Published on
Picture
2Timothy 4:1-5 ~ 1 I solemnly exhort you in the presence of God and of Christ Jesus, who is to judge the living and the dead, and by His appearing and His kingdom: 2 preach the word; be ready in season and out of season; correct, rebuke, and exhort, with great patience and instruction. 3 For the time will come when they will not tolerate sound doctrine; but wanting to have their ears tickled, they will accumulate for themselves teachers in accordance with their own desires, 4 and they will turn their ears away from the truth and will turn aside to myths. 5 But as for you, use self-restraint in all things, endure hardship, do the work of an evangelist, and fulfill your ministry.

The words of every preacher, teacher, author, and speaker must be subjected to the pure Light of GOD'S Word. Some will think that that statement is being judgmental, yet the Scriptures command us to judge what is right, and what is not right. "Prove all things," says 1 Thessalonians 5:21-22. "hold fast that which is good. Abstain from all appearance of evil."

Revelation 2:4-6, " 4 Nevertheless I have somewhat against thee, because thou hast left thy first love. 5 Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent. 6 But this thou hast, that thou hatest the deeds of the Nicolaitanes, which I also hate."

So, we learn there is serious trouble in the Ephesian church. While there may be much to applaud about this church, there is also something tragically wrong. The LORD says, "thou hast left thy first love." So serious a situation that HE adds, "I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent."

This doesn't mean that individual members will lose their hope of eternal salvation or lose the Grace of GOD. It means that the congregation itself will lose its ability to shed the Light of Truth. No matter how hardworking, persevering and orthodox this part of the church may be, if it loses its first love then it will cease to have an illuminating impact on those around it.

That warning of our LORD has been fulfilled again and again in thousands of ministries, groups, and congregations down to, and including, in our own day and age. All across the world you find congregations and ministries where folks continue to meet, sermons continue to be preached, hymns continue to be sung, good works continue to be done - and yet there is no impact, no fire, and no light... because there is no full Truth! Compromise has taken hold. Compromise = Failure!

It seems that the lampstand has been removed from many congregations. The community which surrounds these buildings and gathering places goes on about its business, ignoring whatever is said and done within that quaint little building. That place has now become irrelevant, and so has its message. Its Light has failed.

What does it mean to "forsake your first Love"? What exactly is our first Love? It is the Love we felt when we discovered The FATHER, when we first came to know HIM. That Love we experience through knowing HIM, HIS Presence and being Holy unto HIM! Holiness matters. Truth matters. That wonderful sense of discovery that HE Loves us, that we have a FATHER, matters. That HE has delivered us, rescued us, freed us from our sins, matters. Coming to know HIS Son, YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Being enveloped by HIS Holy Spirit.

Remember when your heart went out to The CHRIST in gratitude? When you knew that you knew HIM? When you finally “got it”? Remember when you had eyes for no one else but YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST? When you 1st Believed? When you Repented? When you were buried with The CHRIST in Baptism? How about when HIS Holy Spirit came to dwell within you? What Joyous moments! How could we forget!

Watch a young couple in love and see how they talk to each other; how they touch each other's hands. They are actually lost in each other. They think only of the wonder of one another. That is the way it is when a person first comes to The CHRIST. Their heart is filled with gratitude, with wonder, and with absolute amazement.

"I've been forgiven!" we think. "GOD Almighty robed HIMSELF in flesh and came to this world to become the propitiation and died for me! GOD Almighty actually Loves me, lil ole me! I can hardly believe it!"

Think of the times when you heard the testimony of a new Believer, or think of the time when you first heard or read my testimony. Remember the tears of Joy? Remember the trembling voice, the look of wonder? Remember the tears that were shed while telling of such an amazing Freedom and how JESUS The CHRIST has rescued us from the cesspools of this world??? The Love of The CHRIST is something new, fresh, incredible and heart stopping for so many.

Charles Wesley wrote: "Amazing love, how can it be, that Thou My God shouldst die for me!" That is what "first love" is like, and how do we ever lose it? Very gradually, as our focus slowly shifts from our love-relationship with The CHRIST to simply being busy for the ministry. Where we once delighted in serving others, singing GOD'S Praise and studying HIS Word due to our amazing Love for HIM, now we continue to do these same things for a subtly different motive.

Instead of being pleasing and acceptable unto The LORD, we seek the approval of others. Position, status and reputation in the church begins to matter more than our relationship with YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST. Suddenly the things that matter are “blending in” and “being open-minded.” And sadly, as people lose their First Love, Holiness also fades away in their lives.

Without even noticing the change, something of your first Love is lost. The busyness, the religious activity, the churchianity, the sincere mumbo-jumbo is all there, but the wonder and the intense Love are gone. The light has failed. When this occurs to an entire congregation, then their lampstand is removed. The Ephesian church trembled at the brink of this very idea, its light flickered, yet still shone, but for how long?

Could it be that we, in this very time, at this very moment, find ourselves in the same situation? Are we wavering alongside the Ephesian church, tottering, about to tumble off & fall away? How would we even know if we were? Could we even be rescued from such a fate? A fading first Love is when you lose that distinctive, glowing Joy of the Holy Spirit led life. And while usually that only reveals itself on the inside, it is just something you know deep within yourself, but GOD forbid it reveal itself on the outside. 

GOD forbid our lives become "routine"! GOD forbid that when we hear the Word of GOD, a powerful teaching, a meaningful lesson, or even the miraculous testimony of a dead man walking coming into the fold, and we begin to feel that we have heard it all before. When praising or worshiping GOD Almighty begins to be mechanical, routine or dull.

This is a sign, and a very dangerous one. One might also lose their ability to Love others. One of the great revelations of Scripture is that the reason we Love others is because we have first been Loved ourselves. When we lose that awareness of the Love of YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST, it is almost inevitable that our Love for others begins to fade. We become rather critical of others, we complain, we even become more selective in our friendships, we start singling out only those who match up with our own  personal beliefs, standards, professional levels, economic status, etc...

We lose our Christ-like, indiscriminate, unconditional Love for others. You remember, that kind of Love you expressed in the days when your own Love Affair with The CHRIST was warm, and new and alive?? How you relished every waking moment of telling others of HIS Mighty Love and Power? How you proudly walked in Holiness? When modesty and abstaining from the appearances of evil were top priority for you??? What happened?

