatever they have been taught or told they are, which is happening more & more.

I once was that suicidal transkid (and the suicidal trans-adult) and I have attempted to take my own life several times. However, those attempts were just that, attempts! I wanted attention and for people to feel sorry for me so they would have no other choice but to accept, affirm, condone, promote and celebrate who and what I believed myself to be!

In many cases (but not all) the threat of suicide is just that, a threat. The threat is emotional blackmail. It is meant to guilt you or to shame you into letting your guard down, compromising and giving in to the delusions of that mentally ill individual. Did I actually want to die? I do not know. I do know that at that time my life meant nothing to me, nor did I feel a reason to live, so I did not care if I succeeded or not. But it did feel like the only way to make a point. It was my extreme move.

Even 40 years ago this ideology was impressed upon the victims of the lgbtqia+ rainbow cult!

If you compromise AT ALL, you will be surrendering all of the power and authority you have to ever speak Truth or Life into that individual. Stand firm! No compromises! No matter how much it hurts or strains the relationship with the individual. If you compromise, at all, then you will be furthering the individual's destruction of self, body, and soul.

I was reading an article on the young man that took his life in Waterville, Maine back in February 2024... a LOT of misconceptions and even more fallacies...

1st article ~ HERE

The 1st article is pretty cut and dry about the facts of a young man taking his life on a school bus in Waterville, ME. But then the same "reporter" finds out that the young man was trans-identified and decides to do a whole new piece on him.

2nd article ~ HERE

This blog post focuses on the lies of suicidal & emotional blackmail, and more specifically on the 2nd article as well as some of the comments... the ones that weren't removed and the ones that feed into this tragic agenda of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow cult)

This is what was stated in the 2nd article about the young man's "coming out" at work...
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An employee there recalled the day Anthony “came out” as trans and asked to be called “River.” Co-workers were supportive and made [him] a new name tag, after which River started to come out of [his] shell and seemed happier, she said. When store employees learned of River’s death, they were sad and heartbroken, said the worker, adding that everyone cared about River. “River was a troubled person, but a gentle one at heart,” the worker said.
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This young man "came out" as trans and the encouragement and support from his co-workers made him SEEM happier. So what could they have done different??? What can anyone who truly cares about an individual that is trapped in this delusion do?!!?!??

~ Do NOT partake of this delusion. Acceptance and playing make-believe with these individuals does NOT take away their misery, grief, suicidal ideation, brokenness, hurt, or pain.

~ GET THEM HELP! Seek out those who have overcome this confusion, and mental-illness, then gather information & resources if you truly want to help these individuals. Acceptance does NOT take away depression.

~ Stop blaming others; "it was the republicans attack on trans people" OR "it was the parents fault for not embracing their child's trans-identity" ~ but trans-identity is CONFUSION, and confusion is a CONDITION, not an orientation!

All of the people involved in this young man's life took part in him taking his life. All of them! All of the individuals that embraced his delusions, partook of his confusion, believed the lie that trans is an identity when it is, in fact & by definition, a mental illness. Especially those who ignored the fact that schizophrenia, in MANY cases, is an underlying issue, or comorbidity, of trans-identified persons!

This young man did not take his life because of a politician trying to save children from the lgbTQia TransQueer Cult agenda!

This young man didn't take his life because the world was cruel to him and did not embrace him, or his delusions.

This young man did not take his life because his friends or associates didn't embrace or accept him more.

This young man didn't take his life because he was diagnosed with schizophrenia.

This young man didn't take his life because he found a sliver of solitude in identifying as trans.

This young man took his life because he discovered that the TransQueer agenda was a lie, that he could NEVER dissociate from his issues, brokenness, hurt, pain or mental anguish! He discovered that even when he thought & felt all he needed was affirmation, it wasn't long before he discovered that affirmation didn't take away his angst, depression or pain.

This young man discovered that even through his "coming out," that his short-lived euphoria of "SEEMING HAPPY" was very temporary and that it wasn't long before he discovered that he was STILL the same broken, hurting, suicidal individual he was before he "came out."

Sadly, and unfortunately, I know this very well. My 1st attempt to take my life was at age 13, before I started wrong-sex hormones. When I did begin wrong-sex hormones, at age 14, they only made my suicidal ideation worse. I went from being a suicidal trans-kid to being a suicidal trans-adult.

Was there a period when I "seemed" happy? Most definitely. Was there moments of euphoria as I was accepted, embraced and accepted by my friends, family members and associates? Absolutely!! Sadly, those people had no idea they were loving me to death, literally!

And not one of them knew how I felt once those emotions dissipated and then came the reality that I was STILL miserable, broken, hurt, in pain, and suicidal. Then it became a "prideful" mission to keep pushing forward in hopes of discovering the peace, joy and happiness I was truly seeking. Something that is not attainable on that path of destruction. Something that the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Agenda tells you is only found if you keep pushing forward on your path of transitioning. Lies!

I had no clue that the peace, joy or happiness I was seeking was not even available to me on that path. I had no clue that with every single step I took deeper into transitioning that I would experience a sliver of happy or a morsel of peace, until it wore off and I needed to push further, and dive deeper, into that darkness in hopes of finding another morsel!

Please!!!! Do NOT accept, embrace, affirm, or ignore this very serious and deadly condition known as "gender DYSphoria" or "gender identity disorder" or being "trans-identified," because if you do, then their blood is on your hands just as much as it is on the hands of those that are a part of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow movement for pushing, encouraging and promoting this DEADLY AGENDA!!!!!

If there is one thing I am certain of, it is that all of these individuals that are trapped and enveloped by this deadly agenda as well as the mental illness, could be free from all of the emotional turmoil, mental anguish and physical torment IF ONLY we could stop promoting, encouraging, pushing, celebrating, and making this deadly agenda available to them! IF ONLY we could make it looked down upon, or even illegal, to push this agenda or to butcher, medicalize, manipulate, sterilize, sexualize, or transition anyone, especially a child!

If you are wondering how this has gotten so out-of-control with all of these extra/special rights and protections being granted to mentally ill individuals then please read my blog post titled, Former Trans-Prostitute Exposes TransQueer Agenda which gives my account and even some clarity on the issue from being a former transgender prostitute.

This Cult...

4/18/2025

Like robots they march on. But these "robots" are driven by Thoughts & Feelings. They are perhaps enveloped in the most dangerous of situations, being Emotionally Invested and Mentally Disturbed, while also being encouraged by those behind the scenes. Fueled by puberty blockers, wrong-sex hormones, and other synthetic poisons that wreak havoc in their bodies. These poisons are designed to weaponize them and cause them to lust for more... like any other drug! Wrong-sex hormones cause emotional chaos within oneself, and are highly addictive! I know!

This is one of the most dangerous cults, as it relies on the emotions of mentally ill people who are sincerely standing for & fighting against what they sincerely believe to be true. They are pawns! Cultists that have been programmed; the most dangerous kind.

The lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult has gained more power and authority than any other movement in history! This cult IS the largest, darkest most dangerous movement we have ever been confronted with.

This cult has bamboozled & deceived the government, the judicial system, perverted & gained political allies, snookered the medical & mental health industry, the entirety of the education system has been given over to its perversions, public and private sectors as well as every aspect of Hellywood, entertainment, advertising, big corporations etc...

This cult has people fighting to sterilize children! Let that sink in for a moment. Grown men and women are arguing that it is okay to desensitize, sexualize, sterilize, and promote mental illness, and sexual deviance in its victims, especially the children!!

This cult has children threatening to kill themselves if they are not allowed to mutilate & destroy themselves! This cult has parents rushing out to sacrifice their babies to these groomers & pederasts! This cult has destroyed the common sense, reality and even biology with decades of programming, reprogramming & dismantling everything of reason, reality and truth!

This Cult!!!

This cult is NOT the pawns it is using to march, threaten, protest, yell, scream, shoot up schools or theaters. This cult is not the children being medicalized, victimized, weaponized and sterilized. This cult is not the bearded men in ball gowns reading perverted stories to or dancing provocatively for children and audiences of "all ages."

This cult is a diabolical mass of political strategy and wickedness trying to monopolize on and profit from all of the destruction and child sacrifice it pushes, promotes, celebrates and encourages, while also satisfying its own deviant lusts of sexual perversion! Laying the foundation for the next movement to arise... the TransAge movement, the pederast movement at its most vile! It is coming in a way we have never witnessed before.

I beg of you all to have some compassion or consideration for the misled, the ignorant, emotionally fueled individuals that have been programmed, groomed, victimized and weaponized to fight to the death for the agenda of this lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult! It really is all they know!

Each of these victims of this cult is not only forgivable but in great need of forgiveness! Whether you are a Believer or not, please have just an ounce of compassion to recognize that each of the ones we see standing in public is a victim, a pawn, of this cult!!! Just as I was! Please, take a moment to remember from which you came also.

BUT... be prepared. This cult has weaponized some of the most dangerous individuals; the mentally ill, the sexually perverted & deviant, and some of the most brilliant & genius minds of today.

While the world is encouraging & promoting their spiritual oppression as well as their mental illnesses, it is creating vicious enemies that will fight to the nastiest, most vile and violent ends if need be. Driven by thoughts & feelings. It really is a cult of death, emotional turmoil and suicidal ideation. They are prepared to be martyred. So be prepared to stop them.

Why Aren't We Winning The Battle Against The TransQueer Cult?

3/18/2025

Why won't we win this battle against the TransQueer Cult?

There is undeniable proof that these unbelieving politicians, republicans, gays against groomers, the "lgb" lobbyists, etc... cannot possibly win the battle against the TransQueer Cult!

In Matthew 12:26, YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST, said, "If satan casts out satan, he is divided against himself. How then will his kingdom stand?"

The only thing the unsaved, which includes those who claim the false identity of homosexual, bring to the battle against the TransQueer Cult and is oppression & failure.

The battle against the TransQueer Cult, the war on children, gender-affirming propaganda, etc... cannot be won if we do not change our ways, and quickly.

The only way to stand against the wickedness of this world is to lock arms with, team up with, stand with, associate with, and hold on tight to The Children of The GOD of The Bible! The GOD of Isaac, Jacob and Abraham!

The homosexual movement recognized their stand in the democrat party was weakening, so they begun to stand with republicans in an attempt to infiltrate conservative and Christian values... then they turned against the TransQueer Cult, speak out publicly in support of conservative values and Christian morality... but they continue to live in denial of the Truth. Reframing doctrine and the "church" structure to bring themselves on the frontlines next to Christians in this battle... locking arms with Christians, thus weakening our chance of ever winning this battle against the TransQueer Cult!

The homosexual movement is JUST AS PERVERTED as the TransQueer Cult and they ALL are targeting your children in one way or another. They ALL are deviant. They ALL should be kept away from children! They ALL are destined for hell if they do not change their ways and submit to GOD Almighty!

So let's tell the conservative legislators and those, like Charlie Kirk, who are platforming homosexuals like Scott Presler and Brandon Straka to STOP IT!!! Tell them to STOP PLATFORMING SATANS MINIONS TO STAND AGAINST SATANS MINIONS!!! Email Charlie Kirk and your legislators to stop platforming homosexuals just because they are speaking against the TransQueer Cult!

The Overhauling of Straight America ~ The lgbTQia TransQueer Agenda IN PRINT

3/14/2025

You were desensitized. You were fooled. You were tricked by deception and disinformation. Your children have been bamboozled. The following is the actual lgbTQia Agenda to desensitize America... specifically "Straight America!" Below is the actual print, word for word, of the agenda created to desensitize America and begin gaining society's trust. Any and all of my own input, or commentary, will be in blue brackets with blue text. ie: [my comments here]

THE OVERHAULING OF STRAIGHT AMERICA
Written in 1987 By Marshall Kirk and Erastes Pill AKA Hunter Madsen

The first order of business is desensitization of the American public concerning gays and gay rights. To desensitize the public is to help it view homosexuality with indifference instead of with keen emotion. Ideally, we would have straights register differences in sexual preference the way they register different tastes for ice cream or sports games: she likes strawberry and I like vanilla; he follows baseball and I follow football. No big deal. [Ever wondered where the "homosexual" option on the forms you fill out, or surveys you take, came from? How about how or why that even began?]

At least in the beginning, we are seeking public desensitization and nothing more. We do not need and cannot expect a full "appreciation" or "understanding" of homosexuality from the average American. You can forget about trying to persuade the masses that homosexuality is a good thing. [Because even they know it is not a good thing, and that it truly is just a perversion.] But if only you can get them to think that it is just another thing, with a shrug of their shoulders, then your battle for legal and social rights is virtually won. And to get to shoulder-shrug stage, homosexuals as a class must cease to appear mysterious, alien, loathsome and contrary. A large-scale media campaign will be required in order to change the image of gays in America. And any campaign to accomplish this turnaround should do six things. [Now pay attention here folks, and see how you have been lured into a trap!]

[1] TALK ABOUT GAYS AND GAYNESS AS LOUDLY AND AS OFTEN AS POSSIBLE.

The principle behind this advice is simple: almost any behavior begins to look normal if you are exposed to enough of it at close quarters and among your acquaintances. [Homosexuality IS a Behavior!] The acceptability of the new behavior will ultimately hinge on the number of one's fellows doing it or accepting it. One may be offended by its novelty at first--many, in times past, were momentarily scandalized by "streaking,'' eating goldfish, and premarital sex. But as long as Joe Six-pack feels little pressure to perform likewise, and as long as the behavior in question presents little threat to his physical and financial security, he soon gets used to it and life goes on. The skeptic may still shake his head and think "people are crazy these days," but over time his objections are likely to become more reflective, more philosophical, less emotional. [Can you see how this part of the lgbTQia agenda has been fulfilled? Can you see how this diabolical plan has worked over the years?]

The way to benumb raw sensitivities about homosexuality is to have a lot of people talk a great deal about the subject in a neutral or supportive way. Open and frank talk makes the subject seem less furtive, alien, and sinful, more above-board. Constant talk builds the impression that public opinion is at least divided on the subject, and that a sizable segment accepts or even practices homosexuality. Even rancorous debates between opponents and defenders serve the purpose of desensitization so long as "respectable" gays are front and center to make their own pitch. The main thing is to talk about gayness until the issue becomes thoroughly tiresome. [If your choices are innate and unmutable, and not just perversions and taboo, then why put the word "respectable" in quotations? Why desire the topic to be become "thoroughly tiresome?"]

