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Dr. John Money: The Pedo-Apologist ​That Coined The Term/Concept Of "Gender"

1/24/2025

 
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“Gender Identity” is propaganda! Although it is a hot-topic today and has become a focal point of not just social discourse, but legal policy and procedure, it remains something that was invented to cause chaos, division, and confusion. Few people know it’s disturbing origins.

Dr. John Money, a sexologist and psychologist who practiced at the infamous Johns Hopkins Hospital, is considered the first to actually coin, or utilize, the terms “gender identity” and “gender role,” describing the “internal experience of sexuality” and the “social expectations of male and female behavior." These concepts are prominently featured in trans activism today and are used to bolster claims of “gender fluidity” as well as a slew of other non-existent propaganda that these extremists claim.

Dr. Money’s history is a dark and very controversial one, the details of which are often neglected when discussing his contribution to the popularization of “gender vs. sex” theory.

Like many sexologists, Dr. Money believed pedophilia was a harmless sexuality which, "when practiced properly,” led to the child suffering no harm. In fact, Dr. Money’s theories on pedophilia were so sympathetic that, to this day, his work is prominently featured on the website of the North American Man-Boy Love Association (NAMBLA) – one of the longest-established & largest pederast rights organizations in the world.

In the 1990s, Dr. Money allowed himself to be featured in interviews with Paidika, a pedophile psychology journal named after the Greek adjective for “boyish,” and has been used by pedophile rights activists to refer to the younger partner in a pederastic (pedophile) relationship.

In a 1991 interview for the journal, Money is quoted as saying: “If I were to see the case of a boy aged ten or eleven who’s intensely erotically attracted toward a man in his twenties or thirties, if the relationship is totally mutual, and the bonding is genuinely totally mutual, then I would not call it pathological in any way.”

And just in case you haven't gotten the Truth memo, please allow me to state that, No Child Can EVER Consent To Sex With Anyone! Ever!!


Dr. Money also noted that he “never” reported any of the pedophiles to police, even those who were actively abusing children, due to his belief that adult-child sex was normal and “often beneficial.” But Dr. Money’s views on pedophilia hardly touch the darkest and most depraved facets of his history; that being the case of David (born Bruce) Reimer.

Born in Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada in 1965, Reimer was the victim of a botched medical circumcision when he was 6 months old. The procedure sought to address a urination problem Reimer was experiencing, but instead left his penis mutilated beyond repair.

Reimer’s parents took him to Baltimore to see Money in 1967, concerned about his future sexual and romantic prospects. At the time, Money was known for his research with intersex people, and was considered a pioneer of gender reassignment.

Money recommended Reimer be subjected to a genital reconstruction to create a vulva and suggested to his parents that raising him as a girl would be in his best interests. He was convinced that “gender” could be socially learned, and Reimer provided an ideal subject through which to test his theories due to having a twin brother, Brian, that could be used as a male control.

Throughout his early childhood, Reimer was never told he was born a male, and he was subjected to hormone therapy early on in order to lead him through a female puberty. Reimer was regularly seen by Money, who tracked his progress in an effort to demonstrate his theory that gender was malleable.

During check-ups, Money would subject the twin boys to disturbing experiments. They were forced to replicate sexual intercourse with each other, touch and inspect each other’s genitals, and watch pornography. Money would show the twins photos from smut magazines and “explicit” sexual photos of kids. He would then prod them about their sexual arousal and question their attractions. The children were also expected to comply in front of audiences of as many as 6 other adults, and some reports state Money also took photos and videos of the children engaged in rehearsed sexual activity. At the time, both of the twins were just 6 years old.

Later testimony from one of the twins stated that Money had “two sides” to his personality — one when their parents were around, and one when they were alone. When alone with the children, Money was abusive and got irate with them for refusing to perform for him. In a later statement, they both recall fearing he would “whup” them if they did not do as he asked and strip their clothes.

As David Reimer aged, he became increasingly resistant to seeing Money, and begged his parents not to force him to go to Baltimore for check-ups. Despite feminizing hormones and surgery, Reimer identified as a male and refused to believe he was a girl though he had never been told he was born a boy — a catastrophic rebuttal of Money’s theories on gender.

By the age of 14, Reimer was experiencing suicidal ideations and refused any further contact with Money. He demanded the truth from his parents, which they eventually told him in 1980.

Despite that, Money proceeded to declare his experiments a success, and his “findings” were used in later studies to justify genital surgeries imposed on some intersex children with ambiguous genitalia.

Both Reimer and his brother would take their own lives, with Brian committing suicide via drug overdose in 2002 after a life-long battle with schizophrenia, and David shooting himself in the head in 2004 at the age of 38. Their parents stated that they attributed their son’s deaths to the trauma imparted upon them from Money’s methods.

Despite the disturbing origins, Money’s legacy lives on in the concept of “gender” as a unique and quantifiable element apart from sex. It also lives on in the existence of gender identity clinics, the first of which was established by Money at Johns Hopkins in 1965.

While proponents of trans ideology sometimes misappropriate Money’s abusive experiments on Reimer as “proof” that a person cannot be forced to live as a “gender” they are not — they gloss over the critical reality that Reimer’s experience demonstrates a person cannot be something they are not, full stop.

No amount of female hormones, clothes, surgery, or sexualization made David Reimer act or think any differently than his very male self-promulgated. Even a synthetic, half-cocked feminized puberty did not change David Reimer.

Reimer was introduced to the bells and whistles of another “gender identity” from the earliest moments of his life as an infant and was still a male — a total refutation of gender activist demands that “trans kids” be provided chemical interventions as early as possible for more “successful” transition outcomes.

In fact, the results of a 30 year-long study conducted in Sweden also confirm this fact. Performed by six distinguished researchers from the Karolinska Institute, the study found that “transwomen” demonstrated male patterns of criminal behavior which persisted even after a full medical and surgical transition. It also found that surgical gender interventions did not make any difference in the suicide rates of transgender patients.

These results have largely been disregarded by extremists and the trans activists, who continue to insist that a man who injects himself with estrogen and wears dresses is no longer a man and does not “think” or “act” like a man. It is here — in the face of a total lack of evidence — where trans activism then takes on its own religious qualities, and begins deferring to magical gendered brains and souls, the solution to which seems to be a therapist and an exorcist, respectively.

Dr. John Money was a pervert. He was a child abuser. He was a pedophile sympathizer (pedo-apologist), as well as a pedophile himself. And if a movement finds its origins in a man like John Money, it is time for that movement to be exposed, and stopped. It is time for culture and society to stand up against the lgbTQia+ TransQueer Rainbow Cult and break away from this type of group-think and this dark cloud of perversion that has enveloped so many of us over the years.

You can watch a moving live stream I did with Dr Judith Reisman and Vicki Joy Anderson: Sexual Revolution 
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You Think You Got This?!!?

1/24/2025

 
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Some people stumble into sin. Some fall. Some jump. While others play around on the edges, seeing how close they can get to it without actually doing it, until they plunge right back into the cesspools that once held them captive.

Poof~Boom~Bam! It really can be that simple. It happened with me... I kept seeing how "strong" I was and how close I could get without falling... until I fell! Head first! 


The very first thing we must do, when coming out of the world, out of the strongholds, perversions, addictions, habits and sin is admit that we are powerless. We must admit that our lives are unmanageable without JESUS The CHRIST. This is not a suggestion, this is a must!

One way to test whether you have done this or need to give it more work is to see how you view the world. Do you look on it with dread or with longing? Do you miss it or are you overjoyed to no longer be a part of it?

Some people, secretly longing for it rather than fearing sin, try to see how close they can get to it without an actual fall. They maintain friendships with those who have chosen to continue in sin and who try to tempt them to do it too. They participate in immoral, unholy & spiritually unbeneficial things. They go to secular movies & watch television programs that are ungodly and full of what The Word demands we steer clear from. Foolishly thinking, "I got this" we end up playing around the edges of sin, only to be amazed & so shocked when we fall in. Then we are stunned at how difficult it really is to get back out of that cesspool of deception!

Outside of JESUS The CHRIST, we are powerless over sin and the god of this world! Some of us never really grasp this concept. This teaches that to try to get near sin without committing it is as sensible as trying to see how near you can get to a grizzly bear without becoming its next meal!

The one who has accepted that they are powerless and has developed a sense of the terrible, destructive power that sin can exercise over their life, stays as far away from it as is humanly possible.

If you don’t want to fall/stumble, then stay away from those people, places & things that will stir in you a sense of false boldness to see how close you can get to the sin without actually sinning. That's just a simple & practical way of stating the reality that Freedom speaks to. 

Accept that you are powerless outside of JESUS The CHRIST. Do this over again thoroughly, thoughtfully & prayerfully. Remember that you are powerless and remember your emotional unmanageability and beware. The CHRIST has been crucified, this ole flesh has not! We must do this on a daily basis or we will fall/stumble into depravity and past deceptions.

"Put ye on the LORD JESUS The CHRIST, and make no provision for the flesh, to fulfill the lusts thereof" ~ Romans 13:14.


Oh Precious FATHER, Will we ever learn? Please teach us, by YOUR Holy Spirit and through YOUR Word, in context, how helpless we are against the flesh, the world and our adversary that is just waiting to pounce & devour each of. Please teach us to abide in YOU and to keep as much distance between ourselves and sin as is humanly possible.

Allow us to learn from YOUR Holy Spirit rather than from bitter experience. Thank YOU, FATHER, for all of the Blessings YOU bestow upon us all. I Praise & Glorify YOU and I Pray in The Precious Name of YOUR Son, YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Amen.

​Reading Romans Chapter 13….

The Full Measure

1/24/2025

 
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Ever heard of "two-stepping?" No, not dancing. It's a term that is used in recovery groups/programs that describes people who discover their powerlessness and the insanity of the life they've been living and then, without working towards the full freedom of recovery or actually rediscovering their true identity in JESUS The CHRIST, they rush out to carry The GOoD News to the world.

The results are usually disastrous. The two-stepper, who has not gotten to a place of True Freedom, fades and then falls away, leaving those to whom they've spoken to disillusioned and even more skeptical than before. We must be careful not to make this very mistake, as I have in my own past. I spent 11 years spreading the joy and good news of The Gospel, but wasn't properly trained up or ready to do so. And I fell.

I spent just over 2 years (after over 11 years of being "free) trying to be a "gay" Christian and could not seem to find purpose in that, only pain. But GOD... HE actually turned it all around for HIS good, and gave me even more life experience and knowledge in that dark cult we know as the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Movement.
 
We must have a True Spiritual Awakening before we begin carrying the message to others. JESUS The CHRIST has laid before us a sure way to come to HIM and to receive the Hope of Eternal Salvation. Believe. Repent. Be Baptized. Surrender. Live Accordingly. That's Freedom.
 
We must remember that we have not "arrived" until we obtain "the measure of the stature of the fullness of The CHRIST" (Ephesians 4:13). The Full Measure! For all of us, there is plenty of room for improvement!  
 
In carrying the message to others that are hurting & lost we often find the deep wells of Joy in being an Overcomer. While it gives the Joy of a closer walk with GOD Almighty, thrilling self-discovery, and ever-increasing Freedom, it can, at times, be painful, discouraging or maybe for some, just plain boring!
 