We also tend to lose a healthy perspective of ourselves. Meaning, our wants, our needs become more and more important to us than they ought to be. Instead of concerning ourselves with what is pleasing and acceptable to GOD Almighty, we seem to be only concerned with what is pleasing and acceptable to us, and those people we hold dear.

When enough people become like this (and one is too many), the result is division. Instead of being focused on their love for The CHRIST, and wanting to spread that love to others, they become focused on themselves, their own agendas, their own programs, their own interests. Self-centeredness sets in, and their light flickers, falters and then eventually, it fails. It is removed.

We have all been "Ephesian" in our Faith at one time or another.

I know I have. Almost like I pressed pause because I once again became lost or confused because what I expected was not quite what I found. Maybe I grew to know it all. Maybe my own struggles were just too much. Maybe I didn't truly believe in the power of transparency. Maybe I let others affect my own walk and my own studies of Truth. Maybe I became focused on myself, and cared more about how others thoughts and feelings were making me feel, or directed at me.

But GOD!! I did not give up, and don’t you either! Just seek HIM and seek HIS face, learn HIS Truth in HIS Word instead of wanting everyone to give you their perspective on things.

In HIS letter to the Ephesian church, our LORD, our GOD, gives three specific & practical steps to recovery: Remember, Repent & Return. "Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen."

Remember... HE says. Look back. Recall how you felt and how you responded when you first came to know ME. The inner support and strength that came to you in times of pressure and trouble. That Joy, Wonder, Peace and Closeness you felt when you first gave yourself over to the One True Living GOD. And do not forget the eagerness with which you went to the LORD in prayer.

Warm your soul with the fond memory of the delight you took in fellowship with other Believers, in devouring GOD'S Word. Soaking up the preaching of that Word in worship and praise. How you could barely stand to miss a moment to give HIM The Glory! Think back. Look back. Remember.

Repent... change your mind and change your life. Forsake your wicked ways. Turn not only from sin, but towards HIM! Change your mind about what has taken HIS place in your life. Rebuke that ambition, that pride of position or reputation, that longing for approval that has replaced your original Love for The CHRIST. Turn from those longings to “fit in” and to “live like the world.” Many of the things you do will take on new meaning as you replace old prideful, self-motivation with a new, Joyful CHRIST-centered desire for seeing others come to know HIM, and as you are the example in Word, Deed and Action.

Give up the critical spirit, the complaining attitude, the reliance on the knowledge of men and put YESHUA, JESUS The CHRIST, back in the center of all that you are and all that you do. Allow the Joy of the Hope of Eternal Salvation and your amazement over GOD'S Amazing, Unconditional, and Present Love to permeate every endeavor you undertake.

Return.... "Do the first works, " says our LORD JESUS The CHRIST. Return to the Scripture, absorb its Truth with eager eyes, while praying continually for The Holy SPirit to lead you and guide you in all Truth, trusting HIM with all the issues of our lives, great & small.

At the same time, respond to others selflessly & compassionately from a heart full of Amazing Love which only HE can provide. As we Praise HIM from the depths of our hearts, full of gratitude for all HE has done in our lives; as we sing praises to HIS Name and meditate on HIS Grace, only then will we start to truly return to our first Love.

Just like the Ephesians, your spiritual fire has not gone out yet, and HE even points that out in this letter to the Ephesians, so take heed!
Published on
Picture
SEL according to those who are pushing this dangerous method of operation, is "the process through which children learn to recognize and manage emotions. It allows them to understand and interact with others and to make good decisions."

SEL is a form of therapy used by educators to retrain the emotions, values, attitudes and behaviors of children without parental consent or knowledge. Mental health "assessments" are not what most parents are sending their children off to school for. Should a child that is fidgety or high energy be labeled as ADD/ADHD? No! Should a quiet, introverted child be labeled as "abnormally withdrawn"? No!

Many of us have seen these sexualized and highly inappropriate "surveys" or questionnaires that have been given to children from kindergarten to high school, but now that children are being given CAT - Computer Adaptive Testing - this opens the door for these sexualized and highly inappropriate surveys to given the same way.

CAT is a form of remediation where a question changes due to the response, or answer, to the previous question. One child's answer to a sexualized question will give them a totally different following question than what another student receives due to his/her own response to their last question. See how this can be targeting each individual child?

​For example: If the question is "have you ever masturbated?" and the child responds NO, that child's next question will be totally different from a student that answers YES. The student that answers YES will get more questions about masturbation while the one that answered NO will get a new question altogether.

Below are some quotes from publications of those who push this "therapy" upon children to be able to target each child in a more effective manner...

CASEL, or the Collaborative for Academic and Social Emotional Learning is just one organization that lobbies state legislators and congress to implement SEL into state education policy.
Picture
​SEL course content is very far-left leaning, and downright Marxist in some areas. This "therapy" teaches children very UN-American concepts, the destruction of traditional western ideas, "social justice" causes and the means to protest/be activists, blame America first lessons, sexual fluidity, explicit comprehensive sex education, how to engage in oral and anal sex, and so much more!

SEL's anti-bias curriculum includes organizations like "Welcoming Schools" which is to "create lgbTQia+ and gender inclusive schools" as well as offering support exclusively to transgender and non-binary students." and "AMAZE." which provides children cartoon'ish videos to learn how to masturbate and about watching pornography being normal and okay, just don't tell your parents.
Picture
SEL "instructors" are trained to map children's "personal cultural values and preferences" which are entered into, and collected into, a data dashboard and measured for change. Results are entered into a national SEL data-bank. School Admin. has already determined that it does NOT need parents permission or written consent for any of this which is a direct violation of the PPRA, the Protection of Pupil Rights Amendment.

The PPRA is supposed to protect students AND PARENTS rights, but as we can see from the last 10 years, it does not protect the latter.

SEL "therapy" violates family privacy, values and conscience through assessments, tracking, and remediation.

SEL collects personal and private data on children that will follow those children for a lifetime.

SEL reduces any time for real academics while the screen time replaces human interaction.

SEL is very hard to measure which makes it that much more difficult to hold educators and staff accountable.

SEL is very costly amidst an already stretched budget.