And when we say talk about homosexuality, we mean just that. In the early stages of any campaign to reach straight America, the masses should not be shocked and repelled by premature exposure to homosexual behavior itself. Instead, the imagery of sex should be downplayed and gay rights should be reduced to an abstract social question as much as possible. First let the camel get his nose inside the tent--only later his unsightly derriere!

Where we talk is important. The visual media, film and television, are plainly the most powerful image-makers in Western civilization. The average American household watches over seven hours of TV daily. Those hours open up a gateway into the private world of straights, through which a Trojan horse might be passed. [They don't call television "programming" for nothing!] As far as desensitization is concerned, the medium is the message--of normalcy. So far, gay Hollywood has provided our best covert weapon in the battle to desensitize the mainstream. Bit by bit over the past ten years, gay characters and gay themes have been introduced into TV programs and films (though often this has been done to achieve comedic and ridiculous affects). On the whole the impact has been encouraging. The prime-time presentation of Consenting Adults on a major network in 1985 is but one high-water mark in favorable media exposure of gay issues. But this should be just the beginning of a major publicity blitz by gay America. [Programming viewers, and using the same method movie theaters used by splicing food & beverage ads into the film without the viewers knowledge. If splicing food & beverage ads into the movie reels would make people hungry or thirsty, then what does putting actual perversion into the films do to the viewers?]

Would a desensitizing campaign of open and sustained talk about gay issues reach every rabid opponent of homosexuality? [If you disagree with their "behavior" then you must be a "rabid opponent!"] Of course not. While public opinion is one primary source of mainstream values, religious authority is the other. When conservative churches condemn gays, there are only two things we can do to confound the homophobia of true believers. [Even they know it is a sin. If they didn't then they would not make it a point to say "true believers" because they would believe those believers to be misled and not true.] First, we can use talk to muddy the moral waters. This means publicizing support for gays by more moderate churches, raising theological objections of our own about conservative interpretations of biblical teachings, and exposing hatred and inconsistency. Second, we can undermine the moral authority of homophobic churches by portraying them as antiquated backwaters, badly out of step with the times and with the latest findings of psychology. Against the mighty pull of institutional Religion one must set the mightier draw of Science & Public Opinion (the shield and sword of that accursed "secular humanism"). Such an unholy alliance has worked well against churches before, on such topics as divorce and abortion. With enough open talk about the prevalence and acceptability of homosexuality, that alliance can work again here.

[2] PORTRAY GAYS AS VICTIMS, NOT AS AGGRESSIVE CHALLENGERS. [Not as the aggressive challengers they are! Thoughts and feelings cause an sincere emotional investment that will bring some of these aggressive challengers to physical confrontation. Myself, I have physically & verbally attacked people in opposition to me just to show them how "happy" I really was.]

In any campaign to win over the public, gays must be cast as victims in need of protection so that straights will be inclined by reflex to assume the role of protector. If gays are presented, instead, as a strong and prideful tribe promoting a rigidly nonconformist and deviant lifestyle, they are more likely to be seen as a public menace that justifies resistance and oppression. [A prideful tribe that promotes a deviant lifestyle. Yes, tribe is a good word for a cult. Imagine how many innocent children this cult has bamboozled with this agenda!] For that reason, we must forego the temptation to strut our "gay pride" publicly when it conflicts with the Gay Victim image. And we must walk the fine line between impressing straights with our great numbers, on the one hand, and sparking their hostile paranoia-"They are all around us!"--on the other.

A media campaign to promote the Gay Victim image should make use of symbols which reduce the mainstream's sense of threat, which lower it's guard, and which enhance the plausibility of victimization. In practical terms, this means that jaunty mustachioed musclemen would keep very low profile in gay commercials and other public presentations, while sympathetic figures of nice young people, old people, and attractive women would be featured. (It almost goes without saying that groups on the farthest margin of acceptability such as NAMBLA, [Ed note -- North American Man-Boy Love Association] must play no part at all in such a campaign: suspected child-molesters will never look like victims.) [Was that an admission? Have these lgbTQia activists given up their "victim" mentality for their deviant agenda? Making the statement that they must disassociate from "suspected child molesters" DURING THIS CAMPAIGN speaks volumes to the normalcy and association the predator/child molesting organization NAMBLA actually has with the lgbTQia cult.]

Now, there are two different messages about the Gay Victim that are worth communicating. First, the mainstream should be told that gays are victims of fate, in the sense that most never had a choice to accept or reject their sexual preference. The message must read: "As far as gays can tell, they were born gay, just as you were born heterosexual or white or black or bright or athletic. Nobody ever tricked or seduced them; they never made a choice, and are not morally blameworthy. What they do isn't willfully contrary - it's only natural for them. This twist of fate could as easily have happened to you!" [Sexual "preference," NOT orientation. Behavior, NOT orientation. Words matter folks! Note that they state that "The Message Must Read" and not that the message IS. Force feeding their cult members specifics is how cults operate.]

Straight viewers must be able to identify with gays as victims. Mr. and Mrs. Public must be given no extra excuses to say, "they are not like us." To this end, the persons featured in the public campaign should be decent and upright, appealing and admirable by straight standards, completely unexceptionable in appearance--in a word, they should be indistinguishable from the straights we would like to reach. (To return to the terms we have used in previous articles, spokesmen for our cause must be R-type "straight gays" rather than Q-type "homosexuals on
display.") Only under such conditions will the message be read correctly: "These folks are victims of a fate that could have happened to me."

By the way, we realize that many gays will question an advertising technique, which might threaten to make homosexuality look like some dreadful disease, which strikes fated "victims". But the plain fact is that the gay community is weak and must manipulate the powers of the weak, including the play for sympathy. In any case, we compensate for the negative aspect of this gay victim appeal under Principle 4. (Below)

The second message would portray gays as victims of society. The straight majority does not recognize the suffering it brings to the lives of gays and must be shown: graphic pictures of brutalized gays; dramatizations of job and housing insecurity, loss of child custody, and public humiliation: and the dismal list goes on. [Showing victims of hate crimes is no different than the SPCA showing the world animals that have been abused. Remember how the SPCA commercials made you feel when you first viewed them? This is not JUST because you are a "good person" and care about animals... the music, pictures, and much more play into how these things are designed to pluck your heart strings and stir your emotions. And remember, most lgbTQia lose jobs or housing for stealing and criminal activity (prostitution, drugs, random sex partners, etc). No child should have to endure being raised in a home of perversion and the chaos of sexualization constantly. Public humiliation also refers to homosexuals engaging in sexual activities in public restrooms, parks, theaters, etc... at times people get very aggressive to protect their children from being exposed to this perversion.]

"... In any campaign to win over the public, gays must be cast as victims in need of protection so that straights will be inclined by reflex to assume the role of protector."

[3] GIVE PROTECTORS A JUST CAUSE.

A media campaign that casts gays as society's victims and encourages straights to be their protectors must make it easier for those who respond to assert and explain their new protectiveness. Few straight women, and even fewer straight men, will want to defend homosexuality boldly as such. Most would rather attach their awakened protective impulse to some principle of justice or law, to some general desire for consistent and fair treatment in society. Our campaign should not demand direct support for homosexual practices, should instead take anti-discrimination as its theme. The right to free speech, freedom of beliefs, freedom of association, due process and equal protection of laws-these should be the concerns brought to mind by our campaign.

It is especially important for the gay movement to hitch its cause to accepted standards of law and justice because its straight supporters must have at hand a cogent reply to the moral arguments of its enemies. The homophobes clothe their emotional revulsion in the daunting robes of religious dogma, so defenders of gay rights must be ready to counter dogma with principle. [A "dogma" is a settled opinion, it is a principal. One would think that you cannot defend a settled principal with emotional bantering to promote sexual perversion or deviants, but this part of the lgbTQia agenda has also been fulfilled. Which is why now they don't care how anyone else sees them because they've gained the extra/special rights and legal protections they were after. But always know that the battle for "rights" within the lgbTQia TransQueer Cult has NEVER been about rights, just normalizing perversion and deviants.]

[4] MAKE GAYS LOOK GOOD.

In order to make a Gay Victim sympathetic to straights you have to portray him as Everyman. But an additional theme of the campaign should be more aggressive and upbeat: to offset the increasingly bad press that these times have brought to homosexual men and women, [The "bad press" in question is the exposure of their sexual activities in public bathrooms, parks, theaters, etc... as well as the "bad press" of the MANY cases of homosexuals targeting, luring in, and molesting children and young men.] the campaign should paint gays as superior pillars of society. [Instead of the deviants that they are.] Yes, yes, we know--this trick is so old it creaks. Other minorities use it all the time in ads that announce proudly, "Did you know that this Great Man (or Woman) was _________?" But the message is vital for all those straights who still picture gays as "queer" people-- shadowy, lonesome, fail, drunken, suicidal, child-snatching misfits. [Besides the fact that the lgbTQia TransQueer Cult now actually calls itself "queer" (a derogatory term) this agenda also mentions, matter-of-factly, that being homosexual means you are shadowy or shady, lonesome, fail, drunken, suicidal and as child-snatchers. The drug and alcohol use within the lgbTQia Rainbow Cult is horrendous. The suicidal ideation is saturating. And the amount of youth that are lured into that web of perversion is heart brekaing.]

The honor roll of prominent gay or bisexual men and women is truly eye popping. From Socrates to Shakespeare, from Alexander the Great to Alexander Hamilton, from Michelangelo to Walt Whitman, from Sappho to Gertrude Stein, the list is old hat to us but shocking news to heterosexual America. In no time, a skillful and clever media campaign could have the gay community looking like the veritable fairy godmother to Western Civilization.

Along the same lines, we shouldn't overlook the Celebrity Endorsement. The celebrities can be straight or gay.

[5] MAKE THE VICTIMIZERS LOOK BAD.

At a later stage of the media campaign for gay rights-long after other gay ads have become commonplace-it will be time to get tough with remaining opponents. To be blunt, they must be vilified. (This will be all the more necessary because, by that time, the entrenched enemy will have quadrupled its output of vitriol and disinformation.) [Let me make something very clear... Westboro Baptist Church was a plant. It was a hoax created by the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult to assist in their "public humiliation" campaign to gain pity. They played off of that pity and used all of those people to gain footing in society, and in their ability to access the youth.] Our goal is here is twofold. First, we seek to replace the mainstream's self-righteous pride about its homophobia with shame and guilt. Second, we intend to make the antigays look so nasty that average Americans will want to dissociate themselves from such types. [Is this not what many Christian did (disassociate from Christianity altogether) when Westboro Baptist Church (the lgbTQia plant) went out into the streets claiming "GOD Hates Fags!"? This is exactly how it went down.]

The public should be shown images of ranting homophobes whose secondary traits and beliefs disgust middle America. These images might include: the Ku Klux Klan demanding that gays be burned alive or castrated; bigoted southern ministers drooling with hysterical hatred to a degree that looks both comical and deranged; menacing punks, thugs, and convicts speaking coolly about the "fags" they have killed or would like to kill; a tour of Nazi concentration camps where homosexuals were tortured and gassed. [We can also clearly see how they continue to use these tactics in all of the current endeavors as well.]

A campaign to vilify the victimizers is going to enrage our most fervid enemies, of course. But what else can we say? The shoe fits, and we should make them try it on for size, with all of America watching.

[6] SOLICIT FUNDS: THE BUCK STOPS HERE

Any massive campaign of this kind would require unprecedented expenditures for months or even years--an unprecedented fundraising drive. [At least they understood it was not going to be an easy task. Yet it is still a task they have completed. This entire agenda has been completed.]

Effective advertising is a costly proposition: several million dollars would get the ball rolling. There are 10-15 million primarily homosexual adults in this country: if each one of them donated just two dollars to the campaign, its war chest would actually rival that of its most vocal enemies. And because those gays not supporting families usually have more discretionary income than average, they could afford to contribute much more.

"... We intend to make the antigays look so nasty that average Americans will want to dissociate themselves from such types."

But would they? Or is the gay community as feckless, selfish, uncommitted, and short-sighted as its critics claim? We will never know unless the new campaign simultaneously launches a concerted nationwide appeal for funding support from both known and anonymous donors. The appeal should be directed both at gays and at straights who care about social justice.

In the beginning, for reasons to be explained in a moment, the appeal for funds may have to be launched exclusively through the gay press--national magazines, local newspapers, flyers at bars, notices in glossy skin magazines. Funds could also come through the outreach of local gay organizations on campuses and in metropolitan areas. Eventually, donations would be solicited directly alongside advertisements in the major straight media. [Scary to see their "vision" and how it has all come to fruition, isn't it?!!]

There would be no parallel to such an effort in the history of the gay community in America. If it failed to generate the needed capital to get started; there would be little hope for the campaign and little hope for major progress toward gay rights in the near future. For the moment let us suppose that gays could see how donations would greatly serve their long-term interest, and that sufficient funds could be raised. An heroic assumption.

GETTING ON THE AIR, OR, YOU CAN'T GET THERE FROM HERE.

Without access to TV, radio, and the mainstream press, there will be no campaign. This is a tricky problem, because many impresarios of the media simply refuse to accept what they call "issue-advertising" -- persuasive advertising can provoke a storm of resentment from the public and from sponsors, which is bad for business. The courts have confirmed the broadcaster's right to refuse any "issue advertising" he dislikes.

What exactly constitutes "issue advertising"? It evidently does not include platitudinous appeals to the virtues of family unity (courtesy of the Mormons) neither does it include tirades against perfidious Albion courtesy of Lyndon LaRouche; neither does it include reminders that a Mind-Is-A-Terrible-Thing-To-Waste (courtesy of the United Negro College Fund); neither does it include religious shows which condemn gay "sinners"; neither does it include condemnations of nuclear war or race discrimination--at least not in Massachusetts. Some guys get all the breaks.