What will keep us going when we hit those dry patches where our soul can become parched? It's the Joy of seeing others find the Truth and grow in the Grace & Knowledge of The Will of GOD Almighty. Are there ever disappointments? Of course! But the rich rewards of being used to Bless others in life-changing ways keeps us going until we reach our goal!
 
Oh, Heavenly FATHER, Thank YOU for this day and for all of the Mighty Blessings, great & small, that YOU have so graciously and abundantly bestowed upon each one of us. I truly need YOUR Joy! I thank YOU for not pampering my selfishness by giving it to me to keep all to myself. Thank YOU for leading me out of myself and into YOUR Likeness as I reach out to seek & to reach the lost. Encourage me. Bless my faltering efforts. Grant me the grace of patience. Then, please grant me YOUR Joy. I Praise & Glorify YOU. I Pray to YOU in The Mighty & Powerful Name of Your Son, YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Amen.

Being Thankful In Everything... That Means EVERYTHING!

1/24/2025

 
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How can we possibly be thankful "in everything"?

All things work together for good if we Love GOD and respond to HIS Call - Romans 8:28

Loving GOD means obedience to HIS Will – 1John 5:3 – So responding to HIS Call means obeying HIS Gospel.

We can therefore Glory in tribulation – Romans 5:3-5. Knowing that it produces character which in turn produces Hope

We can rejoice in persecution – Matthew 5:10-12. Knowing that the Kingdom of Heaven is ours.

We can rejoice in trials – James 1:2-3. Knowing that trials produce patience and that patience produces perfection and completeness, with which comes maturity.
 
How else can we be thankful in everything?

By expressing our thanks in every prayer. Philippians 4:6 says, “Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God”

Every time you pray, thank GOD for something, for anything, for everything!
 
Thankfulness is 'key'...

To overcoming anxiety - Philippians 4:6 ~ Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God;

To obtaining the Peace of GOD which surpasses all understanding- Philippians 4:7 ~ and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

To pray without ceasing, and to rejoicing always ~ 1Thessalonians 5:16-18. When we give thanks in everything, we will pray without ceasing! When we pray without ceasing, we will rejoice always!

Thankfulness in everything - praying without ceasing - rejoicing always!
 
If we desire to have the Peace which passes understanding, that Joy which is inexpressible (1Peter 1:8), then we need to develop the attitude of gratitude, being Thankful in everything!

We are to have the 'attitude of gratitude', being Thankful for what GOD has done for us ~ Colossians 1:12-14.

Abounding in Thanksgiving ~ Colossians 2:7

And as a part of the "garment" we are to put on ~ Colossians 3:12-15, where it says, “12 Therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, put on tender mercies, kindness, humility, meekness, longsuffering; 13 bearing with one another, and forgiving one another, if anyone has a complaint against another; even as Christ forgave you, so you also must do. 14 But above all these things put on love, which is the bond of perfection. 15 And let the peace of God rule in your hearts, to which also you were called in one body; and be thankful.”

The ‘attitude of gratitude’ is a complement to our prayers (Colossians 4:2 & 1Timothy 2:1).

Ingratitude, which is included among other sins, not only displeases GOD but would also be common in those "perilous times" that are spoken of in 2Timothy 3:1-5.

Romans 1:18-21 says, “18 For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who suppress the truth in unrighteousness, {{Now by truth, Paul means all the light that is left in man since the fall of man, not as though they being led in this manner were able to come into favor with God, but that their own reason might condemn them of wickedness both against God and against man.}} 19 because what may be known of God is manifest in them, for God has shown it to them. 20 For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even His eternal power and Godhead, so that they are without excuse, 21 because, although they knew God, they did not glorify Him as God, nor were thankful, but became futile in their thoughts, and their foolish hearts were darkened.”

So, the wrath of GOD will be revealed against those who are unthankful. It is GOD'S Will that we 'rejoice always' and that we 'pray without ceasing' ~ 1Thessalonians 5:16-18, where we learn that it also GOD'S Will that we 'give thanks in everything'.

Not only are we to be thankful in everything, but for everything!
 
Ephesians 5:20-21 tell us, “giving thanks always for all things to God the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus The Christ, 21 submitting to one another in the fear of God.”!

Former Trans-Prostitute Exposes TransQueer Agenda

1/24/2025

 
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How did this cult get so many extra/special rights? How has this cult received so many legal/social protections? How has this rainbow movement gained so much footing so quickly? Why are the politicians and law-makers so intrigued and bamboozled by this cult? How are educators, and anyone who claims to care about children involved in pushing this agenda? 

From my own life's knowledge and experience as an EX-gay man, and as a former transgender & prostitute, allow me to give insight on something that nobody is talking about; but everyone is asking. The answer is simple; perversion. Take the information in this blog post and do what you will with it; if you feel led to do anything at all.

I WAS a member and advocate of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult for 30+ years, I was also trans-identified for 20+ years. I am a victim of this cult in more ways than we could ever begin to delve into. I was also a transgender prostitute back when transgenderism was not pushed, or encouraged, or protected, or promoted. It was actually looked down upon. Trans people were seen as the mentally unstable individuals they were.

This cult damaged me severely between the ages of 5 to 10 years old. I was so damaged and so very broken that my only escape from the trauma and angst was to believe that I was a girl trapped in a boy body. I believed the lie of being "born in the wrong body." I also had numerous sex partners; I'd been molested more times than I could ever recall. I was recruited into this cult.

To understand how we have laws protecting this cult and their assault on children, we must first understand who exactly falls into the "TransQueer" category. Please bear with me because this is a very detailed blog post, but more important than anything I've ever written or exposed.

There is a huge difference between a gender dysphoric person and being an AGP (autogynephile). This is very important only because it gives true insight into how we have gotten to the place we now find ourselves in and how the TransQueer agenda has expanded and gained ground.

The TransQueer Umbrella covers all of the individuals that identify as "trans." However, many that fall into the "trans" category are not gender dysphoric or confused about their sex. Many that fall into that category are sexually deviant individuals that suffer from serious oppression and possession.

While “gender-dysphoria” or “gender identity disorder” is a mental disorder in & of itself, let’s see what other mental disorders fall under the same umbrella because the individuals suffering from these mental and sexual disorders can identify as “trans” or “gender-dysphoric” or “transgender” or "queer" etc... etc... etc...

AGP or autogynephile – Males that are sexually aroused by the thought of themselves as women (but do not actually want to become women) and/or wearing women's clothing (especially undergarments).

Transvestites – Males/Females that are sexually aroused by wearing opposite-sex clothing.

Fetishists – a form of sexual behavior in which gratification is linked to an abnormal degree to a particular object, activity, part of the body, etc

What is a "paraphilia?"

Paraphilia - condition characterized by abnormal sexual desires, typically involving extreme and/or dangerous activities. *Some examples of paraphilias: pedophilia, rape, AGP, bestiality, transvestism, and this list can go on and on.*

Those who suffer with these conditions, or paraphilias, are also those who fall under that bright, colorful & shiny “TransQueer Rainbow Umbrella” and these individuals can, and do, label themselves as "trans." These are the individuals that are fighting so viciously to be allowed into women’s bathrooms, spas, locker rooms, showers, clubs and even women's prison cells!

How does this happen??? Men in power. I truly believe that women are merely casualties of this war against mankind, and specifically man.


And before you go rolling your eyes, I am NOT a feminist, nor am I a  “TERF.” I am a man that spent 30+ years as a member, ally & advocate of/for the lgbTQia+ Trans-Queer Rainbow Cult as well as a man that spent 20+ years of his life identifying as a Trans-Identified “Woman.” I am also a registered sex-offender directly linked to the perversion, sex-trafficking and abuse that I suffered as a child, teen and young adult by the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult.


Men in Power... the judges, politicians (local & federal), lawmakers, CEO’s of million/billion dollar companies, actors, influential wealthy people and let's not forget the medical professionals. Many of these men suffer one or more of those paraphilias mentioned above, and these men are not standing against the immorality of transitioning, mutilating, sterilization or butchering of children, or even allowing males into female spaces because they themselves (these men in power) are saturated in the perversions of TransQueer deviance and sexual perversions.

The immoral find it extremely hard, if not impossible, to stand up against immorality, no matter how much they may disagree with it! As porn has enveloped the world; those individuals too suffer from perversion. When someone lives in immorality they will find it very difficult to stand against immorality, out of fear their own immorality be revealed.

Whether these men suffer from a paraphilia named above or are consumed by another mental disorder like pedophilia, porn-addiction, satanic-ritual-abuse (SRA), narcissisms, sex-trafficking, sexual abuse, and the list goes on, these men are laughing behind closed doors as they promote, push, fund, affirm, encourage and celebrate these once hidden shameful activities; this includes pushing bills and laws that further the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult's agenda that give extra/special rights to mentally disabled individuals. ALL trans-identified people have a mental disorder and need HELP, NOT HORMONES!

And when do we start to protect the mentally ill from having their mental illness promoted, encouraged, pushed and affirmed?


As an EX-trans-identified individual and a former trans-prostitute of MANY years; I have seen, dealt with, and befriended many of these men that I have mentioned above. I can say without a shadow of a doubt, that you would be amazed & shocked at just how many married, clean-cut, successful men, even some sitting in chambers voting on laws & bills, are wearing women’s panties, garters or stockings underneath their business suits, judges robes, uniforms, etc…

These men have been my clients and I know how warped and demented these men are, and can be! I have personally experienced the perversions, the outrage and the very dangerous physical attacks of some of my clients to where I thought my life would end. I've had judges, lawyers, powerful businessmen, politicians, even a few Hellywood actors, etc etc etc... come into my home or motel room and take off their manly clothing only to reveal women's lingerie. Some of these men wearing their own wives' panties & undergarments.


So, it is not a stretch to know that because of their own immorality, fetishes, and mental disorders that these men will not only remain silent when faced with the immoral, fetishist mental disorders that fall under the Trans-Umbrella as this Cult marches on, but they will do whatever they can to protect their own debauchery, AND their own secret fantasies & perversions!

​Many of them are creating bills and passing laws to protect this ungodly and perverted cult. Some have even "come out" as trans and put on a good act for society. Trust me when I say they are so perverted that their judgement should be questioned on every single topic! Plus, these men should not be trusted with or around children or women.


How many principals in the public/government school system are secretly wearing women’s panties at work?? They are being constantly sexually aroused as they gently and innocently rest their hand on a child’s shoulder or as they pat a child on the head. What comes next?

How many teachers suffer from paraphilias that are going untreated as these sexually obsessive desires grow out of control? How many children sit in their classrooms being lusted after? Is this a chance anyone is willing to take? Especially during a time when pornographic/obscene materials are being presented to children, in the name of 'art,' around every corner in culture, society and in their classrooms!

How many judges are hearing cases of children victimized and then allow their ruling to be influenced by the stirring in their loins, as they sit on the bench wearing women’s stockings under their robes: sexually aroused?

How many women will be locked in a cell tonight with a male (that identifies as trans) that has committed heinous sex crimes against women and/or children? How many of those women will be raped, impregnated or worse? One would be too many, or should I say ONE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH!!!

How many politicians or law-makers will cast their vote to further the lgbTQia+ Trans Queer Rainbow Agenda while enveloped in their own sexually immoral fetishes, fantasies or desires?