The minds of children are fragile! SEL molds the thoughts and feelings of children, so it molds their thought process as well. With a 4000% increase in children identifying as trans I think we can see this fact very clearly! This is mass hysteria type mental disorder spreading rapidly, and SEL is one of the tools being used to accomplish this. The destiny of your child is being molded by disturbed and mentally unstable individuals.

Abraham Lincoln once said, "The philosophy of the school room in one generation will be philosophy of government in the next."

And Aristotle said, "All who have meditated on the art of governing mankind are convinced that the fate of empires depends on the education of youth."

SEL has been used as the trojan horse of all things perverted and deviant. The lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult has found a method of retraining your child's thoughts & feeling, making your child an emotionally unstable prisoner to use, abuse, weaponize and criminalize!

The question is... what will you do next?!?!?
Published on
Picture
Co-Ed Dormitories; Medical Clinic; Mental Health Clinic; TransQueer Advocacy; Activism Training; Comprehensive (Aggressive) Sexual Education; Hands On Training CSE; Transitioning/Affirming Care...

This IS the future of the public school system... even if the Board of Education shuts down and leaves it up to the individual states... this is what will happen if the entirety of the #lgbTQia #TransQueer #Rainbow #Cult is not STOPPED! OUTLAWED! DONE AWAY WITH! And, unless it's victims are forced into mandatory mental health counseling and in-depth REPROGRAMMING!!

For 15 years I have said this was happening and, that what is happening now was going to happen!! Back in 2010 I said that the children were the targets and that they are sexualizing them for the next level; but I was just an extremist then. In 2011 I warned everyone that they were teaching elementary school children about oral and anal sex, but I was just a conspiracy theorist. When I said that trans-identified perverts were being allowed into the schools to meet with children one on one in the capacity of "counselor" but having no actual counselor/therapist credentials, everyone shook their head and said I was exaggerating...

When I said that there were going to be MALES IN FEMALE PRISONS, raping women in their jail cells and violating them in their own single-sex spaces... some thought I was being "extreme." When I said that the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow cult IS a pederast movement, and that it was laying the foundation to protect pedophiles... I was being "hateful."

Right here and now I am telling you all, please heed these words, that the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult has in fact laid the foundation to rise up the next movement; the pederast movement that will claim ANY AND ALL children that remain in the public gov’t schools!! All of them!!

Every single minute these children remain under the pressure of this diabolical and well-organized assault on their minds, bodies, and souls means that they are that much more turned over to the perversions of this cult! Sexualizing children creates sexualized offenders! The only time that it doesn't is when these children are given puberty-blockers that will destroy their bodies, chemically sterilize them and destroy their own desires for sexual contact... but will not stop that child from being abused or sex-trafficked. 

I know that many of you do not wanna grasp this truth! I know many of y’all don’t wanna believe me this time either but I will say this, and not for a pat on the back or for props, but because I was the victim of this cult for thirty+ years; abused, molested, trafficked, sold, recruited, targeted, desensitized, sexualized, victimized, criminalized, rented out; a runaway at 14 on the streets of Philadelphia, HIV/AIDS+ by age 14, an agent for my own handlers for years... yeah, I recruited other young people into that darkness throughout my teenage years and early adult life!

I am telling you now, this cult has its talons in your children and has control of your children. And if your children remain in the public gov’t school system your child will be victimized further! Please don’t tell me how you’re a Christian and your children are Christian, they are the “light in the darkness of the schools” because if you believe that sending your children into the devils lair of perversion and all things deviant, then you are an Unparent and do not love your child. 

Get mad all ya want. I don’t care. I am telling you what is real and what is happening to your children! I am telling you that this cult will continue to brainwash children and to push this confusion onto these babies to prepare them for the reality of the “social change” and perversion planned for each of them.

I KNOW THIS CULT FROM THE INSIDE OUT!!!! This cult was my life for 30+ years! This cult was my "family" for 30+ years! This cult was my thoughts, feelings and my entire world for 30+ years! I was not just recruited into it (targeted, desensitized, sexualized, victimized & trafficked) but I became a recruiter for it! I did not just live a lie, I BECAME THE LIE!!

"Social Change" is a goal of this cult. SIECUS has stated as much. They have told us boldly and bluntly that there will be social change. In their own statement they said it was "more than a phrase" but a promise!
Picture
Look folks, I do not have any children, nor do I have any stakes in the ground here. I do not profit from speaking out, not monetarily anyways. And in actuality speaking out and exposing the lgbTQia TransQueer Cults agenda and method of operation has only brought me grief, death threats, harassment, loss of jobs, loss of property, and so much more that would keep the average individual from standing up, speaking out, or pushing back... but know this, I am not the average individual, I am also not a victim any longer, and I have earned the right to expose this pederast movement.

Y'all better wake the hell up!
Published on
Picture
This is a letter/email that I have sent out to all state legislators and activist groups. This letter is also being sent out to school boards as well as town/city officials. It is a compilation of blog posts and testimony, but praying it is powerful enough to move them and prick their hearts into action...

​"I am only here to provide information that is not so easily available or provided by other sources so freely. You may get bits and pieces from other sources, but please allow me to give you a plethora of information that you can utilize... or not. That depends on you! 

The lgbTQia TransQueer Agenda is very real, and it is not going anywhere just because of some Executive Order or memo from the boss. This cult has its talons embedded into the public government school system, society, and culture more than any other movement in history! And they mean business. 

How do I know? I was one of the targeted, desensitized, victimized, sexualized, and criminalized child victims of this movement beginning 45+ years ago! I was the "suicidal transkid" always being tossed into the debates & arguments to further the TransQueer Agenda. What they don't want you to know is that I became a suicidal trans-adult because affirmation, transition, acceptance, wrong-sex hormones, diversity, equity, and inclusivity do not remove depression, angst, trauma, pain, brokenness, or suicidal tendencies. In fact, those latter issues are only worsened with the former.

I was a member/advocate of/for the TransQueer Rainbow Movement for 30+ years. I was on wrong-sex hormones at age 14. I was HIV/AIDS positive at age 14. I was targeted, sexualized, sex-trafficked, criminalized and perverted by this cult of death, suicide and pederasty. Being a victim of it, I can most certainly call it a cult! I was a dysphoric youth trying to hide in a false identity. Victimization and victim-mentality are very real. The comorbidities and underlying issues youth suffer now, are the actual basis for the abnormal condition of mental confusion (DYSphoria) for which most of them suffer.