What issue advertising does include these days is almost any communiqué presented openly by a homosexual organization. The words "gay" and "homosexual"' are considered controversial whenever they appear.

Because most straightforward appeals are impossible, the National Gay Task Force has had to cultivate quiet backroom liaisons with broadcast companies and newsrooms in order to make sure that issues important to the gay community receive some coverage; but such an arrangement is hardly ideal, of course, because it means that the gay community's image is controlled by the latest news event instead of by careful design--and recently most of the news about gays has been negative.

So what can be done to crash the gates of the major media? Several things, advanced in several stages.

START WITH THE FINE PRINT

Newspapers and magazines may very well be hungrier for gay advertising dollars than television and radio are. And the cost of ads in print is generally lower. But remember that the press, for the most part, is only read by better-educated Americans, many of who are already more accepting of homosexuality in any case. So to get more impact for our dollars, we should skip the New Republic and New Left Review readers and head for Time, People, and the National Enquirer. (Of course, the gay community may have to establish itself as a regular advertising presence in more sophisticated forums first before it is accepted into the mass press.)

While we're storming the battlements with salvos of ink, we should also warm the mainstream up a bit with a subtle national campaign on highway billboards. In simple bold print on dark backgrounds, a series of unobjectionable messages should be introduced:

IN RUSSIA, THEY TELL YOU
WHAT TO BE. IN AMERICA
WE HAVE THE FREEDOM
TO BE OURSELVES...
AND TO BE THE BEST.

Or

PEOPLE HELPING INSTEAD
OF HATING--THAT 'S
WHAT AMERICA IS ALL ABOUT.

And so on. Each sign will tap patriotic sentiment, each message will drill a seemingly agreeable proposition into mainstream heads - a "public service message" suited to our purposes. And, if heir owners will permit it, each billboard will be signed, in slightly smaller letters, "Courtesy of the National Gay Task Force" - to build positive associations and get the public used to seeing such sponsorship.

VISUAL STAGE 1: YOU REALLY OUGHTTA BE IN PICTURES

As for television and radio, a more elaborate plan may be needed to break the ice. For openers, naturally, we must continue to encourage the appearance of favorable gay characters in films and TV shows. Daytime talk shows also remain a useful avenue for exposure. But to speed things up we might consider a bold stratagem to gain media attention. The scheme we have in mind would require careful preparations, yet it would save expense even while it elevated the visibility and stature of the gay movement overnight. [In the 1990's I took part in this by being a tool for the lgbTQia Rainbow Cult and going on television daytime talk shows like Jerry Springer, Jane Whitney, Jenny Jones, Richard Bey, and quite a few more that I cannot remember. The producers would give us a script, pay for our plane fare, hotels, limos, food & drink. Some of the shows would also cut us a check for an "appearance fee." By mainstreaming the lgbTQia Rainbow Cult, and using trans-identified people, it opened up the doors for secret desires, perversions, fetishes, etc... which ultimately fed the prostitution aspect of it as well. The men seeking out transgender experiences were men in power. Lawyers, judges, politicians, CEOs, actors, etc... which is the most influential aspect of this entire agenda because it granted this dark perverted world access to the legal and the political realm. See my blog post ~ Former Trans-Prostitute Exposes The TransQueer Agenda to understand how this part of the agenda worked.]

Well before the next elections for national office, we might lay careful plans to run symbolic gay candidates for every high political office in this country. (Such plans would have to deal somehow with the tricky problem of inducing gays and straights to sign enough endorsement petitions to get us on the ballot.) Our 50-250 candidates would participate in such debates as they could, run gay-themed advertisements coordinated at our national headquarters, and demand equal time on the air. They could then graciously pull out of the races before the actual elections, while formally endorsing more viable straight contenders. (With malicious humor, perhaps, in some states we could endorse our most rabid opponents.) It is essential not to ask people actually to vote Yea or Nay on the gay issue at this early stage: such action would end up committing most to the Nay position and would only tally huge and visible defeats for our cause. [Remember, this was written in 1987.]

Through such a political campaign, the mainstream would get over the initial shock of seeing gay ads, and the acceptability of such ads would be fortified by the most creditable context possible; and all this would be accomplished before non-electoral advertising was attempted by the gay community. During the campaign all hell would break loose, but if we behaved courageously and respectable our drive would gain legitimacy in any case and might even become a cause of celebration. If all went as planned, the somewhat desensitized public and the major networks themselves would be readied for the next step of our program. [The grooming process means being targeted, desensitized, victimized. Straight America was targeted, desensitized and victimized.]

VISUAL STAGE 2: PEEKABOO ADVERTISING

At this point the gay community has its foot in the door, and it is time to ask the networks to accept gay sponsorship of certain ads and shows. Timing is critical: The request must be made immediately after our national political ads disappear. Failing that, we should request sponsorship the next time one of the networks struts its broad-mindedness by televising a film or show with gay characters or themes. If they wish to look consistent instead of hypocritical, we'll have them on the spot. But the networks would still be forced to say No unless we made their resistance look patently unreasonable, and possibly illegal. We'd do just that by proposing "gay ads" patterned exactly after those currently sponsored by the Mormons and others. As usual, viewers would be treated to squeak-clean skits on the importance of family harmony and understanding--this time the narrator would end by saying, "This message was brought to you by --the National Gay Task Force." All very quiet and subdued. Remember: exposure is everything, and the medium is the message.

"... Exposure is everything and the medium is the message."

The gay community should join forces with other civil liberties groups of respectable cast to promote bland messages about America the Melting Pot, always ending with an explicit reference to the Task Force of some other gay organization. [This has been effective to create what we now know as the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult one of the darkest, most diabolical and dangerous movements in history, because this cult has absorbed many "other civil liberties groups" along the way. This cult has absorbed the abortion movement, the minority movement, civil rights movement, feminist movement, illegal immigrant, anti-American movements, and so on... creating one heck of an opponent, but not an undefeatable one!] Making the best of a bad situation, we can also propose sympathetic media appeals for gifts and donations to fund AIDS research--if Jerry Lewis and the March of Dimes can do it, so can we. Our next indirect step will be to advertise locally on behalf of support groups peripheral to the gay community: frowzy straight moms and dads announcing phone numbers and meeting times for "Parents of Gays" or similar gatherings. Can't you just see such ads now, presented between messages from the Disabled Vets and the Postal Workers Union? [What a diabolical plan.]

VISUAL STAGE 3: ROLL OUT THE BIG GUNS

By this point, our salami tactics will have carved out, slice by slice, a large portion of access to the mainstream media. So what then? It would finally be time to bring gay ads out of the closet. The messages of such ads should directly address lingering public fears about homosexuals as loathsome and contrary aliens. For examples, the following are possible formats for TV or radio commercials designed to chip away at chronic misperceptions.

Format A for Familiarization: The Testimonial.

To make gays seem less mysterious, present a series of short spots featuring the boy or girl next-door, fresh and appealing, or warm and lovable grandma--grandpa types. Seated in homey surroundings, they respond to an off camera interviewer with assurance, good nature, and charm. Their comments bring out three social facts:

1. There is someone special in their life, a long-term relationship (to stress gay stability, monogamy, commitment); [Stability, monogamy and commitment do not exist in the romantic/sexual relations of homosexuals or lesbians. It is perversion, a lust of the flesh, and cannot be tied down to just one partner. It is mostly about random sex, with random individuals, especially those who have wives, girlfriends or reputations for being playboys/studs.]

2. Their families are very important to them, and are supportive of them (to stress that gays are not "anti-family," and that families need not be anti-gay.) [Using words like "anti-gay" or "transphobe" or "homophobe" are just weak attempts to use propaganda to guilt, shame or manipulate.]

3. As far as they can remember they have always been gay, and were probably born gay; they certainly never decided on a preference one way or the other (stressing that gays are doing what is natural for them, and are not being willfully contrary). [When, in fact, it is the most unnatural thing one can engage in. The health issues stemming from homosexual sex alone are too numerous to list here.] The subjects should be interviewed alone, not with their lovers or children, for to include others in the picture would unwisely raise disturbing questions about the complexities of gay social relations, which these commercials could not explain. It is best instead to take one thing at a time.

Format B for Positive Associations: The Celebrity Spot.

While it might be useful to present celebrity endorsements by currently popular gay figures and straight sympathizers, the homophobia climate of America would make such brash endorsements unlikely in the near future. So early celebrity spots will instead identify historical gay or bisexual personalities who are illustrious and dignified...and dead. The ads could be sardonic and indirect. For example, over regal music and a portrait or two, a narrator might announce simply: Michelangelo (an art class), Tchaikovsky (a music class), Tennessee Williams (a drama class), etc.

Format C for Victim Sympathy: Our Campaign to Stop Child Abuse.

As we said earlier, there are many ways to portray gays as victims of discrimination: images of brutality, tales of job loss and family separation, and so on. But we think something like the following 30-sccond commercials would get to the heart of the matter best of all.

The camera slowly moves in on a middle-class teenager, sitting alone in his semi-darkened bedroom. The boy is pleasing and unexceptional in appearance, except that he has been roughed up and is staring silently, pensively, with evident distress. As the camera gradually focuses in on his face, a narrator comments: It will happen to one in every ten sons. As he grows up he will realize that he feels differently about things than most of his friends. If he lets it show, he'll be an outsider made fun of, humiliated, attacked. If he confides in his parents, they may throw him out of the house, onto the streets. Some will say he is "anti-family." Nobody will let him be himself. So he will have to hide. From his friends, his family. And that's hard. It's tough enough to be a kid these days, but to be the one in ten... A message from the National Gay Task Force.

What is nice about such an ad is that it would economically portray gays as innocent and vulnerable, victimized and misunderstood, surprisingly numerous yet not menacing. It also renders the "anti-family" charge absurd and hypocritical.

Format D for Identification with Victims: The Old Switcheroo.

The mainstream will identify better with the plight of gays if straights can, once in a while, walk a mile in gay shoes. A humorous television or radio ad to help them do this might involve a brief animated or dramatized scenario, as follows.

The camera approaches the mighty oak door of the boss's office, which swings open, and the camera (which represents you the viewer) enters the room. Behind the oversized desk sits a fat and scowling old curmudgeon chomping on a cigar. He looks up at the camera (i.e. at the viewer) and snarls, "So it's you, Smithers. Well you're fired!" The voice of a younger man is heard to reply with astonishment, "But--but--Mr. Thomburg, I've been with your company for ten years. I thought you liked my work." The boss responds, with a tone of disgust, "Yes, yes, Smithers your work is quite adequate. But I've heard rumors that you've been seen around town with some kind of girlfriend. A girlfriend! Frankly I'm shocked. We're not about to start hiring any heterosexuals in this company. Now get out." The younger man speaks once more: "But boss, that's just not fair! What if it were you?" The boss glowers back as the camera pulls quickly out of the room and the big door slams shut. Printed on the door: "A message from the National Gay Task Force."

One can easily imagine similar episodes involving housing or other discrimination. [Look, there is discrimination and there crimes upon people targeted for specific reasons... this is true AND also wrong. But so is embracing perversion and expecting the rest of the world to condone, promote, encourage, celebrate and participate in your perversions with you! A lot of this is "discrimination" is also propaganda.]

Format E for Vilification of Victimizers: Damn the Torpedoes.

We have already indicated some of the images which might be damaging to the homophobic vendetta: ranting and hateful religious extremists neo-Nazis, and Ku Klux Klansmen made to look evil and ridiculous (hardly a difficult task).

These images should be combined with those of their gay victims by a method propagandists call the "bracket technique." For example, for a few seconds an unctuous beady-eyed Southern preacher is seen pounding the pulpit in rage about "those sick, abominable creatures." While his tirade continues over the soundtrack, the picture switches to pathetic photos of gays who look decent, harmless, and likable; and then we cut back to the poisonous face of the preacher, and so forth. The contrast speaks for itself. The effect is devastating.

"...it would portray gays as innocent and vulnerable, victimized and misunderstood, surprisingly numerous, yet not menacing."

Format F for Funds: SOS

Alongside or during these other persuasive advertisements, we would have to solicit donations so that the campaign might continue. Direct appeals from celebrities (preferable living ones, thank you) might be useful here. All appeals must stress that money can be given anonymously (e.g. via money orders) and that all donations are confidential. "We can't help unless you help," and all that.

The Time Is Now

We have sketched out here a blueprint for transforming the social values of straight America. At the core of our program is a media campaign to change the way the average citizens view homosexuality. It is quite easy to find fault with such a campaign. We have tried to be practical and specific here, but the proposals may still have a visionary sheen.

There are one hundred reasons why the campaign could not be done or would be risky. But there are at least 20 million good reasons why some such program must be tried in the coming years: the welfare and happiness of gay men and women in this country demand it. As the last large, legally oppressed minority in American society, it is high time that gays took effective measures to rejoin the mainstream in pride and strength. We believe that, like it or not, such a campaign is the only way of doing so anytime soon.

And, let us repeat, time may be running out. The AIDS epidemic is sparking anger and fear in the heartland of straight America. As the virus leaks out of homosexual circles and into the rest of society, we need have no illusions about who is receiving the blame. The ten years ahead may decide for the next forty whether gays claim their liberty and equality or are driven back, once again, as America's caste of detested untouchables. It's more than a quip: speak now or forever hold your peace.

In November 1987 article entitled "The Overhauling of Straight America'' appeared in Guide Magazine. A few years later it's authors did expand it into a book: "After the Ball -- How America will conquer its fear and hatred of Gays in the 1990s". [After The Ball was considered the "homosexual bible" of surviving and recruiting others into our "community" (cult). The 1980s and 1990s were my years of being targeted, recruited, trafficked, abused, sold, etc... of being a victim of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult! I spent 30+ years as a member/advocate of/for the cult. 20+ of those years I spent as a transgender "woman" AKA a delusional and confused, broken, depressed, suicidal man!

Yes, you have been tricked. You have been duped. You have been targeted, desensitized, victimized and used to promote, encourage, push, celebrate and affirm the perversions and agenda of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult. Now it is time to stand up, speak out, and push back! This cult must be stopped. Outlawed! Done away with.]