Honestly, how many people do you think would stand up against immorality and the sexualization of children while they suffer from a mental disorder or paraphilia that would place them under the protection of that bright, glittery, colorful Rainbow Umbrella? Some of them wish they could "come out" as well, but since they don’t (because of their own moral compass) they will promote, encourage, vote for, affirm and celebrate the chaos and turmoil parading around as “diversity, equity and inclusivity.”

Please heed these words. I don't claim to have all of the answers but THIS I know, and I know it very well. THIS is where I can be of use. As an EX-gay, EX-trans, EX-pervert, and as one that spent 30+ years enveloped in that perversion, as a man that identified as a transwoman for over 20 years, as one that has learned more about this cult than most, and as one that is ready, willing & able to expose this dark mass of political wickedness.... PLEASE take this information and utilize it.

I do not believe things will get better, nor do I think that the public/government schools are redeemable... but we must PREPARE THE WAY for those who have been deceived, confused, abused and used by the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult... and the perversion that has enveloped this world.

​We must reach into the flames to yank them out regardless if we get burned or not.

Get It Together

1/24/2025

 
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Does a shiver of fear run up your spine if I remind you there is "no guarantee" and much "appropriate risk" in revealing our private/personal secret lives to others? Of course, you don't know what exposure could do. Maybe you feel you just can't face any more hurt.
 
Believe me, I most certainly understand. But we must be transparent, open, bold & blunt in our honesty if we are to help others to recover from the dark addictive world of perversion, addictions, vices & strongholds.
 
There is Freedom in being transparent, and not just for others, but for ourselves as well. When we get to the point that we can share our deepest & darkest secrets freely and openly, we come to a major accomplishment in our walk, and it brings true Peace.
 
What are you risking if you don't find the Freedom you seek? Your health, your family, your reputation, your spiritual life just to name a few.

Sit down and list the things your sin can cost you just by keeping it bottled up & hidden. Count the cost. Then, do what you ought to do. Risk loving enough to be the one that uses this customized tool that GOD has allowed you to obtain, your testimony, to be the key that can help others get Free from their deep dark secrets and the bondage they remain in.

In this process you can also find Freedom from temptations you may not discuss, or even "hidden sin." The things you may engage in could be broken if only you'd be transparent in your own mission for Freedom. 
 
Don’t let anyone steer you away from the very righteousness that GOD Almighty has called you to.
 
Dear Heavenly FATHER, I remember when I felt like such a coward. Thank YOU that YOU understood me and were ready to give me Grace to help whenever I need it. Thank YOU for granting me the Grace of Courage to recover, courage to Love, courage to Live and Courage to be open and honest to help others see that there is a way out of the darkness and confusion which envelopes them. Please continue to Strengthen me to move forward despite my fears and to never turn back until I experience all that YOU have promised. I Praise YOU, Glorify YOU and Pray to YOU in The Name of YOUR Son, YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Amen.
 
Reading Proverbs 14:13-34 this morning…. 

Dear Chaos

4/26/2023

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Dear Chaos,
​                   Oh, you didn't know that I knew your real name, did you? You disguised yourself as a "community" (lgbTQia+), an "identity" (transgenderism & homosexuality), as "love & family" (cult), we can't forget to add anxiety, depression & self-pity! I figured out who you are! Just in the nick of time!

After all those years we spent together, such intimacy! You became every aspect of my life, but isn't that what cults do?! I trusted you. I gave you over 30 years of my hard core dedication. Even after all you've done to me I'm still haunted by your call.

Haunted, but not intrigued, definitely not impressed & by no means fascinated. You stole from me. You cheated me. You used me. You hurt me. You robbed me. You abused me. You molested me. You misled me. You infected me. You lashed out at me. You stabbed me! You tricked me. You raped me. You shot me. You profited off of me. You perverted me. You locked me up. You set me up. You left me for dead! And I have two words for you; Thank you!

If I had not allowed you to rule over me, to corrupt me & infect my life the way you did, I may not have met my One, True Love when I did.

Thank you for showing me exactly what I don't need in my life, so that it was so easy to recognize what I do need, and what I deserve. Not to mention what I am worth! I finally met Someone Who truly & purely Loves me!

Loves me like I've never known possible. I've been given another chance at Life, and Life more abundantly. I am finally Free from the pain, vices, confusion, darkness, depression, perversions, strongholds, addictions, hurt, lies and of course, from you!

You, the deceiver, the liar, the cheater, the thief, the infectious poisonous agenda of the diabolical political radical lgbTQia TransQueer Gender Rainbow Cult, known as Chaos.

Of course we both know that chaos is just one of the many faces you wear! You ARE the darkness of this world always looking for someone to devour & bamboozle. I know you are proudly & boldly stalking about, fooling many others with inclusivity & affirmation, glitz & glamour of your colorful rainbow, your deceptions, your tactics, your techniques, and your lies of acceptance, inclusivity, tolerance & love, but one by one each of your victims and pawns will realize just how sad, pathetic, sickening, distrustful & dangerous you really are.

They too will meet their One True Love and be Free from your shackles! They too will recognize the cult you have lured them into! Your days are numbered.

​​In HIS Grip, David AKA Alphabet Man of I Belong Amen Ministries
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Dear Big Pharma, Medical/Mental Health Workers, Educators & The World

3/25/2023

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​Dear Big Pharma, Medical & Mental Health Workers, Educators & All Who Care For Children, Children are not experimentations. People are not projects or lab rats. Creation is not up for grabs, changeable, mutable, alterable or in need of assistance. I was a suicidal transkid. I was confused, suffered from GD/GID (Gender DYSphoria/Gender Identity DISorder) from a very young age.

If only the "why" would've been explored then maybe I could've not crossed the rainbow bridge into fantasyland and fell into the trap of this mass of political wickedness being promoted, encouraged & celebrated across all nations. This IS a trap ya know? And the only thing you would have to do to step away from this cult is admit your wrong. Just humble yourself and let the pride go; then admit that you've been fooled, bamboozled, tricked, lied to and deceived just as all of us have. There is no shame in being wrong, well, unless you remain wrong even after hearing, reading & seeing the truth all around you.


My name is David, I am a detransitioner. We are not uncommon, nor are we that "small population" that the cult keeps saying we are. Detransitioners do not report back to the clinics, doctors or therapists that we feel are responsible for leading us astray, pushing us into the darkness and for the irreversible damage to us medically, physically, emotionally and mentally. 

Like I said, I was the confused & suicidal "transkid" often mentioned in these debates & discussions, but I was also confused & suicidal as a trans-adult. In case nobody has told you yet, affirmation, acceptance and transition does not change any of the underlying comorbidities or issues that lead a person into the delusion of this abnormal condition of mental confusion.
 
I began taking wrong sex hormones at 14 and was on them for over 20 years. I had Osteoporosis (commonly known as an elderly woman's disease of bone loss), diabetes and I was sterile (not able to produce children) all before the age of 30. PLEASE consider my own life knowledge & experience in making any future decisions with anyone, child or adult, that makes the claim of being trans-identified.

I beg of you to pay close attention to the youth that are being enveloped by the false narrative from this cult. I know, I've said "cult" a few times and have yet to explain what I mean. Well, as someone that was an advocate & member of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow movement for well over 30 years, and as one who identified as a transwoman for over 20 years, I would think that my own life knowledge & experience in this movement give me plenty of foundation and expertise in saying that I know, from experience (not just my own alone, but thousands of others as well) that this movement is, in fact, a cult. I also know that it represents anything perverted, confusing, deceptive, backwards, upside down, fallible, defective and that list is endless.

Medically speaking, there actually is no consensus among all medical or mental health providers on how to treat gender identity disorders in youth. Without differential diagnoses or treatment of their mental co-morbidities, vulnerable children are being ushered mindlessly by their doctors & therapists towards puberty blockers, synthetic hormones, procedures and surgeries that will cause irreversible damage. The evidence proves that these methods sterilize youth and destroy their sexual function, not to mention their mental health and their physical bodies.

Progressive European countries that pioneered these trans-affirming medical treatments recently conducted a Systematic Evidence Review and discovered that these treatments & procedures that are being used/done are ineffective and, in fact, harmful because they lead to severe medical & mental health issues.


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The Child Sacrifice or Sacrifice For The Child.

3/25/2023

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This is NOT a social battle or even a political one, it is a Spiritual War! This is pure wickedness enveloping children & adults alike. Legions! Yes legions of demons are oppressing these individuals while the world sits idly by promoting, encouraging & celebrating the depravity!

If you care about your children, friends, family members, coworkers, and society/people in general, then you MUST stand against this lgbTQia TransQueer Gender Rainbow Cult that is marching all over any morals, values or constitutional rights established.

It Must Be Stopped.

I fear that this is nothing compared to what is to come as we know this cult is just laying the foundation for the next "movement" to rise up; the pedophile movement. We have already normalized promiscuity, porn, sexual immorality, bestiality, sado-masochism and that list goes on.

The next item on the agenda is to separate the children from their parents "rule & reign". Releasing them into the care of a system that is hellbent on destroying them mind, body & soul. THIS IS REAL FOLKS!! This is why it is imperative that your children be removed from the public government school system YESTERDAY!!!

You canNOT put them on that little yellow bus to hell, to be trained by the gods of this world, and then be surprised when they come home confused, dejected, sexualized or riddled with oppression, depression, anxiety etc. It MUST Stop now!

I hear parents and concerned citizens all of the time, asking "is this ever going to let up?" or "what should I do?" or making statements like, "well, it can't get any worse" or "there's nothing I can do". NO! It's not going to "let up". The ONLY thing you can do is GET INFORMED & GET INVOLVED! It WILL get worse! Do not allow this cult to make you feel weak, worthless or like you are powerless. That is it's goal.

Honestly, there are only a few options at this point. When it comes to the public government school, the ONLY option is removing the children. That is the ONLY option! Teachers and other cult members have already stated on social media that they do not care what the school admin says, they definitely don't care what the parents or community think, feel or want because they will do what they want with "THEIR KIDS"!! 

Your children have become theirs. So what are you going to do about it? Are you going to yell, scream, make noise and complain? Sue them? Argue with them? Make demands? Go to school board meetings? Library meetings? Townhall meetings? Senate or Legislative hearings? 

The problem with all of the above is that we are doing this with a genuine hope for change. THERE WILL BE NO CHANGE except that it will get worse. We should keep doing the above, but just to bring awareness to what is going on and helping others see the dangers. But that is all. 

Educating, protecting and keeping your child safe from any type of oppression is not easy, especially in this world. The system is set up to keep people busy at work, have many expenses, live check to check, be dependent on government aid, medical care or food stamps. It is set up this way to help the process of getting it's talons into your children. 

It is a sacrifice to homeschool your child. But either you MAKE sacrifices or your child IS the sacrifice. It is either one or the other. There is NO MEDIUM! 

350 Educators of K-12 Schools were arrested on child sex crimes in 2022. Statistics say that 80% of rapes go UNREPORTED! If 350 were arrested, how many were not caught or reported? Does that mean that these teachers & school staff defending the right to target, desensitize & sexualize children could be the UNREPORTED? That is the question! 