Please Heed These Words... You Must Do Your Part To Stop This Assault On Children, Society, Culture, Women, Biology and Humankind! We will NOT be getting another chance if we squander away the reprieve we have been blessed with in having Trump win the election. Whether you agree with him or not, this is the time to defeat this cult and rescue the youth! The war is not over. This cult will not stop because of an EO or because some bills are passed, it must be outlawed & jailed. Then, for the individuals that have been bamboozled by deception and perversion, they must be given the mental health care they so desperately need.

I was trans-identified for 20+ years! I did not just live a lie, I BECAME THE LIE! I was perverted, trafficked and severely abused by the "trusted adults" in my life... teachers, neighbors, a parent of a friend, relatives, and others. I became an agent for my handlers, and I assisted in the recruiting of other youth. I did so as a youth and as a young adult.

I know this movement from the inside out. I know how it operates and why it does what it does. I am telling you that this movement WILL destroy anyone in its path, especially children! Why are some politicians and law-makers so intrigued by this movement? How are educators, or anyone that claims to care about the safety and health of children, pushing this agenda? I can tell you how this movement has gained legal, social and cultural protections. Please allow me to shine some light on that for you;

As a former Trans-Prostitute most of my clients were men in power. Many of my clients were AGP, transvestites, fetishists, perverted into Sado-Masochism & Bondage/Discipline. These men were judges, lawyers, CEOs, influential local authorities (law officers, a fire chief, etc), politicians, law-makers, bill writers, even a few actors from Hellywood.

Anyone that stands up to defend, protect, encourage, promote or celebrate the TransQueer Agenda, the assault on children, furthering mental illness, and the sexualization of children is a threat to all of the weak, worn, vulnerable people they come into contact with. Any judge that rules in favor of this cult is suffering with a paraphilia. Any politician that votes in favor of this cult has been infiltrated and perverted themselves. There are no other reasons for anyone to promote, encourage, celebrate or push this diabolical agenda unless they are truly bamboozled by the emotional blackmail of this cult or maybe they are pedophiles and pedo-apologists themselves, even those who are tainted by "donations" and fees have been corrupted into this war against children.

While “gender-dysphoria” or “gender identity disorder” is a mental disorder in & of itself, there are other mental disorders that fall under the same trans umbrella because the individuals suffering from these mental and sexual disorders can identify as “trans” or “gender-dysphoric” or “transgender” or "queer" etc... etc... etc...

AGP or autogynephilia – Males that are sexually aroused by the thought of themselves as women (but do not actually want to become women) and/or wearing women's clothing (especially undergarments).

Transvestites – Males/Females that are sexually aroused by wearing opposite-sex clothing.

Fetishists – a form of sexual behavior in which gratification is linked to an abnormal degree to a particular object, activity, part of the body, etc

What is a "paraphilia?"

Paraphilia - condition characterized by abnormal sexual desires, typically involving extreme and/or dangerous activities. *Some examples of paraphilias: pedophilia, rape, AGP, bestiality, transvestism, and this list can go on and on.*

Those who suffer with these conditions, or paraphilias, are also those who fall under that bright, colorful & shiny “TransQueer Rainbow Umbrella” and these individuals can, and do, label themselves as "trans." These are the individuals that are fighting viciously to be allowed in women's bathrooms, spas, lockerrooms, showers, clubs and even women's prison cells!


The pro-trans judges, politicians (local & federal), lawmakers, CEO’s of million/billion dollar companies, actors, influential wealthy people and let's not forget the medical professionals, all suffer one or more of those paraphilias mentioned above, and these men are not standing against the immorality of transitioning, mutilating, sterilization or butchering of children, or even allowing males into female spaces because they are saturated in the perversions of lewd and lascivious TransQueer deviance and other sexual perversions.

The immoral find it extremely hard, if not impossible, to stand up against immorality no matter how much they may disagree with it! As porn has enveloped the world; those individuals too suffer from perversion. When someone dwells in immorality they will not stand against immorality out of fear their own perversions will be revealed. Same reason why so many do not want Epstein's "list" to be revealed.

Whether these men suffer from a paraphilia named above or are consumed by another mental disorder like pedophilia, porn-addiction, satanic-ritual-abuse (SRA), narcissisms, sex-trafficking, sexual abuse, and the list goes on; these men are laughing behind closed doors as they promote, push, fund, affirm, encourage and celebrate these attacks on children; this includes voting to keep explicit materials in classrooms/libraries, pushing bills and passing laws that further the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult's agenda, or even affirming a child's mental disorder by chemically castrating them with potent drugs. These things all give extra/special rights to mentally disabled individuals. ALL trans-identified people have a mental disorder and need HELP, NOT HORMONES!

When do we start to actually protect the mentally ill from having their mental illness go untreated, get promoted, be encouraged, pushed and affirmed? Aren't there laws that protect the mentally disabled from being exploited? Aren't there laws that protect children from being targeted and preyed upon? Why aren't we protecting them?!!?!?!

As a former transgender individual and a former trans-prostitute of MANY years; I have seen, dealt with, and befriended many of these men with sexually deviant paraphilias that I have mentioned above. You would be shocked at just how many married, clean-cut, successful men, even some sitting in chambers voting on laws & bills, are wearing women’s panties, garters or stockings underneath their business suits, judges robes, uniforms, etc…

These men have been my clients and I know how warped and demented they are, and can be! I have personally experienced the perversions, the outrage and the very dangerous physical attacks of some of my clients to where I thought my life would end. I have had judges, lawyers, powerful businessmen, politicians, a few Hellywood actors, etc etc etc... come into my home or motel room and take off their manly clothing only to reveal women's lingerie. Some of these men were wearing their own wives' panties & undergarments.

Many of them are creating bills and passing laws to protect this ungodly and perverted cult. Some of these men have even "come out" as trans and put on a good act for society, remaining the tortured perverted men they are. Some of them sit next in chambers and vote to have parents rights limited, children to be able to be butchered by "affirming care" and an array of pro-TransQueer cult activity. Trust me when I say that these men are so perverted and emotionally unstable that their judgement should be questioned on every single topic! These men should not be trusted with/around children.

