Still, there are times when I do not feel like HE is with me. I can be skeptical and cynical. There are times when I want a tangible experience, so The FATHER works to stretch my Faith in things unseen. I marvel at the many ways HE has met me where I am.
When I first began my walk I was in "therapy" for major depression, PTSD, anxiety, bipolar, sleeping disorders, etc…. While in session one morning it just came upon me that I did not need this anymore, all that I needed was in HIM and within HIS Word. I asked the therapist if she wanted to pray, she said no and so I then told her that I was done, and no longer would be needing her services and that I hadn't been on the medications for months.
I slept better than ever and from that moment on having given it all to GOD Almighty, and I have not suffered from any of those “ailments” again because HE let me know that they aren’t illnesses or diseases at all, but symptoms & results of being a part of, and in, this world.
Now I am not saying that anyone should dump out their medications. What I am saying is that is what I did and that is what worked for me. I was also diagnosed with diabetes and had been on medication for it for years, that also went away, along with many other "sicknesses". This is what I did and how HE has worked in my life. Full blown AIDS? Gone! Fibromyalgia? History! Osteoporosis? Hmph!
YAHWEH, GOD Almighty, is Able to do anything! Amen!! Anything!!! Above and Beyond whatever we could even imagine!! I realized that HE was my safety net, and that HE would see that I not only had a testimony that could help introduce others to HIM, but that I was also a living testimony of HIS Healing Power, able to stand again, balanced and secure.
Our One True Living GOD shows HIS Love to us in many ways. HE affirms us and HE speaks to us in very personal ways. How has GOD affirmed you? How has HE made HIS Presence known to you? How has YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST, spoken to your heart? Look and listen, HE is there.
Dear FATHER, Thank YOU for YOUR Patience with me and Love for me. Thank YOU for all that YOU have put in my path to help me find spiritual health as well as physical health. Please forgive me for my weakness of Faith and teach me to Trust YOUR Word rather than my thoughts & feelings. Please continue to stretch my Faith in things unseen. I Pray to YOU, FATHER GOD, in YOUR Son's Mighty and Precious Name, YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Amen.
Reading 2 Corinthians 5:1-10...