Am I therefore become your enemy, because I tell you the truth? Galatians 4:16

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Sex Offender Woes... Jobs, Relations, Hurdles, etc...

1/21/2023

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As a registered sex offender I have experienced some serious situations of discrimination, bias and prejudice. This article is not being written for pity, but to awaken people to what is happening in the name of "law, justice & morality". I read an article
Jobs For Sex Offenders and I was kinda moved by some of the responses from the public as well as shocked about how misleading the article itself is. 

While it is definitely difficult for sex offender registrants to find employment outside of laborious work that some people are not physically/medically capable of, it is also wrong for people to be denied employment because they committed a crime. The world does not believe in Redemption, this I know better than most. The church also has a problem truly believing in redemption as well, and it shows through their words, deeds & actions.

First, I'd like to share my own comment I left on the website/article Jobs For Sex Offenders. And then I would like to address actually being on the sex offender registry and being a man that has been Redeemed and made free from so many different addictions and strongholds that it almost seems like the the path of Righteousness is not always the best path in this world, even amongst the churches of our modern day.

My response/comment to the article linked above...


I live in Maine and have been hired and fired within weeks once the background check was complete (North Energy, Haffners, Tradewinds, Ramada, Giri Hotel Management, McDonalds, Wendys, Circle K, Irving, etc). I have been hired and went to orientation (Kmart, Dollar Tree) and terminated before actually starting work. I have also went to interviews and was asked about my criminal history (Mardens, Renys, Walmart, Dollar General, Freshie's, Shell, etc.) and when I was truthful I was denied the opportunity. 

I was a powerful voice of redemption for the church for many years, and have had a ministry that carried me for many years as well. But the ministry can no longer carry me and I cannot find a job anywhere. In 2022, I lost 3 jobs due to my background check. My charge was in 1995 and I took a plea deal as a very young confused trans-identified (mentally ill) person. I have not been in any trouble since I was released from prison in 2006, and had a pretty successful ministry for many years. But still I cannot find a job because nobody will hire a sex offender; which is all some people see when they look at me... even those who know me and know I am not a threat.

I am not able to do landscaping, warehouse work or construction since I damaged my body severely with wrong-sex hormones for many years while I was confused and living as a trans-identified person. I have applied at almost every single company on the list in this article and have either been denied because of my background or denied once the background check was provided. I even had a manager that was fighting for me to keep my job because I was such a good employee, but HR (The Corporation - North Energy/Haffners Oil in MASS.) decided I was expendable because I was a sex offender. It is so sad and frustrating for so many.

Do we have a drug dealers registry? A wife beaters registry? A murderers registry? There are many on the sex offender registry that do not belong on it. While some do belong on the registry, is it really necessary for those not deemed as threats? I am ONLY a lifetime registrant in my state because I came from another state. We need to do better for people who are trying to take care of their homes, families and themselves but are constantly being kicked down by "the system" itself. Some of us do not wanna be dependent on the government to take care of us! - end comment

THAT is my comment/response to the article linked above. Now please give me a few more moments of your time while I address being on the sex offender registry and also being a man that has been Redeemed and made free from so many different addictions and strongholds. Let me also say that my being on the registry has never been a secret or hidden from anyone at anytime. Once I began writing about my life and experiences it has been out there on the world wide web, as well as in print, for many years... around 2010 or so.

I went to speak at a school board meeting as a Christian man that had suffered "gender" identity confusion as well as wrong-sex hormone therapy because I felt it was my duty to be a voice of reason and clarity for those who weren't getting the "whole truth" from the schools or educators of today. I was attacked for being on the sex offender registry, not because of my own personal life story of being gender confused. 


I can say one thing about being in the local news, not to mention having my face & information plastered all over the internet by several trans-rights activists, leftists & even by the right - I am NOT a democrat OR a republican, as I am a Christian, at least the reporter for www.TheCounty.me was to the point and did not add any nonsense or "extras". 

The original charge was in 1995, and I was 22 years old, "gender" confused (transgender), sexualized, daily drug & alcohol user and a sex addict. I was a runaway & prostitute as well, from age 14. Lived as a trans-identified "woman" for 20+ years. I do not deny what I have done, nor do I have a problem stating that I was not guilty of the actual charge/case I was convicted on. BUT, I was guilty of "recruiting" teenage boys into that dark lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow world of sexualization and promiscuity. 

My case went as follows...


I went to Florida to "start over". While there, I befriended a woman who abandoned her 12 year old son at my apartment. When I called Child Protective Services and reported her, word quickly got back to her that I called CPS (The grapevine in the lgbTQia+ TransQueer world is malicious). She came and got the boy that night. The next day I was greeted by two detectives who asked me lots of disturbing questions. They accused me of attempting to molest the 12 year old boy who was left in my home; a boy whom I’d fed and treated as if he were my own family. The boy had obviously been coached as to what to say because these detectives truly thought I was guilty. They didn’t arrest me at that point, but they did tell me not to leave town. So, of course, I left town.

I went back home to Philly. I now had a warrant for my arrest for “lewd and lascivious acts in the presence of a child" because the law says if you run then you must be guilty! That's not always so. Philadelphia welcomed me home with an additional arrest warrant for prostitution.

I was 22 years old, I was a confused, lost, broken trans-identified (gender confused) male living as a "woman" and I was HIV+ since age 14. I was a victim of molestation (several times over) and a victim of that type of deviant behavior many times over as a teen runaway living on the streets of Philadelphia. I was eventually caught & sent to jail. There I became a “commodity.”

Florida warrant; I was eventually extradited to a county jail in Orlando, Florida, where I was not only a commodity, but the new “girl” in town, in the end I was used & abused there as well. Eventually I was released on probation.

The court case: Upon my arrest, my family retained an attorney for me, who came into court, saw me, and told me to take the plea offer the state was offering. She said if I took my case to trial, I would lose without a doubt, because I looked like a woman but I was in fact a man. The attorney told me that from my appearance and proclaimed "transgender" status alone, there was no jury or judge who would look at me as being innocent. In society’s eyes I was a man who had breasts and I would simply be a “sexual freak of nature,” a “pervert” in their eyes.

For those who do not know what a plea offer is, it is an admission of guilt without having to say the word guilty. So I took the plea offer and accepted ten years probation for a crime I did not commit, “a lewd and lascivious act in the presence of a child.” 

I have since then come to the conclusion that, even though I was not guilty of the particular crime I was charged, I was indeed guilty of the crime itself in that I was always chasing after teenage boys and luring them into my own dark web of sexual gratification and deception. Not to mention I had a "lover" that was 15 years old when I was 22 years old, so I eventually was able to see what I had done, or took part in, while I was so lost & confused.
 
In other words, I was a monster. But I made the choice to become a monster, and I know it was a choice, because I would eventually choose not to do any of those things. I also watched how common it was for children to be “recruited” (another word for molested) into that dark movement of deception.

I was far from alone in this. I say this not to shift blame but to make people aware of what is going on. The majority of the dark lgbTQia+ TransQueer Gender movement engages in the sexualization of youth, just look at what's happening today with all of the perversions being allowed into classrooms and libraries. This is one reason so many young people today are on the streets, doing drugs, drinking, being abused, used, and entrapped in porn, sex-trafficking and prostitution, stripping, etc.. because they are victimized by a movement and then revictimized by culture & society that promotes, encourages & celebrates the very movement hellbent on destroying their minds, bodies & souls.

My story is not as uncommon as many would think. Even for the one that has not suffered from gender confusion, being on the sex offender registry is something these individuals deal with every single day of their life. While many folks are happy that sex offender registrants have to struggle, some aren't happy without participating in the struggle and making it more difficult for sex offenders to live normal productive lives. Honestly, I don't know where I would be without my Faith because I have been discarded by culture, society and even some of the church.

Is this a call for me to stand up for these individuals? To get some sort of justice and equality for the very ones that society, culture and the church have deemed as threats or unredeemable? Am I now called to stand for those who have been caught in a web of deception and crime? Some of those on the sex offender registry do belong on some sort of list, but do they all? In my situation, I am only a lifetime registrant because I came from another state. In the state I live in I would've only been a 10 year registrant with the actual charge I was convicted of, but because I came from another state that automatically made me a lifetime registrant.

Each of the sex offender registrants are also charged a yearly or quarterly fee (depending on the state of residence) for the "upkeep of the SOR website". This is also unfair and unjust for men & women that have done their time and have no type of probation or ongoing parole. There is a class-action lawsuit there because offenders/registrants are told if they do not pay the fee then they are in violation. But in violation of what? They've already served their time!

​When I reached out to several lawyers, law firms and even the ACLU about this class action suit and this wrong targeting sex offender registrants there were absolutely no responses! Not one of these lawyers that call themselves wanting to fight injustice could see a sex offender as a person that could suffer injustice. And maybe some of them did not want to represent a group of people that culture, society & the church have already deemed as worthless or not worthy of help, protection, rights or even employment.


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A Former Transgender Opposes Transgender Rights ~ Amicus Brief From March 24, 2021 ~ Gloucester County School Board VS Gavin Grimm

12/29/2022

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**This was written 3/24/2021** This week I am joining an amicus brief that is being filed in the U.S. Supreme Court to urge that Court to overturn a decision of the Fourth Circuit about so-called “transgender rights.”  The case is Gloucester County School Board v. Gavin Grimm.  The Fourth Circuit decision being challenged requires public schools to allow persons claiming transgender status to use the bathrooms, locker rooms, and showers of the opposite sex. 
 
As a person who lived for decades as a transgender person, I feel compelled to set out my views.  The Plaintiff in this case started this litigation when she was in high school, and has grown up in the shadow of the litigation she began.  I know something about this type of situation, and this type of person.
 
First, my heart breaks for this young lady!  I have reviewed the decision in that case and can relate.  But my comments are more general, not particularly applicable to her, but certainly to  others who are in her place.
 
All too often people in this situation have been traumatized by something or someone so much so that it feels best to do whatever she can to not be herself.  She is seeking attention. The attention received by being able to use the nurse’s bathroom (single use bathroom) was not ‘attention getting’ enough and so she now demands (literally) that she be able to use the boys’ bathroom.
 
If she is successful in this, then students will know that they can make demands, regardless of the security or well-being of themselves and others, and that if they yell loud enough and write articles for the ACLU, then they too can have their demands met and be the center of attention.
 
No matter how many times that a girl says she is a boy, that does not change her DNA or the over 6,500 chromosome markers that make her distinctly female!  It is not genitals here..... there are over 6,500 markers that make this young lady female!  She can mutilate her genitalia but she can never change her DNA, chromosome markers or the fact that she was created to be, is & always will be a female.
 
There are tens of thousands (maybe hundreds of thousands) of “Gavins” in this world that have felt like they no longer wanted to be who, and what, they were.... they denied their identity and identified as the opposite sex.... they transitioned and are now seeking a way to DE-transition and return their bodies to some sense of normalcy after the horrendous invasion of puberty blockers (experimental drugs) and cross sex hormone treatment.
 
Placing a female in the midst of teenage boys that are driven by their own hormonal rages and lusts could very possibly put this young lady in harm’s way.  And to wait and see if something happens would place this court and the school liable should there be any type of attack or trauma.
 