Transgenderism + TransAgism = TransHumanism

3/13/2025

Transgenderism (lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult) + TransAgism (Pederast Cult) = TransHumanism (The Goal)... and the one thing that all 3 of those have in common.... #BigPharma!

Desensitizing and sexualizing society was not a difficult task. This is what has allowed the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult to gain so many legal & societal protections. You can read about how we got here in this article ~ Former Trans-Prostitute Exposes TransQueer Agenda

The TransQueer Cult has always been funded by BigPharma, as are all of its "gender clinics" and "trans-rights organizations". Transgenderism creates life long medical and mental health customers. But what else does this perversion do?

Lays the foundation for the next movement to rise up and gain the same legal & societal protections... the pederast movement. Yes, Pedophilia! The foundation has been laid, and the protections have already began to take hold. So while we all await the release of the Epstein List, please know we will only get the names of those who are no longer of any use to the system.

The TransQueer Cult has also created hundreds of thousands of chemically sterilized children. That means that these boys and girls will not be able to procreate. With the use of puberty blockers and wrong-sex hormones there will be generations of underdeveloped, sterile, confused, broken, sexualized victims and victimizers running rampant. BigPharma Funded!

Now I don't claim to have all of the answers, but I certainly know how to put two and two together and make four!

We have watered down our own ability to end the TransQueer Cult by falling for the deception of the normalization of the entirety of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult with its perversion of homosexuality. By teaming up, locking arms with, and platforming homosexuals we lose any power or authority to speak Truth and Life into the situation and the victims of this desensitization and it's deviant propaganda.

You can read more about how we have lessened our chances of winning the battle to stop the war being waged on children here ~ Will We Win The War On Children? Doesn't Appear So

Through this process, there is something that will bring us into the merging of human and machine. It is their belief that we can eradicate ageing as a cause of death as well as disease and that we can use technology to augment our bodies and our minds. The concept is for man to merge with machine, remaking ourselves, in the image of our own higher ideals. So, by merging man and machine, science will produce human beings who have greatly increased intelligence, strength, and their lifespan! A near embodiment of gods.. Little g!

This idea of technologically enhancing our bodies is not new. But the extent to which they are willing to take the concept is. Again, BigPharma is all over this! Again, I do not have all the answers nor am I an A.I. person... I only know what I see and then I compare it to my own life knowledge and experience to figure out the how, and sometimes the why.

Please, feel free to share your own life knowledge and experience if you'd like. This is all about pouring out (ever so freely) what has been poured into me (ever so freely). Amen!! David ~ [email protected]

Perverted Educators...

3/12/2025

I had a very open in-depth conversation with a principal that was arrested for child sex crimes. I truly wanted to understand what caused him to cross that line from protecting children to sexualizing them. I wanted to know what brought him to the point when perversion overtook morality.

He was totally honest with me, and I just know that he was. So please take that into account before reading his story. Personally, I felt sorry for the man because I know the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult and all of it's grooming techniques and deviant persuasive perversions. It may sound sick to feel sorry for a man that abused a child, but having been the victim and the victimizer I see things on a more spiritual basis than most, and I understand that oppression intimately. I know how perversion and lusts of the flesh can oppress anyone regardless of their morals, or beliefs.

This man told me that he had never had any type of sexual thoughts or feelings for any child, ever in his life. He was happily married and had children of his own. He was a pillar of the community. A lifelong teacher, and then he became the principal of an elementary school, he was "on the fence" with all of the curriculum changes that leaned towards the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult, especially the explicit books he was seeing come across his desk. He had many meetings with staff, especially the "counselors" about these books and the curriculum because he wanted to understand the repercussions if he chose to refuse or deny any of the books or curriculum changes.

After an entire summer of meetings and research he was convinced by the false information as well as the "emotional blackmailing" statistics (like threats of suicide), that he had to allow it in because he didn't want to be the cause of any child taking their life. He had no clue that the whole "suicidal ideation scam" was put in place to do exactly what it did, shame and guilt those making decisions of this kind. So as he allowed these books and this curriculum into his school without protest.

He says that he began to feel "different." He told me that he felt like he was becoming obsessed with reading those explicit books to "know the material" and he noticed that he was focused on the images as well as the lascivious details in these books & publications. He began having very perverted thoughts and even found himself being aroused by these books and materials.

The oppression.

Trans-Activist staff created a "Clothing Closet" for students to change into clothing that they "thought or felt" matched their "gender identity." One day he went to the closet to see what was actually in the closet and he walked in on a boy changing. The boy was wearing panties and a bra, and he was not ashamed nor did he try to cover himself. Instead, the boy began to pose (model) for the man. Obviously, to me at this point, the boy had been sexualized (victimized) evident by his reaction to being caught changing into women's undergarments by a grown man.

The man told me that he left, but not immediately, and he felt like he had crossed a very serious line by allowing the clothing closet, not to mention by what had just occurred. That young boy, who identified as a girl, started showing up to the principal's office asking him to talk about random stuff he was going through and experiencing.

That is the first boy that this man molested. He makes a point to tell me that it was "consensual," meaning that the man never had to force or threatened the boy... HOWEVER, please understand this, SEX WITH A CHILD CAN NEVER BE CONSENSUAL! EVER!! When an adult engages in sexual activity with a child it is molestation and ALWAYS IS NON-CONSENSUAL!

As a victim of sex-trafficking I can tell you how I looked for sexual encounters with adults as a child, and even though I went along with it all there was absolutely no way I could have ever consented because I had no real clarity or reasoning ability because I WAS A CHILD!

This student was obviously conditioned at that point, meaning he had been desensitized, sexualized and victimized so that he saw nothing wrong with engaging in those activities with an adult. I definitely know this darkness personally as well, as I was the victimized, sexualized, conditioned child looking to engage in sex with adults.

The man knew that what he was doing was wrong. He knew that he had become a perverted monster. He eventually began the spiral into the depths of perversion and child-pornography which led to his arrest when he was caught chatting with an FBI agent in a chatroom.

The moral of this story... is that the immorality of the material itself is just one of the factors that lead many into that dark place of child sexualization and victimization. That is exactly what these materials are created for; this is their purpose; to sexualize everyone that comes into contact with them. There has been a huge increase in child sex crimes by educators and counselors within the public *government* schools. That fact alone should alert everyone to the depravity of these materials, and agendas, when it comes to anything sexual or questionable within those indoctrination centers.

If the material is promoted by SIECUS, Planned Parenthood, any lgbTQia organization, BigPharma, Comprehensive Sex Education CSE, Kinsey Institute, or anything remotely rainbow'ish then it must be avoided.

Once a man or woman becomes enveloped in perversion, whether it be pornography, sexual preferences, masturbation, explicit materials, etc..., these individuals are less likely to take a stand against perversions that even threaten their own beliefs or "morals."

When speaking to people who have no idea what is really going on within the public government school system, please provide them very specific information and warn as many of them as possible about these materials, and their purpose. Encourage everyone to HOMESCHOOL!!

It is our duty, our charge, to at least warn them, so that they are without excuse on the day they are held accountable for endangering children by placing them in the custody of the system to be trained/taught/educated.

Will We Win The War On Children? Doesn't Appear So...

3/11/2025

Will we ever win the war on children? Will we ever stop children from being targeted, desensitized, sexualized, victimized, preyed on, criminalized and weaponized? It certainly doesn’t appear so.

The activists, the church, the protesters, the government (federal, state, local), the citizens, the parents, the detransitioners, etc... are all willing to stand against the TransQueer Cult, but these same individuals are petrified to stand up against the homosexual cult, and it is the same perversion. It is the same cult!

To stand with, partner with, team up with, lock arms with, promote, encourage, or give a voice to anyone that represents sexual deviancy & perversion undermines any hope of ever ending this war on children.

Homosexuality is just as much a threat to society as transgenderism is. Homosexuals are no less perverted than transgenders, AGPs, pedophiles, deviants and so on. Why? Because homosexuality is as much a deviation from Truth as any other perversion is. It seems that we have just forgot that we battled on the frontlines to keep children safe from the homosexual movement because they replaced it with the transqueer movement. These are still the very same movement, just split up with different perspectives, oppressions, mental instabilities, and goals... but they both have the same agenda; to recruit & pervert!

Homosexuality has not become innate all of a sudden, or a part of GOD’S design, just because homosexuals have banded together and called themselves Christian, Conservative, Republican or Parents! While those who claim the false identity of homosexual can identify as conservative or republican, they cannot identify as a Christian. As for being a parent, well, no real parent would subject their child to the sexual deviant perversion of homosexuality.

Now I do not state this without any knowledge of this cult, as many know I was a member/advocate of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult for 30+ years and I identified as a Trans-”woman” for 20+ years. Many probably also know that I attempted to be a “gay” Christian for 2 ½ years. I know this movement from every angle, and from all perspectives because I did not just live a lie, I became the lie!

I went to the school boards meetings and state house hearings to testify as a “gay” man of GOD and an EX-trans (detransitioner). I teamed up with parents, concerned citizens, politicians, representatives, senators, and others who identified as homosexual and lesbian. I banded together with these folks, and we made some serious statements, stirred the pot, upset a lot of trans-rights-activists and “allies” of the transqueer cult, but guess what... we never actually made any real dents in the situation!

As a “gay” Christian, I found myself seeking a godly man, and each time I believed that I had found one, I was quickly reminded that I was living in perversion and I was seeking something that truly did not exist. It wasn’t long before I was able to see firsthand that homosexuality truly is just a perversion, and it was impossible to walk in a right relationship with GOD Almighty and claim that false identity over myself. So, I got out and I surrendered my life over to The One, True Living GOD, again!

The lessons I learned in that 2 ½ years were all new to me, and I am better armed for this battle now than I was before I walked away from the fold and attempted to be a “gay” Christian, but what good is an arsenal full of power when everyone around me is playing touchy feely with the homosexual movement and have relinquished their own power?!?!?

Please heed these words; if you continue to get in bed with the homosexual cult, then you will not gain any footing in your battles against the transqueer rainbow cult. And if you lose, so do the children. I know some who claim the false identity of homosexual or lesbian that are in this battle against the transqueer cult, and I know they are sincerely in the fight to stop the transqueer cult, but their presence, story, voice, testimonies, and knowledge will not be enough to stop the transqueer cult. It can’t! Satan cannot cast out satan!

You must understand that the only way to stop the war that has been waged against children is to actually be Righteous, Sanctified, and Standing Firm on the Truth of GOD’S Word and HIS Will which is impressed upon HIS Creation through our design! Forsake your wicked ways and return to HIM, that is HIS desire.

Will we ever stop the war that has been waged against children? Not as long as we are afraid to stand up, speak out, and push back against the very perversion that taints all that it is presented to. Because when homosexuality is presented to young children it is by its very nature “pornographic.” That destroys their underdeveloped, impressionable young minds while it also confuses their developing sexuality.

When a homosexual is put on a stage or a platform, in a movie or tv show, on a sports team or given a seat in the government, or anywhere that they can be looked up to, looked to for guidance, or have any authority over children, then that only normalizes their deviant perverted behaviors, especially to children or anyone suffering mental anguish or instability. Homosexuality is not “normal” sin, but it is still just sin! Sin is sin, and if you are guilty of one then you’re guilty of all, but homosexuality has some serious and unnatural consequences.

Stop normalizing perversion just because you do not want to offend anyone, or because you need their vote, or support. Stop perverted men or women from having any access to children or this will not end well.

Becoming The Failing Church of Ephesus

3/7/2025

2Timothy 4:1-5 ~ 1 I solemnly exhort you in the presence of God and of Christ Jesus, who is to judge the living and the dead, and by His appearing and His kingdom: 2 preach the word; be ready in season and out of season; correct, rebuke, and exhort, with great patience and instruction. 3 For the time will come when they will not tolerate sound doctrine; but wanting to have their ears tickled, they will accumulate for themselves teachers in accordance with their own desires, 4 and they will turn their ears away from the truth and will turn aside to myths. 5 But as for you, use self-restraint in all things, endure hardship, do the work of an evangelist, and fulfill your ministry.

The words of every preacher, teacher, author, and speaker must be subjected to the pure Light of GOD'S Word. Some will think that that statement is being judgmental, yet the Scriptures command us to judge what is right, and what is not right. "Prove all things," says 1 Thessalonians 5:21-22. "hold fast that which is good. Abstain from all appearance of evil."

Revelation 2:4-6, " 4 Nevertheless I have somewhat against thee, because thou hast left thy first love. 5 Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent. 6 But this thou hast, that thou hatest the deeds of the Nicolaitanes, which I also hate."

So, we learn there is serious trouble in the Ephesian church. While there may be much to applaud about this church, there is also something tragically wrong. The LORD says, "thou hast left thy first love." So serious a situation that HE adds, "I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent."

This doesn't mean that individual members will lose their hope of eternal salvation or lose the Grace of GOD. It means that the congregation itself will lose its ability to shed the Light of Truth. No matter how hardworking, persevering and orthodox this part of the church may be, if it loses its first love then it will cease to have an illuminating impact on those around it.

That warning of our LORD has been fulfilled again and again in thousands of ministries, groups, and congregations down to, and including, in our own day and age. All across the world you find congregations and ministries where folks continue to meet, sermons continue to be preached, hymns continue to be sung, good works continue to be done - and yet there is no impact, no fire, and no light... because there is no full Truth! Compromise has taken hold. Compromise = Failure!

It seems that the lampstand has been removed from many congregations. The community which surrounds these buildings and gathering places goes on about its business, ignoring whatever is said and done within that quaint little building. That place has now become irrelevant, and so has its message. Its Light has failed.

What does it mean to "forsake your first Love"? What exactly is our first Love? It is the Love we felt when we discovered The FATHER, when we first came to know HIM. That Love we experience through knowing HIM, HIS Presence and being Holy unto HIM! Holiness matters. Truth matters. That wonderful sense of discovery that HE Loves us, that we have a FATHER, matters. That HE has delivered us, rescued us, freed us from our sins, matters. Coming to know HIS Son, YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Being enveloped by HIS Holy Spirit.