How many principals in the public/government school system are secretly wearing women’s panties at work?? They are being constantly sexually aroused as they gently and innocently rest their hand on a child’s shoulder or as they pat a child on the head. What comes next? You do not want to know!

How many teachers suffer from paraphilias that are going untreated as these sexually obsessive desires grow out of control? How many children sit in their classrooms being lusted after? Is this a chance anyone is willing to take? Especially during a time when pornographic/obscene materials are being presented to children, in the name of 'art,' around every corner in culture, society and in their classrooms! The uprise of educators and so-called "safe adults" being convicted of child sex crimes answers that!

How many judges are hearing cases of children victimized and then allow their ruling to be influenced by the stirring in their loins, as they sit on the bench wearing women’s stockings under their robes: sexually aroused?

How many women will be locked in a cell tonight with a male (that identifies as trans) that has committed heinous sex crimes against women and/or children? How many of those women will be raped, impregnated or worse? One would be too many, or should I say ONE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH!!!

How many politicians or law-makers will cast their vote to further the lgbTQia+ Trans Queer Rainbow Agenda while being enveloped in their own sexually immoral fetishes, lusts, fantasies or desires? How many of those men are wearing women's clothing?

Honestly, how many people do you think would stand up against immorality and the sexualization of children while they suffer from a mental disorder or paraphilia that would place them under the protection of that bright, glittery, colorful Rainbow Umbrella? Some of them wish they could "come out" as well, but since they don’t (because of their own moral compass) they will promote, encourage, vote for, affirm and celebrate the chaos and turmoil parading around as “diversity, equity and inclusivity.”

Please heed these words. I don't claim to have all of the answers but THIS I know, and I know it very well. My proof? My past! As a registered sex-offender I can attest to the recruiting, sex-trafficking, deviant targeting of youth this cult is all about. THIS is where I can be of use. As an EX-trans/EX-gay and as a victim that spent 30+ years enveloped in that perversion; as a man that identified as a transwoman for over 20 years; as one that has learned more about this cult than most; and as one that is ready, willing & able to expose this dark mass of political wickedness; PLEASE take this information and utilize it.

Please Read My Blog For More Info and Details... HERE 

I am here to provide information that no other ex-gay/ex-trans person is going to be willing to provide so easily and openly. Yes, I said EX-gay. I've surrendered my entire life to The LORD JESUS and am not holding onto any false identities. I am only here to provide vital information to those who are serious about stopping the TransQueer agenda and stopping this war on society, culture, and the youth!

Need more background on me? HERE YA GO! "
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Published on
Picture
Trusting GOD Almighty as HE reveals our true identity is a really big step for many of us because trust doesn’t come easy for us. But we must trust HIM! We must do so confidently and focused on the fact that it will bring us into an intimate bond with HIM, and our brethren.
 
Neither the liberal nor conservative views regarding sin serves the healing purposes of GOD Almighty. I am not a democrat. I am not a republican. I am a Man of GOD and as a man of GOD I am commanded to see things through GOD’S lens. I am liberal on some issues and conservative on other issues.
         
We must stay focused on the commission already given us and not look to men and their weak understanding or personal interpretation of The Word. So, let’s focus on The Cross and on those around us that are in dire need of JESUS The CHRIST.
 
In spite of our own helplessness and emotional turmoil, there is Freedom. That freedom is found only in JESUS The CHRIST, as HE accepts us. HE has broken the power of our strongholds, our habits, our addictions, our sins, at the cross. Yet that doesn’t mean we have nothing else to do.
 
Created in the image of GOD Almighty; born in the image of Adam.

While sin has distorted HIS Image in us, our One True Living GOD robed HIMSELF in flesh, came to this earth becoming the man, JESUS The CHRIST, to be the sacrifice for your wrongs and mine! HE suffered death to Redeem us from all iniquity and to restore us to our intended identity, and to restore us in the liberty HE desires for HIS Children. We do have solid Hope!

To enter into The Way, we must continue to press forward towards the mark. Will we entrust our lives into those hands that were pierced for us? Will we commit ourselves to doing HIS Will rather than our own? Are we ready, willing and able to trust HIS Guidance rather than our own, or others’, ideas of what is best for us?

Our lives have been "unmanageable!" We must know by now that we have been under the wrong management. Now it is time that we learn how to give our life over to the Only ONE who can properly manage it. It is time to surrender.

We may have tried to entrust our lives to HIM before and failed. We may have entrusted our lives to HIM at one time and taken them back. Whatever may have gone wrong before, now we seek what HE desires for us, to rediscover who HE Created us to be in JESUS The CHRIST.

At one time I managed to confuse knowledge with faith. I thought that the more Bible I crammed into my head, the more Faith that I would have. I studied and studied, day by day, morning and night; faithfully attended “church” and entered the ministry.

I filled my head with Bible truth only to find that my Faith was still not strong enough to withstand the blows that came to me in life.

Please don’t misunderstand me. Knowledge is necessary. You cannot trust in The One you do not know. Knowledge alone, however, is not enough for Faith. "Faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of GOD" (Romans 10:17), but faith is not merely hearing. It only comes by hearing.

Knowledge is the beginning of faith, but it is only the beginning. Truth must filter down from our heads into the very fiber of our souls. This does not happen quickly or easily. It is not obtained by mere human effort. It is the gift of GOD over time. I learned this slowly and painfully. And guess what? I am still learning and will continue to ‘be learning’ until HE comes for me. None of us has “arrived.” Remember that!

In the past, before surrendering to JESUS The CHRIST, when life overwhelmed me, I turned for comfort to homosexual activity, random sex, pornography, masturbation, gambling, drugs and the list goes on. This only led to greater woe--guilt, shame, fear, prison, disease, hurt, the loss of family & friends. 

In the first few years of my walk there was doubt that I had any faith at all. I constantly feared that I could be lost forever--that JESUS The CHRIST would abandon me, and that HIS final word to me would be, "I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness." (Matthew 7:21-23).
Then, at a very low point in my walk, after I stumbled big time, GOD HIMSELF reached out to me. I cannot explain or describe it. Words are inadequate.