Men do not belong in women’s bathrooms or girls’ locker rooms due to the very nature of danger those women & girls would be placed in should this “right” be abused.  Why would we place a young girl who is suffering from gender dysphoria (confusion) in danger by placing her in a boys’ bathroom?  Why would we promote, encourage or celebrate her mental delusion/disorder?
 
Those with this problem need intense therapy — not to be placed into a situation that will only create more confusion, pain and possibly death by suicide (or worse).  She is a female and must be recognized as such or the court, the ACLU, her parents, etc... will all be doing her a huge disservice.  Not to mention they should all be held accountable for her future sufferings, because she will suffer in the future as long as her disorder is not treated.
 
This young woman has a condition that needs treatment, not one that needs to be encouraged which will further damage her.  Gender dysphoria is a condition, a mental health disorder.
 
This doesn’t even account for the boys who are insecure, confused, and seeking attention as well... what about their rights to privacy and a place where they won’t feel judged or ridiculed by female students being present?  The bathrooms & locker rooms have always been that refuge for those boys.
 
I believed (sincerely) myself to be a female for well over 20 years.  I lived as a “trans-woman”.  I truly and purely believed to my core that I was a woman trapped in a man’s body, until reality visited me, and I recognized that my identity crisis was due to traumatic events in my childhood.
 
It was easiest for me to escape reality of who, and what, I was by pretending to be someone or something else.  As a man that has detransitioned and been made whole again, I can truly say that I am so happy that my family, school, healthcare professionals, and those around me did not accept or promote my confusion.
 
Who knows if I would have survived the horrible effects of puberty blockers (experimental drugs), cross sex hormones, procedures, etc., had I been misled by all of those who were meant to protect me, like this young lady is being misled and used as a pawn for a political and legal argument.
 
The entire argument is really not about the bathroom; this young lady is crying out for attention and for someone to come to her rescue and help her, while the ACLU is using her suffering to promote and push a political and legal argument this young lady is being mentally, emotionally and politically abused in the name of “inclusivity”.
 
I don’t know all the facts of this case, but my heart breaks for this young woman, and others like her, who are a victim in so many ways. Let’s pray the Supreme Court does not pile on, thinking it is being compassionate, only to victimize her further.
 
David of i Belong Amen Ministries.  
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Discovering Our True Identity...

9/3/2022

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I read a story about Joseph Stalin where I learned some very interesting facts. Stalin's real name was Iosif Dzhugashvili. He was born & raised in the Russian province of Georgia. His father was a drunkard, a failure who would play on his son's sympathies, and he was also very abusive. His mother was strict, very religious, and did domestic work. He was an only child and a good student. He had almost no role models from which to develop a positive identity.
 
At his mother's urging, he entered a Theological Seminary to study for the Russian Orthodox priesthood, but, like most of his fellow-students, had no use for the dull, restrictive life there. Instead, he read a novel, The Patricide, by Alexander Kazbegi, and was deeply impressed by a character named Koba.

Koba became his god, giving his life a new meaning. He wanted to be a second Koba, a fighter and hero to whom others would look up to, he even called himself "Koba", wouldn't allow others to call him anything else, and kept that name well into his thirties.
 
This was an important step in the journey of Iosif Dzhugashvili's becoming one of history's most murderous tyrants. His failure to find a positive identity and the adoption of a fictional, revolutionary one led to a life of total and utter destruction that destroyed many others' lives.
 
How can we develop a positive identity that will Bless us and make us a Blessing rather than curse us and lead us to lives that destroy? What better person could you identify with than our LORD and our SAVIOR, JESUS The CHRIST? Let us strive to follow HIM, to imitate HIM and to be in The FATHER'S Will.
 
You will gradually find the identity that was intended for you and become the person you've always longed to be. This is the road to your true identity! Will you walk it?
 
FATHER GOD, Thank YOU that I do not have to look to novels, movies, textbooks, perceptions, imagination, curriculums or TV programs to find my identity. My problems in my childhood may have robbed me of the identity YOU intended for me, but I do not have to be deprived forever. I will look to YOU and to those who Love YOU in Truth and learn from them. Please help me, Guide me & Strengthen me! Thank YOU for all that YOU are. I Lift YOUR Name On High. I Pray to YOU, in The Precious Name of YOUR Son, YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Amen.
 
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The Blame Game...

8/2/2022

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What is everyone's favorite game? The Blame Game!

While it's exceedingly popular, it's also very dangerous. It keeps us from facing reality and from making things right.

How does it work?
 
When things go wrong, we feel guilt, shame, frustration & fear and as we get this rude awakening, we realize that we really are powerless. These unpleasant emotions give rise to a strong fight or flight response. But how can we fight? Feeling hopeless is terrible, so we make ourselves believe it was someone else's fault. We then focus our anger on them.
 
We can blame our parents ~ they didn't meet our needs or raise us right.

We can blame our friends ~ they aren't there enough for us.

We can blame our recovery process ~ it's not working.

We can blame satan ~ "the devil made me do it".

And then, when we've run out of others to blame, we turn on GOD. Why did HE allow this to happen to me?
 
As long as we're angry, we feel powerful. So, as long as we come up with all sorts of reasons that we're not at fault and that someone else is because they should have fulfilled their purpose better, we feel more competent than they. Seeing their guilt clearly lets us be superior in our own eyes. Feelings of power & superiority are very pleasant feelings.
 
The pleasure, however, is deceptive. It is built on a lie--the same lie that satan (the father of lies) used when he rebelled. He just kept on blaming GOD, and he tempts us to do so as well. If he can get us to abandon GOD instead of returning to HIM in repentance, we may drown out our painful emotions for a moment, but eventually we will be consumed with anger, bitterness & discontent, unable to face life as it is. We will carry an ever-increasing burden of unresolved emotions, further damage our strained relationships with others, strengthen our compulsions until they totally enslave us and lose all sense of GOD & HIS Love for us. That's part of the price we pay to play the blame game.
 
Don't take anyone else's inventory, their faults are theirs; concentrate on your own because you have enough of them. Find your own defects, then confess & make amends for them. Then walk the road to the Glorious Liberty of Freedom with the children of GOD, your brethren. Start today!
 
Dear Father in Heaven, forgive me for blaming others, especially YOU, for my failures. Help me to be honest--to search only within--that I may see reality clearly and find YOUR Forgiveness & Strength to change my life that I may become more & more like the person YOU Created me to be. I Pray to YOU in The Mighty & Precious Name of YOUR Son, YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Amen.
 
Reading Psalm 37:9-29 this morning….
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You Little Liar...

8/1/2022

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Parent: You Little Liar! Where'd you ever learn to lie like so much?? 

Child: From you. 

A few years ago I was standing in line at the store. In front of me was a young father & his young son. The boy was eyeing the dinosaur action figures, so dad told him to "grab one & let's go." 

Then dad said to the boy, "play with it til we get home, but then we have to wrap it up & put it under the tree so mommy won't know."

He told his son to not only keep something from his mother but to flat out lie & it was okay. Is it okay to deceive anyone? No matter the reason?

It was no problem for that man to tell his young son not to let his mother know that he bought him the toy, and that he could play with it now but then it has to get wrapped so mom thinks it was just a gift someone left for you. Really?!?!! Are you serious!

In a few more years when that young boy lies about something to daddy, and is caught red handed, what will dad say? Dad will get mad and ask him where he learned to lie like that. The boy will be able to truthfully tell him, "from you dad"! 

There is nothing alright with telling a child that it is okay to be deceitful, to lie or hide anything from anyone but especially from his, or her, parents!! When a parent pits a child up against the other parent like this it is a very dangerous line that will eventually get blurred when he begins to lie about everything to everyone! 

But don't we do the same when we lie to a child and tell them that "Santa" brought them a gift? Or that he even exists? I am not going to get into the traditions or history of Christmas, santa or the other stuff but what I am going to say is this..... when you tell your child a lie, with good or bad intentions, it is still a lie and you are still a liar. 

When your child then lies to you, not that it is okay because any lie is wrong, then maybe you are the failed example you were supposed to be. That one father told his son to deceive & lie to his own mother. Hmph!! That is disturbing!

Remember, if you tell your child there is a "tooth fairy" then you are a liar and a foul example of what that child deserves. 

If you tell your child there is a santa, an easter bunny, great pumpkin or any of the other fictional depraved characters that the world worships, then you are a liar and a foul representation of a parent. 

I know I know, I don't have any children. That doesn't change the fact that if you lie then you are a liar and if GOD Almighty blesses you with a child that you are supposed to be a good, pleasing & acceptable example to that child! 


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Is There A Key To True Happiness...

7/30/2022

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Is there a key to true happiness?

We live in a time where bitterness, boredom, misery, anger, depression and many other forms of unhappiness, angst, confusion & delusions are running rampant. Is there some basic principle which determines success in finding happiness?

The Book of Psalms, with its very first psalm, shares with us a key principle that can ensure true happiness if we allow it to. Notice the very first word of the first psalm, "Blessed."

The word in Hebrew denotes the idea of "happiness"

The actual force of the Hebrew could be translated "O how very happy is the man..."

Therefore this psalm describes "The Truly Happy Man"

Let's look at Psalm 1. The Blessedness of the Righteous man... 

In Psalm 1:1-2 we are told of his character. 

"Walks not in the counsel of the ungodly" ~ He does not take their counsel on how to live, talk, act etc. He does not follow the advice of those who are sinful. Nor does he follow behind those who are doing ungodly works in Jesus' Name.

"Nor stands in the path of sinners" ~ He does not linger where sinners are known to go. For the temptation to go with them would be great. But this does not say that he doesn't have contact or fellowship with them. Note that he does not go with them or go to where they gather to do their sins but rather lead them elsewhere to gather and fellowship... how else would we be the example in Word, Deed & Action.

"Nor sits in the seat of the scornful" ~ He does not join himself with those who ridicule & mock those trying to do right, which they often do to fortify their conduct and defend their own ungodly actions.

This verse may be taken to describe the journey one takes into sin:

First, one going along with a crowd.

Then, taking a stand with the crowd.

Finally, reaching a point where sinning is not enough and mockery is added.

"His delight is in the law of the Lord" ~ "the law" is literally translated into "The Way". The source of his Joy & Happiness is The Way of GOD Almighty! It is truly his "delight" (Psalm 119:16,24,35,47,70, 77,92,174 & Jeremiah 15:16-17). He preferred it over the counsel of the ungodly!

Therefore, "in His law (or His Way) he meditates day and night" ~ The word meditate means to "moan, hum, utter, speak, muse". The picture is one of a man reading and re-reading half aloud to himself, another word might be "ponder."

This he does with GOD'S Word "day & night", not implying a monk-like existence, but a focused, coordinated and determined interest which goes beyond a casual acquaintance, or thoughts & feelings alone. What it means is that this is something he does habitually setting apart portions of each day and that he does both day and night.

In Psalm 1:3 we are told of the happy man's prosperity. 

"He shall be like a tree" ~ This figure of speech is often used in Scripture to describe the righteous (Psalm 92:12-15 & Jeremiah 17:5-8). It had special significance to those living in arid climates like Palestine.

"Planted by rivers of water" ~ A picture describing a person whose life is rooted in GOD'S Word, from which one receives constant nourishment!

"That brings forth fruit in its season" ~ Depicting a life which yields something worthwhile, providing Blessings to himself and others.