Remember when your heart went out to The CHRIST in gratitude? When you knew that you knew HIM? When you finally “got it”? Remember when you had eyes for no one else but YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST? When you 1st Believed? When you Repented? When you were buried with The CHRIST in Baptism? How about when HIS Holy Spirit came to dwell within you? What Joyous moments! How could we forget!

Watch a young couple in love and see how they talk to each other; how they touch each other's hands. They are actually lost in each other. They think only of the wonder of one another. That is the way it is when a person first comes to The CHRIST. Their heart is filled with gratitude, with wonder, and with absolute amazement.

"I've been forgiven!" we think. "GOD Almighty robed HIMSELF in flesh and came to this world to become the propitiation and died for me! GOD Almighty actually Loves me, lil ole me! I can hardly believe it!"

Think of the times when you heard the testimony of a new Believer, or think of the time when you first heard or read my testimony. Remember the tears of Joy? Remember the trembling voice, the look of wonder? Remember the tears that were shed while telling of such an amazing Freedom and how JESUS The CHRIST has rescued us from the cesspools of this world??? The Love of The CHRIST is something new, fresh, incredible and heart stopping for so many.

Charles Wesley wrote: "Amazing love, how can it be, that Thou My God shouldst die for me!" That is what "first love" is like, and how do we ever lose it? Very gradually, as our focus slowly shifts from our love-relationship with The CHRIST to simply being busy for the ministry. Where we once delighted in serving others, singing GOD'S Praise and studying HIS Word due to our amazing Love for HIM, now we continue to do these same things for a subtly different motive.

Instead of being pleasing and acceptable unto The LORD, we seek the approval of others. Position, status and reputation in the church begins to matter more than our relationship with YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Suddenly the things that matter are “blending in” and “being open-minded.” And sadly, as people lose their First Love, Holiness also fades away in their lives.

Without even noticing the change, something of your first Love is lost. The busyness, the religious activity, the churchianity, the sincere mumbo-jumbo is all there, but the wonder and the intense Love are gone. The light has failed. When this occurs to an entire congregation, then their lampstand is removed. The Ephesian church trembled at the brink of this very idea, its light flickered, yet still shone, but for how long?

Could it be that we, in this very time, at this very moment, find ourselves in the same situation? Are we wavering alongside the Ephesian church, tottering, about to tumble off & fall away? How would we even know if we were? Could we even be rescued from such a fate? A fading first Love is when you lose that distinctive, glowing Joy of the Holy Spirit led life. And while usually that only reveals itself on the inside, it is just something you know deep within yourself, but GOD forbid it reveal itself on the outside.

GOD forbid our lives become "routine"! GOD forbid that when we hear the Word of GOD, a powerful teaching, a meaningful lesson, or even the miraculous testimony of a dead man walking coming into the fold, and we begin to feel that we have heard it all before. When praising or worshiping GOD Almighty begins to be mechanical, routine or dull.

This is a sign, and a very dangerous one. One might also lose their ability to Love others. One of the great revelations of Scripture is that the reason we Love others is because we have first been Loved ourselves. When we lose that awareness of the Love of YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST, it is almost inevitable that our Love for others begins to fade. We become rather critical of others, we complain, we even become more selective in our friendships, we start singling out only those who match up with our own personal beliefs, standards, professional levels, economic status, etc...

We lose our Christ-like, indiscriminate, unconditional Love for others. You remember, that kind of Love you expressed in the days when your own Love Affair with The CHRIST was warm, and new and alive?? How you relished every waking moment of telling others of HIS Mighty Love and Power? How you proudly walked in Holiness? When modesty and abstaining from the appearances of evil were top priority for you??? What happened?

We also tend to lose a healthy perspective of ourselves. Meaning, our wants, our needs become more and more important to us than they ought to be. Instead of concerning ourselves with what is pleasing and acceptable to GOD Almighty, we seem to be only concerned with what is pleasing and acceptable to us, and those people we hold dear.

When enough people become like this (and one is too many), the result is division. Instead of being focused on their love for The CHRIST, and wanting to spread that love to others, they become focused on themselves, their own agendas, their own programs, their own interests. Self-centeredness sets in, and their light flickers, falters and then eventually, it fails. It is removed.

We have all been "Ephesian" in our Faith at one time or another.

I know I have. Almost like I pressed pause because I once again became lost or confused because what I expected was not quite what I found. Maybe I grew to know it all. Maybe my own struggles were just too much. Maybe I didn't truly believe in the power of transparency. Maybe I let others affect my own walk and my own studies of Truth. Maybe I became focused on myself, and cared more about how others thoughts and feelings were making me feel, or directed at me.

But GOD!! I did not give up, and don’t you either! Just seek HIM and seek HIS face, learn HIS Truth in HIS Word instead of wanting everyone to give you their perspective on things.

In HIS letter to the Ephesian church, our LORD, our GOD, gives three specific & practical steps to recovery: Remember, Repent & Return. "Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen."

Remember... HE says. Look back. Recall how you felt and how you responded when you first came to know ME. The inner support and strength that came to you in times of pressure and trouble. That Joy, Wonder, Peace and Closeness you felt when you first gave yourself over to the One True Living GOD. And do not forget the eagerness with which you went to the LORD in prayer.

Warm your soul with the fond memory of the delight you took in fellowship with other Believers, in devouring GOD'S Word. Soaking up the preaching of that Word in worship and praise. How you could barely stand to miss a moment to give HIM The Glory! Think back. Look back. Remember.

Repent... change your mind and change your life. Forsake your wicked ways. Turn not only from sin, but towards HIM! Change your mind about what has taken HIS place in your life. Rebuke that ambition, that pride of position or reputation, that longing for approval that has replaced your original Love for The CHRIST. Turn from those longings to “fit in” and to “live like the world.” Many of the things you do will take on new meaning as you replace old prideful, self-motivation with a new, Joyful CHRIST-centered desire for seeing others come to know HIM, and as you are the example in Word, Deed and Action.

Give up the critical spirit, the complaining attitude, the reliance on the knowledge of men and put YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST, back in the center of all that you are and all that you do. Allow the Joy of the Hope of Eternal Salvation and your amazement over GOD'S Amazing, Unconditional, and Present Love to permeate every endeavor you undertake.

Return.... "Do the first works, " says our LORD JESUS The CHRIST. Return to the Scripture, absorb its Truth with eager eyes, while praying continually for The Holy SPirit to lead you and guide you in all Truth, trusting HIM with all the issues of our lives, great & small.

At the same time, respond to others selflessly & compassionately from a heart full of Amazing Love which only HE can provide. As we Praise HIM from the depths of our hearts, full of gratitude for all HE has done in our lives; as we sing praises to HIS Name and meditate on HIS Grace, only then will we start to truly return to our first Love.

Just like the Ephesians, your spiritual fire has not gone out yet, and HE even points that out in this letter to the Ephesians, so take heed!

SEL ~ The Trojan Horse of All Things Perverted!

3/6/2025

SEL according to those who are pushing this dangerous method of operation, is "the process through which children learn to recognize and manage emotions. It allows them to understand and interact with others and to make good decisions."

SEL is a form of therapy used by educators to retrain the emotions, values, attitudes and behaviors of children without parental consent or knowledge. Mental health "assessments" are not what most parents are sending their children off to school for. Should a child that is fidgety or high energy be labeled as ADD/ADHD? No! Should a quiet, introverted child be labeled as "abnormally withdrawn"? No!

Many of us have seen these sexualized and highly inappropriate "surveys" or questionnaires that have been given to children from kindergarten to high school, but now that children are being given CAT - Computer Adaptive Testing - this opens the door for these sexualized and highly inappropriate surveys to given the same way.

CAT is a form of remediation where a question changes due to the response, or answer, to the previous question. One child's answer to a sexualized question will give them a totally different following question than what another student receives due to his/her own response to their last question. See how this can be targeting each individual child?

For example: If the question is "have you ever masturbated?" and the child responds NO, that child's next question will be totally different from a student that answers YES. The student that answers YES will get more questions about masturbation while the one that answered NO will get a new question altogether.

Below are some quotes from publications of those who push this "therapy" upon children to be able to target each child in a more effective manner...

CASEL, or the Collaborative for Academic and Social Emotional Learning is just one organization that lobbies state legislators and congress to implement SEL into state education policy.

SEL course content is very far-left leaning, and downright Marxist in some areas. This "therapy" teaches children very UN-American concepts, the destruction of traditional western ideas, "social justice" causes and the means to protest/be activists, blame America first lessons, sexual fluidity, explicit comprehensive sex education, how to engage in oral and anal sex, and so much more!

SEL's anti-bias curriculum includes organizations like "Welcoming Schools" which is to "create lgbTQia+ and gender inclusive schools" as well as offering support exclusively to transgender and non-binary students." and "AMAZE." which provides children cartoon'ish videos to learn how to masturbate and about watching pornography being normal and okay, just don't tell your parents.

SEL "instructors" are trained to map children's "personal cultural values and preferences" which are entered into, and collected into, a data dashboard and measured for change. Results are entered into a national SEL data-bank. School Admin. has already determined that it does NOT need parents permission or written consent for any of this which is a direct violation of the PPRA, the Protection of Pupil Rights Amendment.

The PPRA is supposed to protect students AND PARENTS rights, but as we can see from the last 10 years, it does not protect the latter.

SEL "therapy" violates family privacy, values and conscience through assessments, tracking, and remediation.

SEL collects personal and private data on children that will follow those children for a lifetime.

SEL reduces any time for real academics while the screen time replaces human interaction.

SEL is very hard to measure which makes it that much more difficult to hold educators and staff accountable.

SEL is very costly amidst an already stretched budget.

The minds of children are fragile! SEL molds the thoughts and feelings of children, so it molds their thought process as well. With a 4000% increase in children identifying as trans I think we can see this fact very clearly! This is mass hysteria type mental disorder spreading rapidly, and SEL is one of the tools being used to accomplish this. The destiny of your child is being molded by disturbed and mentally unstable individuals.

Abraham Lincoln once said, "The philosophy of the school room in one generation will be philosophy of government in the next."

And Aristotle said, "All who have meditated on the art of governing mankind are convinced that the fate of empires depends on the education of youth."

SEL has been used as the trojan horse of all things perverted and deviant. The lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult has found a method of retraining your child's thoughts & feeling, making your child an emotionally unstable prisoner to use, abuse, weaponize and criminalize!

The question is... what will you do next?!?!?

Your School, USA

3/6/2025

Co-Ed Dormitories; Medical Clinic; Mental Health Clinic; TransQueer Advocacy; Activism Training; Comprehensive (Aggressive) Sexual Education; Hands On Training CSE; Transitioning/Affirming Care...

This IS the future of the public school system... even if the Board of Education shuts down and leaves it up to the individual states... this is what will happen if the entirety of the #lgbTQia #TransQueer #Rainbow #Cult is not STOPPED! OUTLAWED! DONE AWAY WITH! And, unless it's victims are forced into mandatory mental health counseling and in-depth REPROGRAMMING!!

For 15 years I have said this was happening and, that what is happening now was going to happen!! Back in 2010 I said that the children were the targets and that they are sexualizing them for the next level; but I was just an extremist then. In 2011 I warned everyone that they were teaching elementary school children about oral and anal sex, but I was just a conspiracy theorist. When I said that trans-identified perverts were being allowed into the schools to meet with children one on one in the capacity of "counselor" but having no actual counselor/therapist credentials, everyone shook their head and said I was exaggerating...

When I said that there were going to be MALES IN FEMALE PRISONS, raping women in their jail cells and violating them in their own single-sex spaces... some thought I was being "extreme." When I said that the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow cult IS a pederast movement, and that it was laying the foundation to protect pedophiles... I was being "hateful."

Right here and now I am telling you all, please heed these words, that the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult has in fact laid the foundation to rise up the next movement; the pederast movement that will claim ANY AND ALL children that remain in the public gov’t schools!! All of them!!

Every single minute these children remain under the pressure of this diabolical and well-organized assault on their minds, bodies, and souls means that they are that much more turned over to the perversions of this cult! Sexualizing children creates sexualized offenders! The only time that it doesn't is when these children are given puberty-blockers that will destroy their bodies, chemically sterilize them and destroy their own desires for sexual contact... but will not stop that child from being abused or sex-trafficked.

I know that many of you do not wanna grasp this truth! I know many of y’all don’t wanna believe me this time either but I will say this, and not for a pat on the back or for props, but because I was the victim of this cult for thirty+ years; abused, molested, trafficked, sold, recruited, targeted, desensitized, sexualized, victimized, criminalized, rented out; a runaway at 14 on the streets of Philadelphia, HIV/AIDS+ by age 14, an agent for my own handlers for years... yeah, I recruited other young people into that darkness throughout my teenage years and early adult life!

I am telling you now, this cult has its talons in your children and has control of your children. And if your children remain in the public gov’t school system your child will be victimized further! Please don’t tell me how you’re a Christian and your children are Christian, they are the “light in the darkness of the schools” because if you believe that sending your children into the devils lair of perversion and all things deviant, then you are an Unparent and do not love your child.

Get mad all ya want. I don’t care. I am telling you what is real and what is happening to your children! I am telling you that this cult will continue to brainwash children and to push this confusion onto these babies to prepare them for the reality of the “social change” and perversion planned for each of them.

I KNOW THIS CULT FROM THE INSIDE OUT!!!! This cult was my life for 30+ years! This cult was my "family" for 30+ years! This cult was my thoughts, feelings and my entire world for 30+ years! I was not just recruited into it (targeted, desensitized, sexualized, victimized & trafficked) but I became a recruiter for it! I did not just live a lie, I BECAME THE LIE!!

"Social Change" is a goal of this cult. SIECUS has stated as much. They have told us boldly and bluntly that there will be social change. In their own statement they said it was "more than a phrase" but a promise!

Look folks, I do not have any children, nor do I have any stakes in the ground here. I do not profit from speaking out, not monetarily anyways. And in actuality speaking out and exposing the lgbTQia TransQueer Cults agenda and method of operation has only brought me grief, death threats, harassment, loss of jobs, loss of property, and so much more that would keep the average individual from standing up, speaking out, or pushing back... but know this, I am not the average individual, I am also not a victim any longer, and I have earned the right to expose this pederast movement.