HE took the Truths I had learned (my study was not in vain) and began to apply them to my heart. Tenderly, The HOLY SPIRIT applied the balm of HIS Truth to my soul, and slowly I began to revive. HE gave me a heart transplant.

Not only did The FATHER minister to my heart directly, HE also used others to open my eyes to the meaning of HIS Scriptures for my life. HE taught me to meditate on HIS Truth until I could see how it applied to me and then to praise HIM for the mercy and grace I experienced as a result of this process.

Please be assured I still have much to learn. 

I agree with the Apostle Paul, "12 Not that I have already obtained it or have already become perfect, but I press on so that I may lay hold of that for which also I was laid hold of by Christ Jesus. 13 Brethren, I do not regard myself as having laid hold of it yet; but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, 14 I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus." ~ Philippians 3:12-14
Published on
Picture
Will Faith give me strength for my struggle?

Faith can open our eyes to things we have not seen before, making us very aware of what we have missed, denied, been blinded to, or just ignored.

With my own experience as a former homosexual/transgender, I have come to realize many things; one being that as individuals are introduced to homosexuality they automatically, without consideration, accept the labels & beliefs of that cult. Putting on that identity closes many other doors and draws lines in the sand that would not otherwise exist.

I was labeled a homosexual/transgender, and I accepted that without considering it as anything but “normal.” So, everything that occurred in my life after the acceptance of that deceptive identity happened to a homosexual or transgender person as far as I was concerned, in my own reasoning.

Any of the characteristics or desires of heterosexuality, or just from me being a male, were totally silenced and denied without me ever having to consider or recognize them. This was due to my own delusion of my thoughts and feelings based on an, or some, experience/s.

My brain was trained to deny anything outside of my emotional and mental state of belief. I was deceived from a very early age. Lack of intimacy, lack of Truth and lack of knowledge. Molestation and abuse can do that to an individual.

Once a person truly believes that they are something very specific, it is almost impossible to make them believe something different because it goes against their thoughts and feelings, and everything they have ever come to know, think, feel or accept in this world. This was not just something I did, it was who and what I was! I didn’t live a lie, I became the lie.

It is almost like when one of those natural, or normal, sexual urges or attractions would rear its face, I immediately denied and blocked it out because of the lie that I had already accepted; I was a homosexual/transgender. Nothing more could possibly be available to me.

I could not possibly be attracted to the opposite sex because I had accepted the identity of a homosexual person. I was blinded to everything around me that was not in line with my own thoughts & feelings; my deception.

This deception distorted my entire perception of everything that was going on around me as well as within me! For me, any male was a potential sex partner and could give me the “love” & “affirmation” that I was so desperately seeking.

My reality was distorted. My reality was not reality at all but a fantasy land of emotional turmoil and desire for attention. This had to be corrected by Faith.

​Faith allows us to see things through GOD’S lens and to recognize our good, and unchangeable heterosexual design.

Faith gives sight!

As we, through Faith in Truth, reject the lie that “we are homosexual, transgender, gender-fluid, or whatever lie we have claimed, and we stop believing that we cannot change because our “orientation” is immutable, and we embrace the Truth that we are heterosexual by design; by Creation; by Intent; and in JESUS The CHRIST our identity abides, then reality can be clearly seen and healing can begin.

Mark 9:23 ~ 23 And Jesus said to him, “‘If You can?’ All things are possible to him who believes.”

It is most times our own doubts that keep us from acting and overcoming. I was a part of the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow “community.” I had “put on” that identity. That cult became my entire identity. The deception was very real, and I was very sincere when trapped in that false identity. Truth is, I was simply satisfying the lusts of my flesh in my journey to belong.

Just like JESUS The CHRIST said, in Mark 9:23, that “all things are possible to him who believe,” the same is true for unbelief. We become our own worst enemy by not believing Truth and by believing the lies. Those lies trap us, and we are caught up in the web of deception against our own selves and only JESUS The CHRIST can rescue us as we hang on that cliff clenching those rocks of deception, delusion, perversion, addiction, and so on.

Faith is what we gain, and what grows as we surrender and trust The FATHER.
Published on
Picture
Please read this very informative article, The Secret History of WPATH, The Perverse Cult That Pushed Gender Madness Into The Mainstream. After reading this article, my words will mean so much more. From the very beginning, this darkness has been pushed, promoted, funded and encouraged by perverted evil people with mental disorders, fetishes, perversions and spiritual oppression/possession, trying desperately to alter GOD'S Creation as intended and designed.

Aside from the history of WPATH or any of the prior organizations of chaos & confusion, let's remember that this is about the history of the organizations where oppressed people go... but maybe we could focus on the oppression itself. 

I was a young child when I believed myself to be a "girl trapped in a boy body." THAT is spiritual oppression, maybe even a possession, and it needs to be addressed because aside from the indoctrination and bamboozling that happens to the emotionally & mentally weak and the vulnerable, there is a great number of people who were never subjected to any TransQueer-Gender-Ideology before believing themselves to be "born in the wrong body." That doesn't mean it is innate or "natural." It definitely doesn't mean they were "born in the wrong body!"

Worldly knowledge says that it all stems from mental trauma and comorbidities. When a child is molested or sexually/physically/emotionally/mentally abused then that child most likely suffers from Dissociative Disorder and in the process of dissociating from their own identity this new chosen identity is discovered. It is a way to compartmentalize the pain of trauma and victimization. This does hold some water, and is not completely false. But there is much more to it...

Spiritual knowledge tells us that these spirits of perversion, depression, angst, confusion, etc... never come alone. The spirit of confusion is not of GOD. The sexual addiction of homosexuality or promiscuity, pedophilia, bestiality, etc... comes with the diabolical spirits that actually oppress the individual. There is so much to unwrap here. 

I was victimized as a young child. I was molested, abused, sex-trafficked and confused. I found some sense of safety in not being who/what I was. The spirits that oppressed me were plentiful... suicide, confusion, perversion, drugs, alcohol, addiction, and so on and so on! 

​When a child, or anyone, is molested, raped or assaulted, there is a transference of spiritual oppression (or possession) and we call these STDs, Sexually Transmitted Demons!