"Whose leaf also shall not wither" ~ A tree with roots near a river is not likely to be affected in times of drought, so adverse conditions do not affect the fruitfulness of one whose strength comes from GOD'S Word!

"Whatever he does shall prosper" ~ This is a general rule, exceptions may occur for reasons which only GOD knows, but a life of piety will generally be Blessed by HIS GoOD GOoD Blessings, prosperity. 

Prosperity not being measured by monetary wealth, but Spiritual & godly wealth. Amen!

Such is the character & prosperity of the righteous man; he is truly happy and a blessing to others because he abides in the Word of GOD. He also becomes a monument to GOD'S Faithfulness and the value of living by HIS Word and walking in The Way.

But wait...... what of those who do not delight in the Word of GOD? Those who do not receive the nourishment found in GOD'S Word? This answer is found in Psalm 1:4-5, the condition of the unrighteous. 

The phrase "The ungodly are not so" is more emphatic in the Hebrew, it literally says, "Not so, are the ungodly!"

Emphasizing that the wicked are not like the righteous!

The contrast as illustrated by the Psalmist does not even describe them as withering trees, but rather as "chaff which the wind drives away", alluding to chaff blown away from wheat as it is tossed into the air. 

The illustration describes a bleak existence. Their life is one of futility, ending in eternal separation from GOD. The "ungodly" chaff among the wheat, this is not the lost souls, but those within The Church who are being led by thoughts & feelings, misinterpreting The Scriptures, acting on bitterness & ego, stepping outside of The Will of GOD, following behind others (including hirelings/pastors/etc) and those who are just wolves in sheeps clothing. 

Their life is of no substantial value, either to be blown away and not found or to be burned (Matthew 3:12). 

"The ungodly shall not stand in the judgment" ~ I understand this may be a Hebrew idiom and mean that the wicked "shall not be able to maintain himself" (for example - obliged to sit or fall down in shame when convicted of their guilt). 

"Nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous" ~ For example - in all places where the righteous assemble, but especially, in the last day, when the righteous shall be gathered together to receive their reward and shall be assembled together in Heaven, where the sinner has no place!

The psalm concerning the truly happy man (Psalm 1) ends with a final contrast between two different & distinct "Ways" in Psalm 1:6.

"The Way" of the Righteous ~ The LORD knows "The Way" of the righteous. The word "knows" suggests interest in, and care for, the person known. One could say that GOD himself goes with such a person throughout his or her life!

The way of the ungodly ~ The way of the ungodly person "shall perish". His path becomes less defined until it loses itself, kinda like a trail that leads into a swamp. We understand this for the lost but for those (ungodly) who claim JESUS The CHRIST, those words will be heard, "Depart from ME" 

Is not the end described for the ungodly a true description of those who go through life bored, bitter, angry, miserable, depressed, or otherwise unhappy? Their lives are listless, with no sense of purpose or direction, gradually unraveling. While others are busy trying to be heard, instead of allowing The LORD to speak through them. 

Why is this so? Because they heed the counsel of the ungodly! 

If we desire to be truly happy, standing strong like well-nourished trees, bearing fruit at all times, with The LORD always at our side, then the key is to delight & meditate in the Word of The LORD & not heed the counsel of the ungodly!

In whose counsel do you delight?

That which is found in GOD'S Way, or that provided by this world? 

If you seek true happiness, let The LORD be your counselor, and HIS Way your guide! Allow HIM to lead your steps. 

​Stop following others and allow HIM to lead you. 


Be Blessed.
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Come Out and Be Separate...

7/26/2022

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The Apostle Paul issues a challenging call when he tells us to "come out" and to "be separate", just as GOD Almighty did through HIS Prophet Isaiah. And this is a verse that is often used to segregate many from their own families & social circles, when it is not meant to.

In 2 Corinthians 6:17, when Paul says, "Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you.", he is quoting from Isaiah 52:11 ~ Depart ye, depart ye, go ye out from thence, touch no unclean thing; go ye out of the midst of her; be ye clean, that bear the vessels of the Lord..

These are GOD'S plain instructions to HIS People concerning separation from evil. Christians are not to stay in the midst of it, as part of it, taking part of it. Our "call" is to come out of the wickedness and ignorance that held us in bondage.

The unclean thing in this verse is primarily the heathen world, but it also applies to any form of evil, whether commercial, social or religious. It is often very hard for Christians to sever ties that have existed for years in order to be obedient to the Word of GOD.

And it seems that GOD had anticipated such a difficulty in 2 Corinthians 6:18, because in verse 17 HE says “I will receive you,” and then HE adds, “I will be a Father to you, and you shall be My sons and daughters, says the Lord Almighty.”

Now verse 18 speaks multitudes to me. Let me explain why....

While I was in the midst of the evil, in & of this world, a lot of my issues began before I was even born when my father took his own life. Every boy needs a father. Every girl needs a mother. Of course, children need both a mother and a father, but the point is that by mine not being in my life there was a void there.

But GOD..... oh them two words.... But GOD!! HE said that HE will be a FATHER to me and that I shall be HIS son! Oh Happy Day! When I realized that I had a Father and that HE Loved me more than any earthly father or man ever could, it was life changing! Literally.

Thank YOU, FATHER, for becoming the driving force in, with & through my life. Thank YOU!

The compensation for standing with The CHRIST outside the camp of evil is to know Fellowship with The FATHER in a new and intimate way.

Paul is not saying that Believers should have no contact at all with unbelievers, because then Christians would have to leave this world and then how are we to be salt & light to the world? What Paul is saying, is that believers are not to participate in the strongholds, vices, addictions, ways and sins of the unbelievers, to not be "of this world" just because we are in it.

Please do not allow anyone to keep you from being a positive Light in the lives of others who truly are in need of Life, and Life more abundantly. Amen.
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The FATHER Said It... I Believe It!

7/21/2022

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When I opened up about my deepest & darkest secrets & struggles some of my “friends” drifted away. When I started speaking about being on the sex offender registry because of a charge back in the early 1990's, that was even worse to some people.

I know that some people’s parents & families have a tough time accepting their transparency, and some are rejected by members of the church as well. How can we know, and believe, that GOD accepts us in spite of all?


That is a very easy answer..... GOD Almighty said HE would. HE promised it. And HE keeps HIS Word. We all have self-doubts, fears & anxiety, and we can fear authority figures in the same way as we fear rejection.

A state trooper once followed a man for five miles, all the way to his home. Then he drove in the yard behind the man! “What did I do?”, the man asked himself. Anxiety gripped him until the state trooper got out of his car and said, "Hi! I haven't seen you in ages!" Turns out the state trooper was an old friend from way back and just wanted to say hi and catch up. But the waiting period was rough, all five miles of it.

Let's pray...

Dear FATHER, I am sorry that I have treated YOU like an earthly authority. Thank YOU for accepting me even when I rejected YOU because of my fears. May I be released from fear in order to know YOU, to walk with YOU, to talk with YOU and to Hope in YOU Forever. I Pray to YOU, FATHER and I ask these things in The Mighty, Powerful & Precious Name of YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Amen.

Reading Romans 8:14-18 this morning….
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Dying Is A Part Of Life...

7/19/2022

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Although we try hard to avoid the subject of death in our society, we are all dying. Diseases like AIDS or cancer are scary, but the natural course of life brings us death also. Why are we so fearful, when death is a part of life? Because death represents the unknown, annihilation, obliteration. Disease is frightening because it represents a disjointed or fragmented death and eats away at us slowly. Sin does the same thing.
 
Addiction, which is not a disease but just a sin, can also eat away at us & bring us to death. The answer comes when we see JESUS The CHRIST telling us, "I am the Resurrection and the Life" (John 11:25). This statement is present tense, not future! HE delivers us from death, but only as we recognize we are indeed dying & totally dependent on HIM.
 
I am dying! You are dying! We are all dying! But... in JESUS The CHRIST we can experience Life & Resurrection! So what if we must admit that we are powerless! So what if we must humble ourselves before The Throne of Grace! It's that very admission to GOD that will bring us closer to that Life that is available to us in The CHRIST. Wouldn’t it be nice to be able to know, to accept & not be fearful of the fact that we are dying simply because we truly understand & accept that when we become a Child of GOD that we have Life Eternal! Hallelujah!
 
Dear Heavenly FATHER, It is when I really face life in the flesh that I see death. But in The CHRIST’S death on the Cross there is Life available. Thank YOU for this Amazing Grace. I may not fully understand it, but I Praise you for it and I thank YOU for all of the many Blessings YOU grant to each one of us on a moment by moment basis. I pray in The Precious and Powerful Name of YOUR Son, YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Amen.
 
Reading Ephesians 2:1-10 this morning….
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The Rainbow Umbrella

5/9/2022

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From my own life's knowledge and experience as a former transgender prostitute, allow me to give insight on something that nobody is talking about; but everyone is asking, "How has this rainbow movement gained so much footing so quickly?" and "Why are politicians and law-makers protecting these people?" and "How are educators pushing this agenda?"

The answer is simple; perversion. 
Take this information and do what you will with it, if you feel led to do anything at all.

I WAS a transgender prostitute back when transgenderism was not pushed, or encouraged, or protected, or promoted. It was actually looked down upon. Trans-identified people were seen as the mentally unstable individuals they were.

The lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult damaged me severely between the ages of 5 to 10 years old. I was so damaged and so very broken that I believed I was a girl trapped in a boy body. I believed the lie of being "born in the wrong body." I also had numerous sex partners, I'd been molested more times than I could ever recall. I was recruited into the cult.

To understand how we have laws protecting this cult and their assault on children, we must first understand who exactly falls under this dark "TransQueer" Rainbow Umbrella.

There is a huge difference between being AGP (an autogynephile) and being “gender-dysphoric.” It is one that we must understand in order to clearly understand what is happening right before our eyes, and also to understand just how this TransQueer agenda has expanded and gained legal protection with extra/special rights.

Perversion, then infiltration by the perverted.

The Trans-Queer Umbrella covers all of the individuals that identify as “trans,” but not all of the people that are falling into the "Trans" category, and that are being protected by the cover of that umbrella, are actually "dysphoric" or confused about their “gender” (their SEX).

While “gender-dysphoria” or “gender identity disorder” is a mental disorder in & of itself, let’s see what other mental disorders fall under the same umbrella and can then identify as or with “trans” or “gender-dysphoric” or “transgender” or "queer" etc... etc... etc...

AGP or autogynephile – Males that are sexually aroused by the thought of themselves as women (but do not actually want to become women) and/or wearing women's clothing (especially undergarments).

Transvestites – Males/Females that are sexually aroused by wearing opposite-sex clothing.

Fetishists – a form of sexual behavior in which gratification is linked to an abnormal degree to a particular object, activity, part of the body, etc

Paraphilia - condition characterized by abnormal sexual desires, typically involving extreme and/or dangerous activities. *Some examples of paraphilias: pedophilia, rape, AGP, bestiality, transvestism, and this list can go on and on.*

Those who suffer with these conditions, or paraphilias, are also those who fall under that bright, colorful & shiny “TransQueer Rainbow Umbrella” and these individuals can, and do, label themselves as "trans." These are the individuals that are fighting so viciously to be allowed into women’s bathrooms, spas, locker rooms, showers, clubs and even women's prison cells!