Y'all better wake the hell up!

Letter For The World, Especially The Legislators...

2/1/2025

This is a letter/email that I have sent out to all state legislators and activist groups. This letter is also being sent out to school boards as well as town/city officials. It is a compilation of blog posts and testimony, but praying it is powerful enough to move them and prick their hearts into action...

"I am only here to provide information that is not so easily available or provided by other sources so freely. You may get bits and pieces from other sources, but please allow me to give you a plethora of information that you can utilize... or not. That depends on you!

The lgbTQia TransQueer Agenda is very real, and it is not going anywhere just because of some Executive Order or memo from the boss. This cult has its talons embedded into the public government school system, society, and culture more than any other movement in history! And they mean business.

How do I know? I was one of the targeted, desensitized, victimized, sexualized, and criminalized child victims of this movement beginning 45+ years ago! I was the "suicidal transkid" always being tossed into the debates & arguments to further the TransQueer Agenda. What they don't want you to know is that I became a suicidal trans-adult because affirmation, transition, acceptance, wrong-sex hormones, diversity, equity, and inclusivity do not remove depression, angst, trauma, pain, brokenness, or suicidal tendencies. In fact, those latter issues are only worsened with the former.

I was a member/advocate of/for the TransQueer Rainbow Movement for 30+ years. I was on wrong-sex hormones at age 14. I was HIV/AIDS positive at age 14. I was targeted, sexualized, sex-trafficked, criminalized and perverted by this cult of death, suicide and pederasty. Being a victim of it, I can most certainly call it a cult! I was a dysphoric youth trying to hide in a false identity. Victimization and victim-mentality are very real. The comorbidities and underlying issues youth suffer now, are the actual basis for the abnormal condition of mental confusion (DYSphoria) for which most of them suffer.

Please Heed These Words... You Must Do Your Part To Stop This Assault On Children, Society, Culture, Women, Biology and Humankind! We will NOT be getting another chance if we squander away the reprieve we have been blessed with in having Trump win the election. Whether you agree with him or not, this is the time to defeat this cult and rescue the youth! The war is not over. This cult will not stop because of an EO or because some bills are passed, it must be outlawed & jailed. Then, for the individuals that have been bamboozled by deception and perversion, they must be given the mental health care they so desperately need.

I was trans-identified for 20+ years! I did not just live a lie, I BECAME THE LIE! I was perverted, trafficked and severely abused by the "trusted adults" in my life... teachers, neighbors, a parent of a friend, relatives, and others. I became an agent for my handlers, and I assisted in the recruiting of other youth. I did so as a youth and as a young adult.

I know this movement from the inside out. I know how it operates and why it does what it does. I am telling you that this movement WILL destroy anyone in its path, especially children! Why are some politicians and law-makers so intrigued by this movement? How are educators, or anyone that claims to care about the safety and health of children, pushing this agenda? I can tell you how this movement has gained legal, social and cultural protections. Please allow me to shine some light on that for you;

As a former Trans-Prostitute most of my clients were men in power. Many of my clients were AGP, transvestites, fetishists, perverted into Sado-Masochism & Bondage/Discipline. These men were judges, lawyers, CEOs, influential local authorities (law officers, a fire chief, etc), politicians, law-makers, bill writers, even a few actors from Hellywood.

Anyone that stands up to defend, protect, encourage, promote or celebrate the TransQueer Agenda, the assault on children, furthering mental illness, and the sexualization of children is a threat to all of the weak, worn, vulnerable people they come into contact with. Any judge that rules in favor of this cult is suffering with a paraphilia. Any politician that votes in favor of this cult has been infiltrated and perverted themselves. There are no other reasons for anyone to promote, encourage, celebrate or push this diabolical agenda unless they are truly bamboozled by the emotional blackmail of this cult or maybe they are pedophiles and pedo-apologists themselves, even those who are tainted by "donations" and fees have been corrupted into this war against children.

While “gender-dysphoria” or “gender identity disorder” is a mental disorder in & of itself, there are other mental disorders that fall under the same trans umbrella because the individuals suffering from these mental and sexual disorders can identify as “trans” or “gender-dysphoric” or “transgender” or "queer" etc... etc... etc...

AGP or autogynephilia – Males that are sexually aroused by the thought of themselves as women (but do not actually want to become women) and/or wearing women's clothing (especially undergarments).

Transvestites – Males/Females that are sexually aroused by wearing opposite-sex clothing.

Fetishists – a form of sexual behavior in which gratification is linked to an abnormal degree to a particular object, activity, part of the body, etc

What is a "paraphilia?"

Paraphilia - condition characterized by abnormal sexual desires, typically involving extreme and/or dangerous activities. *Some examples of paraphilias: pedophilia, rape, AGP, bestiality, transvestism, and this list can go on and on.*

Those who suffer with these conditions, or paraphilias, are also those who fall under that bright, colorful & shiny “TransQueer Rainbow Umbrella” and these individuals can, and do, label themselves as "trans." These are the individuals that are fighting viciously to be allowed in women's bathrooms, spas, lockerrooms, showers, clubs and even women's prison cells!

The pro-trans judges, politicians (local & federal), lawmakers, CEO’s of million/billion dollar companies, actors, influential wealthy people and let's not forget the medical professionals, all suffer one or more of those paraphilias mentioned above, and these men are not standing against the immorality of transitioning, mutilating, sterilization or butchering of children, or even allowing males into female spaces because they are saturated in the perversions of lewd and lascivious TransQueer deviance and other sexual perversions.

The immoral find it extremely hard, if not impossible, to stand up against immorality no matter how much they may disagree with it! As porn has enveloped the world; those individuals too suffer from perversion. When someone dwells in immorality they will not stand against immorality out of fear their own perversions will be revealed. Same reason why so many do not want Epstein's "list" to be revealed.

Whether these men suffer from a paraphilia named above or are consumed by another mental disorder like pedophilia, porn-addiction, satanic-ritual-abuse (SRA), narcissisms, sex-trafficking, sexual abuse, and the list goes on; these men are laughing behind closed doors as they promote, push, fund, affirm, encourage and celebrate these attacks on children; this includes voting to keep explicit materials in classrooms/libraries, pushing bills and passing laws that further the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult's agenda, or even affirming a child's mental disorder by chemically castrating them with potent drugs. These things all give extra/special rights to mentally disabled individuals. ALL trans-identified people have a mental disorder and need HELP, NOT HORMONES!

When do we start to actually protect the mentally ill from having their mental illness go untreated, get promoted, be encouraged, pushed and affirmed? Aren't there laws that protect the mentally disabled from being exploited? Aren't there laws that protect children from being targeted and preyed upon? Why aren't we protecting them?!!?!?!

As a former transgender individual and a former trans-prostitute of MANY years; I have seen, dealt with, and befriended many of these men with sexually deviant paraphilias that I have mentioned above. You would be shocked at just how many married, clean-cut, successful men, even some sitting in chambers voting on laws & bills, are wearing women’s panties, garters or stockings underneath their business suits, judges robes, uniforms, etc…

These men have been my clients and I know how warped and demented they are, and can be! I have personally experienced the perversions, the outrage and the very dangerous physical attacks of some of my clients to where I thought my life would end. I have had judges, lawyers, powerful businessmen, politicians, a few Hellywood actors, etc etc etc... come into my home or motel room and take off their manly clothing only to reveal women's lingerie. Some of these men were wearing their own wives' panties & undergarments.

Many of them are creating bills and passing laws to protect this ungodly and perverted cult. Some of these men have even "come out" as trans and put on a good act for society, remaining the tortured perverted men they are. Some of them sit next in chambers and vote to have parents rights limited, children to be able to be butchered by "affirming care" and an array of pro-TransQueer cult activity. Trust me when I say that these men are so perverted and emotionally unstable that their judgement should be questioned on every single topic! These men should not be trusted with/around children.

How many principals in the public/government school system are secretly wearing women’s panties at work?? They are being constantly sexually aroused as they gently and innocently rest their hand on a child’s shoulder or as they pat a child on the head. What comes next? You do not want to know!

How many teachers suffer from paraphilias that are going untreated as these sexually obsessive desires grow out of control? How many children sit in their classrooms being lusted after? Is this a chance anyone is willing to take? Especially during a time when pornographic/obscene materials are being presented to children, in the name of 'art,' around every corner in culture, society and in their classrooms! The uprise of educators and so-called "safe adults" being convicted of child sex crimes answers that!

How many judges are hearing cases of children victimized and then allow their ruling to be influenced by the stirring in their loins, as they sit on the bench wearing women’s stockings under their robes: sexually aroused?

How many women will be locked in a cell tonight with a male (that identifies as trans) that has committed heinous sex crimes against women and/or children? How many of those women will be raped, impregnated or worse? One would be too many, or should I say ONE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH!!!

How many politicians or law-makers will cast their vote to further the lgbTQia+ Trans Queer Rainbow Agenda while being enveloped in their own sexually immoral fetishes, lusts, fantasies or desires? How many of those men are wearing women's clothing?

Honestly, how many people do you think would stand up against immorality and the sexualization of children while they suffer from a mental disorder or paraphilia that would place them under the protection of that bright, glittery, colorful Rainbow Umbrella? Some of them wish they could "come out" as well, but since they don’t (because of their own moral compass) they will promote, encourage, vote for, affirm and celebrate the chaos and turmoil parading around as “diversity, equity and inclusivity.”

Please heed these words. I don't claim to have all of the answers but THIS I know, and I know it very well. My proof? My past! As a registered sex-offender I can attest to the recruiting, sex-trafficking, deviant targeting of youth this cult is all about. THIS is where I can be of use. As an EX-trans/EX-gay and as a victim that spent 30+ years enveloped in that perversion; as a man that identified as a transwoman for over 20 years; as one that has learned more about this cult than most; and as one that is ready, willing & able to expose this dark mass of political wickedness; PLEASE take this information and utilize it.

Please Read My Blog For More Info and Details... HERE

I am here to provide information that no other ex-gay/ex-trans person is going to be willing to provide so easily and openly. Yes, I said EX-gay. I've surrendered my entire life to The LORD JESUS and am not holding onto any false identities. I am only here to provide vital information to those who are serious about stopping the TransQueer agenda and stopping this war on society, culture, and the youth!

Need more background on me? HERE YA GO! "
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In GOD We Trust

1/30/2025

Trusting GOD Almighty as HE reveals our true identity is a really big step for many of us because trust doesn’t come easy for us. But we must trust HIM! We must do so confidently and focused on the fact that it will bring us into an intimate bond with HIM, and our brethren.

Neither the liberal nor conservative views regarding sin serves the healing purposes of GOD Almighty. I am not a democrat. I am not a republican. I am a Man of GOD and as a man of GOD I am commanded to see things through GOD’S lens. I am liberal on some issues and conservative on other issues.

We must stay focused on the commission already given us and not look to men and their weak understanding or personal interpretation of The Word. So, let’s focus on The Cross and on those around us that are in dire need of JESUS The CHRIST.

In spite of our own helplessness and emotional turmoil, there is Freedom. That freedom is found only in JESUS The CHRIST, as HE accepts us. HE has broken the power of our strongholds, our habits, our addictions, our sins, at the cross. Yet that doesn’t mean we have nothing else to do.

Created in the image of GOD Almighty; born in the image of Adam.

While sin has distorted HIS Image in us, our One True Living GOD robed HIMSELF in flesh, came to this earth becoming the man, JESUS The CHRIST, to be the sacrifice for your wrongs and mine! HE suffered death to Redeem us from all iniquity and to restore us to our intended identity, and to restore us in the liberty HE desires for HIS Children. We do have solid Hope!

To enter into The Way, we must continue to press forward towards the mark. Will we entrust our lives into those hands that were pierced for us? Will we commit ourselves to doing HIS Will rather than our own? Are we ready, willing and able to trust HIS Guidance rather than our own, or others’, ideas of what is best for us?

Our lives have been "unmanageable!" We must know by now that we have been under the wrong management. Now it is time that we learn how to give our life over to the Only ONE who can properly manage it. It is time to surrender.

We may have tried to entrust our lives to HIM before and failed. We may have entrusted our lives to HIM at one time and taken them back. Whatever may have gone wrong before, now we seek what HE desires for us, to rediscover who HE Created us to be in JESUS The CHRIST.

At one time I managed to confuse knowledge with faith. I thought that the more Bible I crammed into my head, the more Faith that I would have. I studied and studied, day by day, morning and night; faithfully attended “church” and entered the ministry.

I filled my head with Bible truth only to find that my Faith was still not strong enough to withstand the blows that came to me in life.

Please don’t misunderstand me. Knowledge is necessary. You cannot trust in The One you do not know. Knowledge alone, however, is not enough for Faith. "Faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of GOD" (Romans 10:17), but faith is not merely hearing. It only comes by hearing.

Knowledge is the beginning of faith, but it is only the beginning. Truth must filter down from our heads into the very fiber of our souls. This does not happen quickly or easily. It is not obtained by mere human effort. It is the gift of GOD over time. I learned this slowly and painfully. And guess what? I am still learning and will continue to ‘be learning’ until HE comes for me. None of us has “arrived.” Remember that!

In the past, before surrendering to JESUS The CHRIST, when life overwhelmed me, I turned for comfort to homosexual activity, random sex, pornography, masturbation, gambling, drugs and the list goes on. This only led to greater woe--guilt, shame, fear, prison, disease, hurt, the loss of family & friends.

In the first few years of my walk there was doubt that I had any faith at all. I constantly feared that I could be lost forever--that JESUS The CHRIST would abandon me, and that HIS final word to me would be, "I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness." (Matthew 7:21-23).
Then, at a very low point in my walk, after I stumbled big time, GOD HIMSELF reached out to me. I cannot explain or describe it. Words are inadequate.

HE took the Truths I had learned (my study was not in vain) and began to apply them to my heart. Tenderly, The HOLY SPIRIT applied the balm of HIS Truth to my soul, and slowly I began to revive. HE gave me a heart transplant.