There were no lgbTQia TransQueer "safe rooms" in my elementary school. There were no drag queens telling stories in my library. There were no men dressed as women parading around the streets of my town that were obvious to me as a child, nor did I have any contact with them types of people. Yet, that darkness still enveloped me. Why? I was traumatized by the perversion that created it from the beginning of time; the original trans-spirit, Baphomet! 

Will be doing a live stream about this very soon... stay tuned
Published on
Picture
Children Are Being Assaulted! Minds Are Being Raped! Hearts Are Being Darkened!

The lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult damaged me severely by the age of 10 as I believed the lie that I was a girl trapped in a boy body. I had numerous sex partners, had been molested several times and was just a shell of the once happy little boy that dwelled within.

As a child that was groomed I believed that sex was love. I was starving for male affirmation, predators knew that I was a target. I was so sexualized by age 10 that I would even seek out molesters in seedy public bathrooms or at bus stops just to feel some sense of male attention.

By 11 or 12 I was sneaking out late nights, doing drugs & alcohol while engaging in sexual acts with adults, youth and anyone that was ready, willing or able.

Age 13 I overdosed on pills. While I would be suicidal for many years to come, and while I would attempt it a few more times, I thought about it a lot and I definitely used those thoughts & feelings to my own advantage to "get my way" or to be pitied. There is a very powerful victimhood you possess when you have a mental condition. The threat of suicide is emotional blackmail.

By 14 my only aspiration was to be the best hooker I could be as a homeless runaway HIV+ prostitute addict buying & using wrong-sex hormones on the black market. Spiraling into the demented emotional rollercoaster. I was a boy being invaded with synthetic poisons in the hopes of being what I could never be. In the hopes of becoming what I could never become.

Childhood??? What's that?!! I am not familiar.

Please heed my words. I'm telling you all what I know to be. This is not just my experience, but the experience of way too many victims of this cult.

Please do not sacrifice your children to the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult. Please!
Published on
Picture
I have spoken/testified at a lot of board meetings, school board meetings, political bills, hearings, etc... but some things are the same no matter where I have went, or who the crowd was.

I watch as boys & girls and men & women go to the microphone and regurgitate incorrect statistics & standardized responses that they are force fed by the lgbTQia TransQueer Cult. But most importantly, I watch individuals voice their thoughts & feelings in defense of their new "family," the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult and in defense of their new "identities" that their new "family" has so graciously provided them.

As I looked around those rooms I am devastated. I see so many different stages of my own journey through deception, confusion, transgenderism, abuse, being a cult member and advocate all being represented in these confused, controlled and conned young men and women taht are there to defend their thoughts & feelings. I see boys in different stages of confusion and chaos. Girls that want to be boys suffering in an existence that has yet to give them fulfilment. Men and women living vicariously through the youth they are preying on while claiming to protect them.

There are men dressed like women that called themselves transgender women. Some of those men are not gender dysphoric, but are AGP,  autogynephiles, which is a man that is sexually aroused by wearing women's clothing or fantasizing about himself being a woman. Sadly, the average person doesn't know what being AGP means, or if being gender dysphoric is the same as having a paraphilia or fetish. 

There is even a tug of war amongst the trans-identified individuals because gender-dysphoric persons do not want the AGP, fetishists or those who suffer from various paraphilias to be able to make the claim of being "trans." It is a slippery slope when it comes to the Trans-Umbrella. See Blog Post ~ TransQueer Agenda Exposed

I had never used the men's room with so many women before until I started to showing up to testify at these political hearings, it is odd to say the least. It always gives me a moment to ponder just how uncomfortable, it is when youth are forced to endure opposite sex individuals in their own private spaces like the bathroom, locker rooms, spas or showers. I would think that it would be much more traumatic for youth than for adults because there is a lingering stigma that tells them if they speak out against this movement then they will be targeted, humiliated, singled out and who knows what would happen to them. A sad situation. 

I remember watching three young men, that were in various stages of transitioning, and thinking that I could see myself in each of them at some point in my confused reckless teenage years. One was so uncomfortable in his own skin that he kept as much of it as he possibly could hidden. He had gloves on that hid his hands, except the fingertips were cut off of the gloves to show his painted fingernails. He had a mask on over his high necked sweater so all that was visible were his make-up laden eyes and some of his rouge covered cheeks. Any skin that was able to be seen was also covered in tattoos or with jewelry.

How much more do they have to holler? How much louder must they scream? Who is going to hear them? Most importantly, who is going to help them? The ones with all of the power have the real control over each of these misled misfits. The powers that be do not care if you vote for parental rights, you will still be kept in the dark. The powers that be don't care if you vote to stop medicalizing, butchering, sterilizing and sacrificing children, they will still trans your children! Believe that.

I remember there was a case-manager who told a story about a school that helped a teenager to be placed on wrong-sex hormone therapy. The committee asked her to submit proof. While she had no physical proof, there is no doubt in my mind that it actually happened. I do know that teachers and counselors have already taken it upon themselves to invite Planned Parenthood and other evil organizations into their classrooms, private offices, and in groups where false information, wrong-sex hormones and puberty blockers have been given to children, just like predatory drug-dealers. All done without parents consent or knowledge. It happens, this I know for a fact!

There was a father that spoke, he was in full drag. He claimed to be transgender; he talked about his children who were also enveloped by this delusional and emotionally driven choo choo train. Hop on board kids! Daddy is going to take you for a ride, straight into the dark abyss of defiance and rebellion to all that is. My heart was twisted and my stomach turned as he made these claims. All I could think was, "Doesn't anyone else actually hear what he is saying?! This is child abuse!!" But nobody else seemed to care, or maybe they didn't care enough to react and be deemed a bigot, hypocrite or transphobe, or maybe they feared this dark satanic cult of death, suicide, intimidation and perversion.

We cannot please everyone. Nor should we. We will not all agree on everything. Nor should we. We must all know there are moral laws by which we live. Whether you believe in GOD or not, we all have a sense of what is right and what is wrong that dwells somewhere in us, it is programmed into us from creation. I know that the weight of oppression has caused that to be buried deep in some folks, while others have been brainwashed to believe there is no moral authority in their life except what their cult thinks or feels is appropriate or not.

I once claimed to "feel like a woman" for over 20 years. That was not only absurd but impossible. Having never actually been a woman, I could not possibly know what a woman "feels like." Then there is the fact that being a woman is not a feeling but a reality. A biological reality. A male can never be a woman no matter how many pills, shots, procedures or surgeries he has. He will always be a man. Some will be men that have mutilated their genitalia with the lies of "gender affirmation surgery!"