How does this happen??? Men in Power. 


And before you go rolling your eyes, I am NOT a feminist, nor am I a  “TERF”. I am a man that spent 30+ years as a member, ally & advocate of/for the lgbTQia+ Trans-Queer Rainbow Cult as well as a man that spent 20+ years as a Trans-Identified “Woman.” I am also a registered sex-offender directly linked to the sex-trafficking & abuse that I suffered as a child, teen and young adult by the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult.


Men in Power... the judges, politicians (local & federal), lawmakers, CEO’s of million/billion dollar companies, actors, influential wealthy people and let's not forget the medical professionals. Many of these men suffer one or more of those paraphilias mentioned above, and these men are not standing against the immorality of transitioning, mutilating or butchering children or even allowing males into female spaces because they themselves (these men in power) are saturated in the perversions of TransQueer & sexual deviance.

The immoral find it extremely hard, if not impossible, to stand up against immorality, no matter how much they disagree with it! I mention this as porn has enveloped the entire world, and those individuals too suffer from perversion. When someone lives in immorality they will find it difficult to stand against immorality, out of fear their own perversion be revealed.

Whether these men suffer from a paraphilia named above or are consumed by another mental disorder like pedophilia, porn-addict, satanic-ritual-abuse (SRA), prostitution, sex-trafficking, rape, and the list goes on, these men are laughing behind closed doors as they promote, push, fund, affirm, encourage and celebrate these once hidden shameful activities; this includes pushing bills and laws that further the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult's agenda that give extra/special rights to mentally disabled individuals. ALL trans-identified people have a mental disorder and DESPERATELY NEED HELP, NOT HOMRONES!!

As an EX-trans-identified “woman” that was a trans-prostitute for MANY years, I have seen, dealt with, and befriended many of these types of men; I can say without a shadow of a doubt, that you would be amazed & shocked at just how many married, clean-cut, successful men, maybe even some sitting in chambers voting on laws & bills, are wearing women’s panties, garters or stockings underneath their 3-piece suits, judges robes, uniforms, etc…

These men have been my clients and I know just how warped and just how demented these individuals are, and can be! I have personally experienced the outrage and dangerous physical attacks of some of my clients when I actually thought my life would end in those moments.

So, it is not a stretch to know that because of their own immorality, fetishes and mental disorders that these men will not only remain silent when faced with the immoral, fetishist mental disorders that fall under the Trans-Umbrella as the lgbTQia+ Cult marches on, but they will do whatever they can to protect their own debauchery, AND their own secret fantasies & perversions! Many of them are creating bills and passing laws to protect this ungodly and perverted cult of suicide, confusion & death. Some have even "come out" as "trans" and put on a good act for society, but trust me when I tell you that they are miserable and broken!

How many principals in the public/government school system are secretly wearing women’s panties at work?? They are being consistently & constantly sexually aroused as they gently and innocently rest their hand on a child’s shoulder or as they pat a child on the head.

How many teachers suffer from paraphilias that are going untreated as these sexually obsessive desires grow out of control? How many children sit in their classroom being lusted after? Is this a chance anyone is willing to take? Especially during a time when pornographic/obscene materials are being presented to children, in the name of 'art,' around every corner in culture, society and in their classrooms!

How many judges are hearing cases of children victimized and then allow their ruling to be made by the stirring in their loins, as they sit on the bench wearing women’s stockings under their robe, sexually aroused?

How many women will be locked in a cell tonight with a male (that identifies as trans) that has committed heinous sexual crimes against women and/or children? How many of those women will be raped, impregnated or worse? One would be too many, or should I say ONE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH!!!

How many politicians or law-makers will cast their vote to further the lgbTQia+ Trans Queer Rainbow Gender Ideology Agenda while enveloped in their own sexually immoral fetishes, fantasies or desires?

Honestly, how many people do you think would stand up against immorality and the sexualization of children while they suffer from a mental disorder or paraphilia that would place them under the protection of that bright, shiny & colorful Rainbow Umbrella? Some of them wish they could "come out" as well, but since they don’t (because of their own moral compass) they will promote, encourage, vote for, affirm and celebrate the chaos and turmoil parading around as “diversity, inclusivity, and equality.”

Please heed these words. I don't claim to have ALL the answers but THIS I know, and I know it very well. THIS is where I can be of use. As an EX-gay and an EX-trans, as one that spent 30+ years enveloped in that perversion, as a man that identified as a transwoman for over 20 years, as one that has learned more about this cult than most, and as one that is ready, willing & able to expose this dark mass of political wickedness.... PLEASE take this information and utilize it.

I do not believe things will get better, nor do I think that the public/government schools are redeemable... but we must PREPARE THE WAY for those who have been deceived, confused, abused and used by the lgbTQia TransQueer Gender Rainbow Cult... and the perversion that has enveloped the world.

​We must reach into the flames to yank them out regardless if we get burned or not. 
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We Catch 'Em ~ HE Cleans 'Em (A Message For HIS Own)

3/27/2022

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JESUS The CHRIST said, “Follow ME, and I will make you fishers of men!” (Matthew 4:19) How are we going to “follow HIM” if we are constantly trying to lean on our own understanding?! How can we "follow HIM" if we know it all and remain unteachable?! We must humble ourselves, and become teachable. None of us has arrived.

Fishers of men. We catch ‘em and HE will clean ‘em. We cannot do HIS job! So let us not focus on 'saving' folks, because that is not within our own strength or power, and just do what HE has commissioned us to do. Let's be the example in Word, Deed and Action. We cannot save anyone, only HE can do that. Can HE use us? Absolutely. Does HE use us? At times. People are not projects, so let us not lose focus of just being the example instead of focusing on how many we can 'save' because it becomes a hinderance to just being the example.

Matthew 28:18-20 tell us The Great Commission, which is two-fold, we are told to go out (to evangelize) and teach (to disciple). Evangelizing includes exposing the darkness and the agenda of the lgbTQia+ TransQueer Rainbow Cult with it's Gender Ideology attack on society & culture.

Over and over I see folks misquoting Scripture and misrepresenting The CHRIST simply by not understanding what HE has already laid out for us to do. You can do more damage by leaning on your emotions; what you “think” or “feel” than what The Word actually says.  

Do not allow anyone to tell you or teach you what The Word says, or what the Will of GOD is, without seeking HIS Face on your own and connecting with/to HIS Holy Spirit by doing your own research and investigating to prove/test if what they have taught is in context. Very Important! Trust me, I could've saved myself a lot of heartache and depression had I known all of this many years ago. However, I do not regret any of it, as I was able to learn, from experience, so very much for such a time as this.

And remember: “The natural man receiveth not the things of The SPIRIT of GOD: for they are foolishness unto him; neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned.” (1Corinthians 2:14) ~ while this message is clearly giving us direction it is for those who have already surrendered unto HIM and HIS Way. The HOLY SPIRIT is needed to discern The Scriptures.

When ministering, let us remember this direction because it is so very important that we not try to force feed the 'natural man' with spiritually discerned food. This is why it is so important for us to connect with, to befriend, and to meet folks on level ground. We pour into the 'natural' man by being the example in word, deed and action; not by quoting a book they're not even able to comprehend.
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Guilted Lies... No Surprise.

1/26/2022

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Dead son or live trans-daughter! That is not just emotional blackmail, but it is also a lie from the pit of hell! I was the "suicidal transkid" that is always tossed into the conversation, or debate, when trying to push the TransQueer agenda.

What they don't want you to know is that I was also a suicidal trans-adult because GAC (gender affirming care), affirmation, acceptance, wrong-sex hormones, puberty blockers, procedures, or surgeries do NOT remove the suicidal ideation, the depression, misery, brokenness, comorbidities, brokenness, confusion, or the distress of being victimized; all of these things only make suicidal ideation worse!

I was suicidal for many years. I attempted suicide a few times, thought about it a lot, and I also used the suicidal ideation, or threat of,  to my own advantage to "get my way" or to be pitied. Emotional blackmail is something taught by this victim-mentality within the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult and all of its diabolical propaganda that it force feeds its victims. There is a very powerful feeling within victimhood that you possess when you have a mental condition like the abnormal condition of confusion, perversion, delusions, addictions, etc.

We express our "victimhood" by lashing out and manipulation.

One of the many lies that the lgbTQia+ TransQueer Rainbow Cult uses is; if you do not accept, affirm, promote, encourage, push and celebrate the unrealistic fantasy that your child, friend or loved one is trapped in, then you will be partly, or wholly, responsible if that person commits, or attempts to commit, suicide. Nonsense!

Lies! Guilted Lies!!! That is NOT true and it is a diabolical, sensitive and fragile technique that wreaks havoc on families & relationships more than any other method or lie used by this cult! From my own life experiences and knowledge, as well as the thousands of males & females that I have known, spoken to or befriended, being depressed and suicidal does not "go away" or diminish with acceptance, transition or affirmation. It actually gets paused, but remains, until it returns... with a vengeance. So, it actually only gets worse for the individual.

With the newfound affirmation there seems to be a period of euphoria that the individual experiences. I have experienced this a few times; each time thinking and believing I've finally found the joy I was seeking, only for the reality of biological sex and the impossibility to hide in a false identity to knock me back down, letting me know I hadn't found anything but angst!

This "experience" of euphoria seems promising to the loved ones as they may not agree but do not want to lose the individual to suicide or any other means that have been tossed out there to guilt or shame the family or friends into accepting these delusions. But it isn't long before the mentally unstable individual recognizes that they are still the same broken, confused, depressed, hurting, suicidal and delirious person that they were before everyone started giving them the acceptance and encouragement for their disorder/condition (dysphoria is a disorder, making it a condition).

The individual, upon realization of this, then spirals into the depths of darkness & angst, wanting even more to end their existence. Wanting even more to saturate themselves in the cesspools of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult and it's deadly ideology.

While it is very real that many trans-identified persons are or become more suicidal, this thought process is absolutely used to the advantage of the individual suffering from the condition for the main purpose of getting attention, being affirmed and desperately trying to further their walk as the person they believe themselves to be. Don't be confused by this, it is misusing very real depression & thoughts of harming self to their advantage. It is manipulation. 

This condition is also used by the cult itself; to utilize these victims of the cult, these pawns, to do it's bidding and to continue to push it's agenda. Many of the victims of this cult are being told that they "will be suicidal if their family doesn't embrace them" (their mental disorder).

Most of those that are trapped in the delusions of transgenderism are sincere in their thoughts & feelings. They sincerely believe themselves to be whatever they think or feel they are; or whatever they are taught or told they are, which is happening more & more. 

I wanted to give some insight on this guilting & shaming of parents and loved ones into that web of deception because I once was that suicidal transkid (and the suicidal trans-adult) and I have attempted to take my own life several times. However, those attempts were just that, attempts!

I wanted attention and for people to feel sorry for me so they would have no other choice but to accept, affirm, condone, promote and celebrate who and what I believed myself to be!

In many cases, the threat of suicide is just that, a threat. The threat is emotional blackmail. It is meant to guilt you or to shame you into letting your guard down, compromising and giving in to the make believe delusions of that mentally ill individual.