Not only did The FATHER minister to my heart directly, HE also used others to open my eyes to the meaning of HIS Scriptures for my life. HE taught me to meditate on HIS Truth until I could see how it applied to me and then to praise HIM for the mercy and grace I experienced as a result of this process.

Please be assured I still have much to learn.

I agree with the Apostle Paul, "12 Not that I have already obtained it or have already become perfect, but I press on so that I may lay hold of that for which also I was laid hold of by Christ Jesus. 13 Brethren, I do not regard myself as having laid hold of it yet; but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, 14 I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus." ~ Philippians 3:12-14

Faith To Believe

1/29/2025

Will Faith give me strength for my struggle?

Faith can open our eyes to things we have not seen before, making us very aware of what we have missed, denied, been blinded to, or just ignored.

With my own experience as a former homosexual/transgender, I have come to realize many things; one being that as individuals are introduced to homosexuality they automatically, without consideration, accept the labels & beliefs of that cult. Putting on that identity closes many other doors and draws lines in the sand that would not otherwise exist.

I was labeled a homosexual/transgender, and I accepted that without considering it as anything but “normal.” So, everything that occurred in my life after the acceptance of that deceptive identity happened to a homosexual or transgender person as far as I was concerned, in my own reasoning.

Any of the characteristics or desires of heterosexuality, or just from me being a male, were totally silenced and denied without me ever having to consider or recognize them. This was due to my own delusion of my thoughts and feelings based on an, or some, experience/s.

My brain was trained to deny anything outside of my emotional and mental state of belief. I was deceived from a very early age. Lack of intimacy, lack of Truth and lack of knowledge. Molestation and abuse can do that to an individual.

Once a person truly believes that they are something very specific, it is almost impossible to make them believe something different because it goes against their thoughts and feelings, and everything they have ever come to know, think, feel or accept in this world. This was not just something I did, it was who and what I was! I didn’t live a lie, I became the lie.

It is almost like when one of those natural, or normal, sexual urges or attractions would rear its face, I immediately denied and blocked it out because of the lie that I had already accepted; I was a homosexual/transgender. Nothing more could possibly be available to me.

I could not possibly be attracted to the opposite sex because I had accepted the identity of a homosexual person. I was blinded to everything around me that was not in line with my own thoughts & feelings; my deception.

This deception distorted my entire perception of everything that was going on around me as well as within me! For me, any male was a potential sex partner and could give me the “love” & “affirmation” that I was so desperately seeking.

My reality was distorted. My reality was not reality at all but a fantasy land of emotional turmoil and desire for attention. This had to be corrected by Faith.

Faith allows us to see things through GOD’S lens and to recognize our good, and unchangeable heterosexual design.

Faith gives sight!

As we, through Faith in Truth, reject the lie that “we are homosexual, transgender, gender-fluid, or whatever lie we have claimed, and we stop believing that we cannot change because our “orientation” is immutable, and we embrace the Truth that we are heterosexual by design; by Creation; by Intent; and in JESUS The CHRIST our identity abides, then reality can be clearly seen and healing can begin.

Mark 9:23 ~ 23 And Jesus said to him, “‘If You can?’ All things are possible to him who believes.”

It is most times our own doubts that keep us from acting and overcoming. I was a part of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow “community.” I had “put on” that identity. That cult became my entire identity. The deception was very real, and I was very sincere when trapped in that false identity. Truth is, I was simply satisfying the lusts of my flesh in my journey to belong.

Just like JESUS The CHRIST said, in Mark 9:23, that “all things are possible to him who believe,” the same is true for unbelief. We become our own worst enemy by not believing Truth and by believing the lies. Those lies trap us, and we are caught up in the web of deception against our own selves and only JESUS The CHRIST can rescue us as we hang on that cliff clenching those rocks of deception, delusion, perversion, addiction, and so on.

Faith is what we gain, and what grows as we surrender and trust The FATHER.

The Secret History Of WPATH

1/25/2025

Please read this very informative article, The Secret History of WPATH, The Perverse Cult That Pushed Gender Madness Into The Mainstream. After reading this article, my words will mean so much more. From the very beginning, this darkness has been pushed, promoted, funded and encouraged by perverted evil people with mental disorders, fetishes, perversions and spiritual oppression/possession, trying desperately to alter GOD'S Creation as intended and designed.

Aside from the history of WPATH or any of the prior organizations of chaos & confusion, let's remember that this is about the history of the organizations where oppressed people go... but maybe we could focus on the oppression itself.

I was a young child when I believed myself to be a "girl trapped in a boy body." THAT is spiritual oppression, maybe even a possession, and it needs to be addressed because aside from the indoctrination and bamboozling that happens to the emotionally & mentally weak and the vulnerable, there is a great number of people who were never subjected to any TransQueer-Gender-Ideology before believing themselves to be "born in the wrong body." That doesn't mean it is innate or "natural." It definitely doesn't mean they were "born in the wrong body!"

Worldly knowledge says that it all stems from mental trauma and comorbidities. When a child is molested or sexually/physically/emotionally/mentally abused then that child most likely suffers from Dissociative Disorder and in the process of dissociating from their own identity this new chosen identity is discovered. It is a way to compartmentalize the pain of trauma and victimization. This does hold some water, and is not completely false. But there is much more to it...

Spiritual knowledge tells us that these spirits of perversion, depression, angst, confusion, etc... never come alone. The spirit of confusion is not of GOD. The sexual addiction of homosexuality or promiscuity, pedophilia, bestiality, etc... comes with the diabolical spirits that actually oppress the individual. There is so much to unwrap here.

I was victimized as a young child. I was molested, abused, sex-trafficked and confused. I found some sense of safety in not being who/what I was. The spirits that oppressed me were plentiful... suicide, confusion, perversion, drugs, alcohol, addiction, and so on and so on!

When a child, or anyone, is molested, raped or assaulted, there is a transference of spiritual oppression (or possession) and we call these STDs, Sexually Transmitted Demons!

There were no lgbTQia TransQueer "safe rooms" in my elementary school. There were no drag queens telling stories in my library. There were no men dressed as women parading around the streets of my town that were obvious to me as a child, nor did I have any contact with them types of people. Yet, that darkness still enveloped me. Why? I was traumatized by the perversion that created it from the beginning of time; the original trans-spirit, Baphomet!

Will be doing a live stream about this very soon... stay tuned

Grooming: Desensitization Leads To Sexualization

1/24/2025

Children Are Being Assaulted! Minds Are Being Raped! Hearts Are Being Darkened!

The lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult damaged me severely by the age of 10 as I believed the lie that I was a girl trapped in a boy body. I had numerous sex partners, had been molested several times and was just a shell of the once happy little boy that dwelled within.

As a child that was groomed I believed that sex was love. I was starving for male affirmation, predators knew that I was a target. I was so sexualized by age 10 that I would even seek out molesters in seedy public bathrooms or at bus stops just to feel some sense of male attention.

By 11 or 12 I was sneaking out late nights, doing drugs & alcohol while engaging in sexual acts with adults, youth and anyone that was ready, willing or able.

Age 13 I overdosed on pills. While I would be suicidal for many years to come, and while I would attempt it a few more times, I thought about it a lot and I definitely used those thoughts & feelings to my own advantage to "get my way" or to be pitied. There is a very powerful victimhood you possess when you have a mental condition. The threat of suicide is emotional blackmail.

By 14 my only aspiration was to be the best hooker I could be as a homeless runaway HIV+ prostitute addict buying & using wrong-sex hormones on the black market. Spiraling into the demented emotional rollercoaster. I was a boy being invaded with synthetic poisons in the hopes of being what I could never be. In the hopes of becoming what I could never become.

Childhood??? What's that?!! I am not familiar.

Please heed my words. I'm telling you all what I know to be. This is not just my experience, but the experience of way too many victims of this cult.

Please do not sacrifice your children to the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult. Please!

Get To Know David Arthur K. AKA The Alphabet Man

1/24/2025

David has a powerful testimony of deliverance from a very dark life; including prostitution, sex-trafficking, gender confusion/transgenderism and gender dysphoria, as well as molestation, homosexuality, rape, drugs, alcohol, gambling, and so on. He was also healed on his deathbed from full blown AIDS, having no immune system, with several infections in his brain & blood, severe progressive Osteoporosis, diabetes, various mental issues, etc..

David was sexually abused from around the age of 5 or 6. A sex addict before he became a teenager. David was the suicidal transkid always brought into the debates or arguments to push the TransQueer agenda, he that overdosed on pills at age 13, was a runaway prostitute that contracted HIV/AIDS at age 14. After being in & out of jail, psych wards, and prison; he, by age 37, ended up on his deathbed with no hope, and hospice in place. That was in 2009. But GOD!!

With his body weakening in a hospital bed that was placed in his home, David knew hell was what he deserved for all of the horrible things he had done to others in his lifetime. He cried out in desperation. Afraid to die and not wanting to go to hell. David had finally hit rock bottom.

He was so far gone that the doctors sent him home to die, giving him less than 3 months to live. One day he woke up with an incredible Peace, what he calls his "Moment of Grace." A Peace like he had never experienced. He was free of gender confusion, the addictions and the weight of sin that held him captive for his entire life! He had clarity. David still believed he was going to die, but he was no longer afraid of death. He was at Peace. David began praying that through his death others would come to know the Truth as well, and get saved.

David's bones got stronger. He no longer used a walker to get around. He was standing up straight, he hadn't done so in almost 2 years. Then the doctors told him his diabetes was mysteriously gone. After that, the HIV/AIDS virus was no longer detectable in his system. His immune system returned. Chronic Major Depression, bipolar, anxiety, PTSD and many other "diagnoses" were just gone.

You don't want to miss hearing David tell of the Freedom that is available from any & all addiction, strongholds, perversions and even habits, as well as how, in this process, he was allowed to see, with clarity, that he was created male and could never change that. He received clarity that his circumstances & trauma perverted a natural desire for male affirmation into what we call same-sex attraction. David tried to live as a "gay Christian" but quickly discovered it was not possible to claim that false identity and walk in a right relationship with GOD.

Since his "Moment of Grace" and being rescued from the cesspools of gender dysphoria, the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult and all of the lust-filled activity of homosexuality & perversion, David walked in "The Way" for 11+ years and then left the path GOD placed him on, to learn some valuable lessons on ministering to those trapped in the deceptions of same-sex attraction, perversion and transgenderism.

David has learned to give GOD Glory for all of the amazing & miraculous work HE has done in, with and through his life. David now sees clearly that nobody can be same-sex attracted (homosexual/gay), and still remain in a right relationship with The FATHER! It is just not possible.

David says, begin quote ~ "I know what I've said in the past about same-sex attraction, I was wrong. Same-sex attraction is not a part of our design. It is a part of our fallen & broken nature.

You can not be same-sex attracted and be a Christian. You can not be in a same-sex relationship and be a Christian."

David has always been transparent about his criminal past, he states, begin quote ~ "I recognize the power in transparency which is why I have always been very open about my criminal record, and have never tried to hide anything. So, this is all of the details...

I befriended a woman, also a drug-addict, who abandoned her 12 year old son at my apartment. When I called Child Protective Services and reported her, word quickly got back to her that I called CPS. The grapevine in the lgbTQia+ TransQueer rainbow world is maliciously active. She came and got her son that night.

The next day I was greeted by two detectives who asked me lots of disturbing questions. These men were disgusted by my appearance as a transgender woman. They accused me of exposing myself to the 12 year old boy who was left in my home. The boy had obviously been coached as what to say because these detectives truly thought I was guilty, or maybe they just wanted me to be because I was a man with breasts. They didn’t arrest me at that point, but they did tell me not to leave town. So, I left town.

I went back home to Philadelphia. I now had a warrant in Florida for my arrest; “lewd and lascivious acts in the presence of a minor". Sadly, the law says if you run then you must be guilty! That's not always so. Philadelphia welcomed me home with charges for prostitution, aggravated assault and various other crimes I'd never went to court for.

I was twenty-two years old, I was so confused about my own identity, lost, broken, trans-identified (gender confused) male living as a "woman" and I was HIV+ and a victim of molestation and sex-trafficking. To say that my mind was warped and that my state of awareness was destroyed would be an understatement.

I was eventually sent to jail. There I became a “commodity.”

I was extradited from Philadelphia to a county jail in Orlando, Florida, where I was not only a commodity, but the new “girl” in town. I was used & abused there as well. Eventually I was released on probation.

The court case went like this: Upon my arrest, my family retained an attorney for me, who came into court, saw me, and told me to take "the deal" (the plea offer) that the state was offering. She said if I took my case to trial, I would lose without a doubt, because I looked like a woman but I was a man. She said I'd get 20+ years because nobody would believe I was innocent because of my "lifestyle."

This attorney told me that from my appearance and proclaimed transgenderism alone, there was no jury or judge who would look at me as being innocent. In society’s eyes I was a man who had breasts and was a “sexual freak of nature, a pervert.” Imagine an attorney saying that today! She'd have been disbarred, maybe even brought up on charges. The lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Mafia would've went after her bigtime!

Anyways, for those who do not know what a plea offer is, it is an admission of guilt without having to say the word guilty. So I took the plea offer and accepted 10 years probation for a crime I did not commit, “a lewd and lascivious act in the presence of a minor.”

I was arrested on a probation violation for drugs, prostitution and robbing a gas station. I was also charged with failing to register (comply) at the time as well. During the sting operation it was discovered that my "boyfriend," who was with me in our hotel room, was 14/15 years old. This did not look good for me as a "convicted sex offender" and so I was given the option of another charge or to "cash in" my probation in exchange for state prison time. I chose the state prison time.

I have since then come to the conclusion that, even though I was not guilty of the original crime I was charged with, I was indeed guilty of the crime itself in that I DID chase after teenage boys, and young men in general, and I DID lure them into my dark web of sexual gratification and deception. I recruited boys into the cult, just as I'd been recruited.

I made the choice to become that monster, and I know it was a choice, because I would eventually choose not to do any of those things. I also watched how common it was for youth to be “recruited” (another word for targeted, desensitized, sexualized, groomed, molested, victimized, conditioned & criminalized) into that dark movement of deception.