One young man said he didn't "feel like a man" because he was a woman and so he had to fix the outside to match the inside. To bad for him that he didn't have any adults in his life that cared enough to tell him that he could only "feel like a man" because he is a man. He has over 6,500 chromosome markers in his body that make him distinctly male.

​I feel the pain, confusion and the anguish in those hearings, school board meetings or wherever I am where there is a group of folks who have been bamboozled by the lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult. It reminds me that those individuals are being exploited by one of the darkest movements this world has ever encountered. The lgbTQia TransQueer Rainbow Cult is, in fact, the largest mass of political evil ever known to mankind. Never has a more unstable, unethical, delusional, gross, uncaring, and hateful experiment ever been subjected onto children or those who are weak, weary, worn, challenged or mentally unstable.

Targeting children, preying on them, desensitizing them, sexualizing, butchering, devouring, victimizing, mutilating, demoralizing, grooming and blatantly abusing children. Doing this right in front of the rest of the world while we all sit back, complain, blog, protest, march, yell, whine and pussyfoot around like wimps. It is time for some serious action. It is time to unite, regardless of whether or not you agree on someone else's religion, beliefs or politics. Stand as one, push back and stop this genocide of youth. More specifically, mentally ill youth that are being exploited because of their disorders, comorbidities and desire to belong. 

Honestly, the absolute only answer right now is to take your child out of public government run schools and homeschool! There are solutions for those who truly want to save children. There are also a lot of excuses out there for those who aren't so true in their claims. 

As a detransitioner (EXtrans) that was targeted and groomed, that also became a groomer as well as a criminal, addict and mentally unstable man in distress and in a dress, I am making myself available for parents, citizens, ministries, fellowships, organizations, and whoever else that wishes to gain insight, ask questions, hear testimony or talk about solutions in the moment as well as in a time such as this.
Published on
Picture
I found some very early journal entries from 2009 & 2010; I was fresh out of the world of perversion. This is pretty deep, and detailed. This is my own personal life experience and knowledge that I've gained in my life.

Journal Entry 09/15/2010 6:09 am- "I didn't mind getting in trouble and being sent to the hole [solitary confinement] because in lockdown I could stay in bed all day and my meals were brought to me. "This is the LIFE," I thought to myself on more than one occasion in the filthy 6' X 9' cement room while laying on my inch thick worn out piece of foam that they called a mattress that rested on a cold steel frame. That was the county jail... then I finally graduated... to PRISON!

It was a whole new ball game, now I was being housed with real convicts that had a lot more time to do than the guys I was used to in the county jails. These convicts were also guilty of some horrible & heinous crimes.

My first week in prison I had been 'coerced' to engage in many sexual activities with more than a handful of guys, not to mention the ones I was doing just for kicks. It wasn't so much that I minded being raped, it was almost nothing at that point in my life. I knew how to lay there, take it and zone out so I could move on and forget it when the perpetrator was done with me. I was... just a commodity after all. 

Sad existence to be immune to rape, and to believe it okay or normal to be forced to be the subject of some random man's lusts & pleasures. Especially afterwards, to not report it but to just take a shower, wash it away and move on. At times I believe I found solace in the attention I got, or the deranged thought that I was just "that sensual!" 

I always wanted more, just didn't know it was available to someone like me. I really just wanted to be loved or at least held and appreciated. But if they couldn't handle that then it was time they went to the canteen and took care of me from that point forward. I became a hooker on the inside of those prison walls because I was a hooker on the outside them. It truly is all I knew, engaging in sexual activities with men and boys. And it was what I thought 'survival' was all about.

There was one incident that haunted me for years; I was transferred to another prison and I punched a corrections officer in the face for calling me "queer". (that word was a very derogatory & insulting slur)

After hitting the officer, I knew I was wrong. But I was emotionally driven by thoughts & feelings w/ the abnormal condition of mental confusion: that is gender dysphoria. I was attacked, maced, beat on, stomped on and hurt badly by the Response Team. After being dragged across the entire compound (literally) to the confinement block, I was put into a shower stall naked; beaten and stomped on some more by the officers. I was also "gassed" every few hours... that is military grade tear-gassed. Then I was placed in a cell with 2 "lifers" (convicts serving life sentences).

Both of these men were in solitary confinement lockdown for at least a year each. I was totally, literally & horrifically used & abused. Severely raped and abused for days! I was rescued by chance. The one friend I had made there, a nurse from the main compound, just so happened to fill in for the usual nurse that day and had to bring medications to an inmate that was in the lock-down area they had me in.

She saw me laying on a mat, on the floor, beaten down, bruised, out of it and completely drained and she demanded I be brought down to the main compound ASAP. She probably saved my life. It was nothing nice and I was reminded of those horrible 3 days & nights for a very long time with the stitches, the aches, pains (internal and external), as well as the terrible nightmares I suffered for years to come.

I was transferred out of there right after I was rescued by the nurse, and informed I could file a formal report OR I could forget it ever happened, be sent to another facility, get all of my "gain time" (something the prison system gives you (or takes away) for good behavior) and get out of prison sooner, rather than later. The admin blackmailed me into not reporting how the officers on that compound treated me or the danger they placed me in by putting me in a cell with 2 convicts serving life sentences.

Of course I opted for the latter. I did my time but what really surprised me the most was that I actually felt bad when it was time for me to go home. I wasn't quite sure I wanted to leave. I was "safe in the cage"!
*End Of Entry*

What is "Safe In The Cage?" It is a term used when someone is in prison and they get so used to the safety/confines of having their meals, accommodations etc... all taken care of that they don't really have a desire to be "free." I've known some inmates to commit another crime before their release date just to stay in prison.

In prison I received so much attention. I was the closest thing to a woman some of those men would ever see again. That was my mentality and the way I thought. Sad, I know. I am so very Blessed to be able to look back and see the man I am today! What a Powerful GOD we have!

The tears I cry as I post this blog! I hadn't thought about that scenario in a very long time. GOD Kept me safe in HIS Grip even when I was denying HIM and ignoring HIM.

It amazes me at times.