​I will end with this... if you compromise AT ALL, you will be surrendering all of the power and authority you will ever have to speak Truth or Life into that individual. Stand firm! No compromises! No matter how much it hurts or strains the relationship with the individual.




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Hurry Up, and Wait

1/4/2022

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Most of us are impatient. We hate to wait. We're used to minute rice, instant pudding, fast food, and movies on demand. We quickly ask, "How long?" We even ask it of GOD Almighty in a bitter and self-pitying tone!
 
"How long?", asked Abraham, who, when he was seventy-five years old and childless, was promised, "I will make you into a great nation" (Genesis 12:2). He waited twenty-five years before the child of promise, Isaac, was born (Genesis 21:5), and there was still more to wait for! How did he manage it? Well, "he staggered not at the promise of GOD through unbelief; but was strong in Faith, giving Glory to GOD; being fully persuaded that what HE had promised, HE was able also to perform" (Romans 4:20-21).
 
"How long?", asked David, who, when only sixteen, was anointed by Samuel at GOD Almighty’s direction to be king over Israel (1 Samuel 16:1-13). He did not immediately ascend the throne, but waited some fifteen years while serving King Saul despite danger and provocation and spending years in the wilderness, running from place to place like a hunted animal, as a jealous Saul tried to kill him. David waited many years before he received what was promised and, like Abraham, did so by Faith (Hebrews 11:32-33).
 
"How long?", asked Paul, who, for a quarter of a century served The CHRIST despite great deprivation and suffering only to be arrested, imprisoned, tried, found guilty, and sentenced to death for the crime of proclaiming JESUS The CHRIST as LORD & SAVIOR! See him sitting in a dark prison cell awaiting the headsman who is to execute him. Is he disheartened? Has he given up on GOD Almighty? He has not!
 
Hear Paul! "I am now ready to be offered, and the time of my departure is at hand. I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the Faith. Henceforth there is laid up for me a Crown of Righteousness, which The LORD, the Righteous Judge, shall give me at that day: and not to me only, but unto all them also that Love HIS appearing" (2Timothy 4:6-8).
 
And what about you? Will you Trust GOD Almighty while HE works HIS Good, Acceptable & Perfect Will in you until HE has formed your soul to HIS plan, or will you turn your back on HIM?
 
Dear FATHER in Heaven, My GOD! My GOD! Please forgive my impatience and weakness of Faith at times. Please give to me the Grace to persevere and Trust YOU, I will experience the fulfillment of all YOUR promises when YOU know I am ready to do so. Please help me to gladly accept YOUR timetable rather than sullenly demand mine. Thank YOU for all YOU provide every single moment of every single day. I Pray to YOU, in The Name of YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Amen.
 
Reading Luke 8:1-15
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Prepare Ye The Saints

1/4/2022

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When we speak of that 'golden rule' of doing unto others as we'd have others do unto us, let us not look at it as being 'offensive', or 'judgmental', because The Truth is neither of those things.

We owe it to the lost, to those who remain in bondage, to speak The Truth, in Love, allowing the same opportunity that we had, to that Promise of the Hope of Eternal Salvation.

Truth, in Love. Let's discuss the "in Love" part. This is not a Love that tiptoes around anyone's emotions or feelings, but a Love that is bold and brave to reach into the flames, at any cost, even if it causes the person to hit you, hurt you, walk out of your life or vow to never speak to you again, and yank them out! Screaming the Truth if need be to be heard!

The Truth is offensive to those who do not live in it. When pride is present, Truth is most definitely offensive. But that doesn't mean we don't tell it, boldly and bravely, because we Love the individual, which is only possible because we were first Loved while still in our own bondage.

If I am living in sin then I want you to tell me that what I am doing is wrong, that it is sin, it is dangerous and that no matter how deep into that sin I may think I am, that there is a way out. That there is no such thing as "too far gone"! That there is Hope and that Hope is The Truth of JESUS The CHRIST!!

Tell me that I can change. Show me!

Tell me that I can be Forgiven & washed clean! Show me!

Tell me that I can become a new man in JESUS The CHRIST! And show me! Show me testimonies of those who have the very Freedom I need! 

Tell me all of that. That is what I want others to do unto me because that is what I will do unto others! That is what The Bible says. That is the 'golden rule', not allowing me to live, and remain, in bondage, not allowing me to burn in hell for eternity because you had the wrong idea of what being 'offended' is, or because you didn't want to hurt my feelings or maybe just because you didn't care enough to do what GOD has charged you to do!

Tell The Truth, but do so in Love. Tell me that homosexuality leads to death, because it does and I am going to need to know this if I am going to have a chance of being brought to repentance.

The lost need to know this! And they need to know this not so we can save our country, or our planet, but so we can save souls! Not so we can win a social or political battle, but so we can win a Spiritual War!

Proverbs 4:14-15 "Do not enter the path of the wicked, And do not walk in the way of evil. Avoid it, do not travel on it; Turn away from it and pass on."

Do not walk in the way of evil. Do not walk with them, do not go down that path with them no matter who they are, no matter what you feel! This is not about how you feel, it is about what is right and what is wrong. It is about what GOD'S Word says!

I want to encourage each of you that when the time comes, and it will come, that you are faced with with this issue, to keep in mind that transgenderism is not only a mental disorder, but that confusion is Healable! Same goes for homosexuality! Mutable! Forgivable! Keep in mind that each sinner, regardless of their sin, is someone who is not only Forgivable, but in need of Forgiveness!

We need to know and understand this before we can go out and teach it, before we can bring HIS Message to others.

When I lived as a homosexual and a transgender there were some frightening moments when I was approached by "Christians" that had no clue how to reach me or what I believed, and their efforts did more damage than good and this is what I want to prevent from happening.

This is what GOD has charged me with, bringing this message, HIS Message, to the Saints to equip them for the battlefield.

Because there was also an approach that did reach me, that did touch me, that did minister, edify, teach me and penetrate my heart! There was an approach that planted a seed and it was welcomed by myself because of 'how' he approached me. Because of 'how' he taught me. Because of 'how' he told me the Truth, in Love.

And I know that GOD placed that man in my life for a reason, and here I am fulfilling that reason, doing my part as a Child of The One, True GOD.

Will you do your part?
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Love...

1/4/2022

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Some find it difficult to come to believe the Love of GOD because they have known so little Love in this world, and that which has called itself 'love' was a pathetic distortion of the real thing. 
 
Maybe as children they were only 'loved' when they pleased and then they were pushed away when they were not pleasing. Desperately trying to be the best little boy or girl in the world, but somehow not getting a hold of the Love that was conditioned on performance. Growing up hungering for Love, but never finding it, never keeping it, until giving up in bitterness, fearing further disappointment and rejection, and said, "Love is only an illusion, a delusion!"
 
Well, some of us did not give up, but became compulsive pleasers, ready to do anything for anyone who said they did, could or would Love us. This made some of us vulnerable to physical, mental and/or sexual abuse. The abuser said he would Love us, we did what he wanted, despite knowing intuitively something was wrong, and then, he disappeared. Others were not exploited until they were older, but the result was the same.

In time, giving up on Love, settling for the empty husk of lust and sex, condemning self to a life based on thoughts & feelings. For years we wandered alone, without Hope. We dissociated from ourselves and became someone else. We put on a false identity. Hoping our charade would be believable. 
 
Then we hear that "GOD is Love." We are afraid to Believe it. We feel we cannot face one more disappointment. We dread the pain of being disillusioned again. We draw back and put up our wall. And yet, by GOD’S Good Grace, something stirs in our hearts. We sense that this is somehow different, and it is our last chance, our only escape from the dark pit into which we have fallen, our only way out of the cesspools of this world that we have become so comfortable in.

​And so, looking to YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST, focusing on HIS sacrifice for our sins, we press on into the Love of GOD Almighty. It does not disappoint! At last, we have found Love; True and Pure Love, because Love has found us! I Belong, Amen!!

The problem? We are not being given the Truth in its entirety. While living in sin I heard "GOD Loves you" so many times that when I had any contact with a Christian I could always reiterate that "GOD Loves me". Period! Like that is the end all. It's not. 

​GOD Almighty does Love each and every one of us with a Love that is incomprehensible and a Love that we cannot be separated from. What we are not hearing, learning and being told is that HIS Love doesn't get us into The Kingdom of Heaven. We are not being told that it is not HIS Love we have to obtain to get into The Kingdom, but that we must obtain HIS Mercy to get into The Kingdom. 
 
Dear FATHER of Lights, I admit I am afraid of one more disheartening letdown. Please, be patient with me as I learn to trust YOUR Love. Bear with my hesitation. Help me to remember that YOU have demonstrated YOUR Love in deed at Calvary, and to see that proves it is safe to trust YOU. The others gave me only tempting but false promises; YOU gave YOURSELF. YOU are Real! And I Thank YOU, FATHER, for all of the many Blessings YOU so generously pour out upon each one of us on a daily basis. I Praise YOU and Glorify YOU in The Mighty and Precious Name of YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Amen.
 
Reading John 16:1-33…
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Don't Let Negativity Cheat You Any Longer

1/2/2022

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Are you ever tempted to mumble or grumble?

Do you ever allow self-pity to whimper, "Things would be so much better if only..."? Of course you do. We all do. However, we must learn to deal with such thoughts & feelings or they will ruin our fellowship with GOD Almighty, strengthen our distrust of others, and leave us thinking we are helpless victims instead of men and women made strong by our own weaknesses because of GOD’S Grace to Triumph over anything this world can throw at us.
 
I read somewhere that Theodore Roosevelt was very nearsighted. Since bifocals were unknown at the time, he always carried two pairs of glasses with him, one for near vision and one for far. While he wore one, he kept the other in a steel case in his vest pocket. During his last political campaign, a man shot him. The surgeon who examined his wound handed him the steel spectacle case, stating that its presence in his vest pocket had saved his life by breaking the force of the bullet and deflecting it from his heart.
 
"Well, now, that's strange," Roosevelt said. "I've always considered having to carry those two pairs of glasses a burden and a handicap, and here at last they have been the means of saving my life."
 
As GOD Almighty used that steel spectacle case to save the life of Theodore Roosevelt, so HE can use the fires you have been through to save your life--not physically, but spiritually.

HE did not cause the evils you suffered. HE grieved over them. Those who did them to you were disobeying HIS Will. HE hated what they did, but, wonder of wonders, HE determined to take it and use it to Bless you and make you a Blessing in ways that would have been impossible without that pain!

Out with the mumbling and grumbling! Out with self-pity! Praise HIM for HIS Marvelous Grace & Mercy, HIS Great Love, HIS unsearchable Sovereignty, HIS Mighty Power, and HIS perfect plan! Don't let negativity cheat you any longer! Rejoice! GOD Almighty Reigns!!!
 
FATHER GOD, Please forgive me for my "poor me, woe is me" folly! I have suffered, but YOU have promised to transform that suffering into Goodness! Help me to Trust YOUR Promise and deliver me from those thoughts & feelings that blind me to what YOU are doing. Teach me to rejoice by Faith, so that I will see all the GoOD that YOU can bring out of pain. Thank YOU, FATHER, for this day. I Praise YOU, and lift YOUR Name on High. I Glorify YOU! I Pray to YOU in The Precious and Powerful Name of YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Amen.
 
Reading 2 Corinthians 1:1-11...
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