This is what is happening now. This is why I air my own dirty laundry, in hopes of others waking up to this delusion of rainbows & unicorns.

I was far from alone in this, but I don't say this to shift blame or make excuses for what I've personally done; but to make people aware of what is going on within this bright colorful rainbow of love cult. A very large portion of the dark lgbTQia+ TransQueer Rainbow Cult members engage in the sexualization of youth. Look at what's happening with all of the perversions being allowed into classrooms and libraries.

"Groomed to groom" is the rainbow cults forte'.

This is one reason so many young adults today are on the streets, on drugs, drinking, being abused, used, entrapped in porn, sex-trafficking, prostitution, stripping, all types of immorality, etc.

I attracted & seduced teenage boys by the way I looked and dressed, not to mention how I enticed them with sex & material things. This was the behavior that I experienced as a child. Programmed, or "conditioned" is what each of these youth become, just as I did.

This is what I saw and this is what I learned from the depths of the lgbTQia+ TransQueer rainbow movement. It stares us all in the face right now as we see the drag-queen shows in schools or being held and advertised as "child friendly" or "for all ages" when they're not suitable for most adults! The prideful & sexual marches of lewdness & perversion that people bring their children to bear witness to!

What is wrong with us!!

The majority of this movement has been luring/seducing youth into that dark world for decades; using them up sexually, profiting off of them, passing them around and then discarding them like common garbage when they are of no more "use" to them. The end result leaves many of these victims as alcoholics & drug addicts, on some type of psyche medications, prostituting themselves because they have no self-love or worth, as well as getting into the porn industry & sex-trafficking rings. They've been "groomed to groom."

Yes, I was guilty of perpetrating this very thing. And no, I am not afraid to tell the truth because this is why I've made it through the storms and survived. For such a time as this!

The difference from then (1980's & 1990's) and now is that this lgbTQia+ rainbow cult is IN THE SCHOOLS, IN THE CURRICULUM, IN THE LIBRARIES, IN THE BOOKS, IN THE MATERIALS, IN THE MUSIC, IN THE MOVIES, IN THE WEBSITES, IN THE COURTROOMS, IN THE LEGAL SYSTEM, IN THE GOVERNMENT and IN CHILDREN'S HEARTS & MINDS!!

I got out of prison in 2006. I have not so much as had a traffic ticket since. I truly am a new man; Redeemed; Justified; Free; A New Creation. I am a grateful, honored and Blessed man to have been given a second chance to right the wrongs and expose this cult that is hellbent on enveloping culture and society, but especially the children!

NOBODY should endure not one iota of what I endured! That is why I press forward. That is why I do what I do.

I wanted to give comment to a few of the false comments being made by a small group of trans-activist extremists that go out of their way to post my sex offender registry status all over the internet and wherever they can find an audience as this is a very weak attempt to silence me. THEY hate when I speak out and expose their wicked ways!

I was NOT charged with multiple counts of ANYTHING (except prostitution). The ONLY reason I am a "lifetime registrant" in the state of Maine is because I came from another state when I moved to Maine. The reason my charge is listed as "sex offense against child fondling" is because the statute number for my charge in Florida is different here in Maine. That's it. That's all.

I am NOT deemed a predator, nor do I have ANY restrictions on where I can go, who I can be around or things I must adhere to like probation, therapy, etc... I am FREE and have NO STATE GUIDED RESTRICTIONS or RESPONSIBILITIES, except what any other law abiding citizen has.

My past is always being used as a way to attack or discredit my testimony and silence me; when in fact, it only strengthens my testimony and gives proof of what this cult does to youth. I can NOT be silenced and I WILL NOT be silenced. I will keep exposing the agenda of this cult until it is stopped!" end quote

Politics As Normal... I Guess.

1/24/2025

I have spoken/testified at a lot of board meetings, school board meetings, political bills, hearings, etc... but some things are the same no matter where I have went, or who the crowd was.

I watch as boys & girls and men & women go to the microphone and regurgitate incorrect statistics & standardized responses that they are force fed by the lgbTQia TransQueer Cult. But most importantly, I watch individuals voice their thoughts & feelings in defense of their new "family," the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult and in defense of their new "identities" that their new "family" has so graciously provided them.

As I looked around those rooms I am devastated. I see so many different stages of my own journey through deception, confusion, transgenderism, abuse, being a cult member and advocate all being represented in these confused, controlled and conned young men and women taht are there to defend their thoughts & feelings. I see boys in different stages of confusion and chaos. Girls that want to be boys suffering in an existence that has yet to give them fulfilment. Men and women living vicariously through the youth they are preying on while claiming to protect them.

There are men dressed like women that called themselves transgender women. Some of those men are not gender dysphoric, but are AGP, autogynephiles, which is a man that is sexually aroused by wearing women's clothing or fantasizing about himself being a woman. Sadly, the average person doesn't know what being AGP means, or if being gender dysphoric is the same as having a paraphilia or fetish.

There is even a tug of war amongst the trans-identified individuals because gender-dysphoric persons do not want the AGP, fetishists or those who suffer from various paraphilias to be able to make the claim of being "trans." It is a slippery slope when it comes to the Trans-Umbrella. See Blog Post ~ TransQueer Agenda Exposed

I had never used the men's room with so many women before until I started to showing up to testify at these political hearings, it is odd to say the least. It always gives me a moment to ponder just how uncomfortable, it is when youth are forced to endure opposite sex individuals in their own private spaces like the bathroom, locker rooms, spas or showers. I would think that it would be much more traumatic for youth than for adults because there is a lingering stigma that tells them if they speak out against this movement then they will be targeted, humiliated, singled out and who knows what would happen to them. A sad situation.

I remember watching three young men, that were in various stages of transitioning, and thinking that I could see myself in each of them at some point in my confused reckless teenage years. One was so uncomfortable in his own skin that he kept as much of it as he possibly could hidden. He had gloves on that hid his hands, except the fingertips were cut off of the gloves to show his painted fingernails. He had a mask on over his high necked sweater so all that was visible were his make-up laden eyes and some of his rouge covered cheeks. Any skin that was able to be seen was also covered in tattoos or with jewelry.

How much more do they have to holler? How much louder must they scream? Who is going to hear them? Most importantly, who is going to help them? The ones with all of the power have the real control over each of these misled misfits. The powers that be do not care if you vote for parental rights, you will still be kept in the dark. The powers that be don't care if you vote to stop medicalizing, butchering, sterilizing and sacrificing children, they will still trans your children! Believe that.

I remember there was a case-manager who told a story about a school that helped a teenager to be placed on wrong-sex hormone therapy. The committee asked her to submit proof. While she had no physical proof, there is no doubt in my mind that it actually happened. I do know that teachers and counselors have already taken it upon themselves to invite Planned Parenthood and other evil organizations into their classrooms, private offices, and in groups where false information, wrong-sex hormones and puberty blockers have been given to children, just like predatory drug-dealers. All done without parents consent or knowledge. It happens, this I know for a fact!

There was a father that spoke, he was in full drag. He claimed to be transgender; he talked about his children who were also enveloped by this delusional and emotionally driven choo choo train. Hop on board kids! Daddy is going to take you for a ride, straight into the dark abyss of defiance and rebellion to all that is. My heart was twisted and my stomach turned as he made these claims. All I could think was, "Doesn't anyone else actually hear what he is saying?! This is child abuse!!" But nobody else seemed to care, or maybe they didn't care enough to react and be deemed a bigot, hypocrite or transphobe, or maybe they feared this dark satanic cult of death, suicide, intimidation and perversion.

We cannot please everyone. Nor should we. We will not all agree on everything. Nor should we. We must all know there are moral laws by which we live. Whether you believe in GOD or not, we all have a sense of what is right and what is wrong that dwells somewhere in us, it is programmed into us from creation. I know that the weight of oppression has caused that to be buried deep in some folks, while others have been brainwashed to believe there is no moral authority in their life except what their cult thinks or feels is appropriate or not.

I once claimed to "feel like a woman" for over 20 years. That was not only absurd but impossible. Having never actually been a woman, I could not possibly know what a woman "feels like." Then there is the fact that being a woman is not a feeling but a reality. A biological reality. A male can never be a woman no matter how many pills, shots, procedures or surgeries he has. He will always be a man. Some will be men that have mutilated their genitalia with the lies of "gender affirmation surgery!"

One young man said he didn't "feel like a man" because he was a woman and so he had to fix the outside to match the inside. To bad for him that he didn't have any adults in his life that cared enough to tell him that he could only "feel like a man" because he is a man. He has over 6,500 chromosome markers in his body that make him distinctly male.

I feel the pain, confusion and the anguish in those hearings, school board meetings or wherever I am where there is a group of folks who have been bamboozled by the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult. It reminds me that those individuals are being exploited by one of the darkest movements this world has ever encountered. The lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult is, in fact, the largest mass of political evil ever known to mankind. Never has a more unstable, unethical, delusional, gross, uncaring, and hateful experiment ever been subjected onto children or those who are weak, weary, worn, challenged or mentally unstable.

Targeting children, preying on them, desensitizing them, sexualizing, butchering, devouring, victimizing, mutilating, demoralizing, grooming and blatantly abusing children. Doing this right in front of the rest of the world while we all sit back, complain, blog, protest, march, yell, whine and pussyfoot around like wimps. It is time for some serious action. It is time to unite, regardless of whether or not you agree on someone else's religion, beliefs or politics. Stand as one, push back and stop this genocide of youth. More specifically, mentally ill youth that are being exploited because of their disorders, comorbidities and desire to belong.

Honestly, the absolute only answer right now is to take your child out of public government run schools and homeschool! There are solutions for those who truly want to save children. There are also a lot of excuses out there for those who aren't so true in their claims.

As a detransitioner (EXtrans) that was targeted and groomed, that also became a groomer as well as a criminal, addict and mentally unstable man in distress and in a dress, I am making myself available for parents, citizens, ministries, fellowships, organizations, and whoever else that wishes to gain insight, ask questions, hear testimony or talk about solutions in the moment as well as in a time such as this.

Safe In The Cage

1/24/2025

I found some very early journal entries from 2009 & 2010; I was fresh out of the world of perversion. This is pretty deep, and detailed. This is my own personal life experience and knowledge that I've gained in my life.

Journal Entry 09/15/2010 6:09 am- "I didn't mind getting in trouble and being sent to the hole [solitary confinement] because in lockdown I could stay in bed all day and my meals were brought to me. "This is the LIFE," I thought to myself on more than one occasion in the filthy 6' X 9' cement room while laying on my inch thick worn out piece of foam that they called a mattress that rested on a cold steel frame. That was the county jail... then I finally graduated... to PRISON!

It was a whole new ball game, now I was being housed with real convicts that had a lot more time to do than the guys I was used to in the county jails. These convicts were also guilty of some horrible & heinous crimes.

My first week in prison I had been 'coerced' to engage in many sexual activities with more than a handful of guys, not to mention the ones I was doing just for kicks. It wasn't so much that I minded being raped, it was almost nothing at that point in my life. I knew how to lay there, take it and zone out so I could move on and forget it when the perpetrator was done with me. I was... just a commodity after all.

Sad existence to be immune to rape, and to believe it okay or normal to be forced to be the subject of some random man's lusts & pleasures. Especially afterwards, to not report it but to just take a shower, wash it away and move on. At times I believe I found solace in the attention I got, or the deranged thought that I was just "that sensual!"

I always wanted more, just didn't know it was available to someone like me. I really just wanted to be loved or at least held and appreciated. But if they couldn't handle that then it was time they went to the canteen and took care of me from that point forward. I became a hooker on the inside of those prison walls because I was a hooker on the outside them. It truly is all I knew, engaging in sexual activities with men and boys. And it was what I thought 'survival' was all about.

There was one incident that haunted me for years; I was transferred to another prison and I punched a corrections officer in the face for calling me "queer". (that word was a very derogatory & insulting slur)

After hitting the officer, I knew I was wrong. But I was emotionally driven by thoughts & feelings w/ the abnormal condition of mental confusion: that is gender dysphoria. I was attacked, maced, beat on, stomped on and hurt badly by the Response Team. After being dragged across the entire compound (literally) to the confinement block, I was put into a shower stall naked; beaten and stomped on some more by the officers. I was also "gassed" every few hours... that is military grade tear-gassed. Then I was placed in a cell with 2 "lifers" (convicts serving life sentences).

Both of these men were in solitary confinement lockdown for at least a year each. I was totally, literally & horrifically used & abused. Severely raped and abused for days! I was rescued by chance. The one friend I had made there, a nurse from the main compound, just so happened to fill in for the usual nurse that day and had to bring medications to an inmate that was in the lock-down area they had me in.

She saw me laying on a mat, on the floor, beaten down, bruised, out of it and completely drained and she demanded I be brought down to the main compound ASAP. She probably saved my life. It was nothing nice and I was reminded of those horrible 3 days & nights for a very long time with the stitches, the aches, pains (internal and external), as well as the terrible nightmares I suffered for years to come.

I was transferred out of there right after I was rescued by the nurse, and informed I could file a formal report OR I could forget it ever happened, be sent to another facility, get all of my "gain time" (something the prison system gives you (or takes away) for good behavior) and get out of prison sooner, rather than later. The admin blackmailed me into not reporting how the officers on that compound treated me or the danger they placed me in by putting me in a cell with 2 convicts serving life sentences.

Of course I opted for the latter. I did my time but what really surprised me the most was that I actually felt bad when it was time for me to go home. I wasn't quite sure I wanted to leave. I was "safe in the cage"!
*End Of Entry*

What is "Safe In The Cage?" It is a term used when someone is in prison and they get so used to the safety/confines of having their meals, accommodations etc... all taken care of that they don't really have a desire to be "free." I've known some inmates to commit another crime before their release date just to stay in prison.

In prison I received so much attention. I was the closest thing to a woman some of those men would ever see again. That was my mentality and the way I thought. Sad, I know. I am so very Blessed to be able to look back and see the man I am today! What a Powerful GOD we have!

The tears I cry as I post this blog! I hadn't thought about that scenario in a very long time. GOD Kept me safe in HIS Grip even when I was denying HIM and ignoring HIM.

It amazes me at times.

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